Yixing goes to visit every week, the pain is still there even after a year or so. Yixing knows that the pain will probably never fully leave. But, he also knows that he can become stronger because of his friends always being there to support him, and because he has the love of his life watching over him. And he hopes, he really does hope, that he has made the love of his life proud and that one day, they can see each other again.