Shu Lian and Zhang Yixing was one of the most lovely teenage couple in their hometown most of the other teens got jealous of them. The two lovers was also passionately talented on music especially Shu, she already got that beautiful angelic voice that yixing wants to hear everyday. Also yixing, a talented music genuis on their town, also known as a hardworking yixing.

 

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Shu was diagnosed with tumor, and choose to keep shut not telling her lover about her current situation. Don't get her wrong but she wanted yixing not to get worried about her because if yixing knew her situation he'll for sure backout on being a trainee in south korea. Yixing loves shu with all of his heart, besides of dreaming becoming a musician, or whatever you named it he wanted it to share with shu  he also wants to marry shu as soon as possible.

 

 

It was finally the day of their debut and every family member of them was their to support them, yixing was nervous and was not even himself. Shu promised that she'll watch when yixing debut.

 

"Yes, I just got here." He said through the speaker of his phone, he fall on the ground holding his chest tightly. The rest of the members was looking at him, they already knew whats going on right now. Yixing was the only person who doesn't knew about the tumor of his lover while the rest of them know it. 

 

"Shu Lian died?" He repeats the last word of his grandmother with a question, her grandmother confirmed it that the one that he loved most finally died. "Okay, i'll be there. I promise." He tried to calm his voice and not to cry but ended up throwing his phone against the wall. 

 

 

 

Tears started to stream down on his chesks, he also threw the picture frame beside him it was the picture of them. He was crying like a baby, he knew it that there was already something wrong whenever shu fall down or had a severe headache, but he chooses to ignore it. Yixing was mad at himself for not noticing every movement of shu, he was thinking of himself that he was selfish for being busy about his dream and not giving enough attention on shu.

 

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Years have been passed, after all the incidents on the past yixing had a new girlfriend named 'soojung' or also known as krystal. But, he knew that he can't love her the way he loved shu.

 

 

Even though that shu, didn't tell him about her tumor, he understand it very well. But, there is something wrong there's still a missing piece on his heart no matter how many girls passed on him he just can't forget shu. 

 

 

 

He loved shu too much, she was more than half of him. It was just an early afternoon and yixing was waiting for soojung on the exclusive luxurious that she suggested. He was playing with the wine and mesmerized by the ambiance outside the restuarant, his eyes moved on the front café, seeing a girl with a golden brown hair, her eyes was sparkling when their eyes locked. 

 

 

 

Yixing blinked his eyes thrice, the girl smiled at her showing a perfect white pesrl teeth. His hesrt dropped, and the flashback started to play on his head.

 

 

"Shu Lian died." 

 

 

The server broke yixing's thought of his past and looked at the girl, "can you ask her number?" Yixing told the server instead of ordering some food. The server looked at the girl he was pointing at. 

 

 

 

"I'm sorry but I can't, she's our special guest." The server replied leaving yixing alone at the table continue scanning the girl.

 

 

and when the girl left, he followed her and doesn't even care if the fans see him as long that he'll knew this girls' name.

 

 

"Hi i am yixing, may i know your name?" He asks the girl, already sliding out his phone on his pocket. "I am shu." She replied with a smile.

 

 

"May i have your number then?" He asks handing his phone, without no hesitations shu gave her number to him, and left him.

 

 

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what if the one that you loved most, died? And comes back when you already have a new loved one?

 

 

are you willing to let go of the new one and continue on what happened on the past?

 

 

what will be his choice is?

 

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This is a rated m fanfiction means that this will contain alot of ual scene.

 

 

Also this story was from yuu-chan. I asked her if i can write this and she agreed. I hope you guys enjoy this story, this is my first time writing so please bear with me, if there is a lot of grammatical errors.