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Minkyung falls in love with Jieqiong by accident.

It's an accident, because she had never intended for this to occur. She knows very well that she shouldn't have. She knows better than to develop romantic feelings for someone from a completely different world than hers; someone who still believes in the integrity of people and how things will always work themselves out in the end. Jieqiong is an optimist, if not because of her innocence and naivety. She is warm, affectionate, and forgiving, like a home. She is the persistent house that remains standing, though bruised and broken in some parts, after the passing of a storm.

On the contrary, Minkyung believes that people are inclined to strive for self-gratification, and they will only appear 'good' so as long as their desires are morally acceptable. She knows that things can fall apart in the end, regardless of how much you do to try and prevent it. She fully grasps just how different she is from Jieqiong. Minkyung is the quiet yet deadly storm that bears the potential to tear down anything it can touch. And Jieqiong is the last thing she wants to break.

Minkyung had always known about Jieqiong's feelings for her, even before the drunken confessions and slurred pleading. Minkyung is supposed to be the rational one, the one who doesn't fall in love too because that only results in greater pain for both of them. Yet she still falls in love with Jieqiong. By the time she realizes it, she's already in too deep, accumulating dirt and blood underneath her fingernails from trying so desperately hard to crawl out of it. But she's in too deep, so she can only watch, fallen to her knees in helplessness, as Jieqiong collapses piece by piece right before her eyes. Jieqiong will hurt now, battered and weakened by the storm, but at least she won't be broken by the end. She'll eventually be okay; she is surely able to recover.

Minkyung, however, is too far gone.

 

 

"You're leaving to drink with Jieqiong again?" Nayoung questions in that monotone voice of hers, peering over her laptop to see a dressed Minkyung walking towards the door.

Minkyung pauses in her steps, stopping in front of the door and adjusting her coat. "I am."

Minkyung's first impression of Nayoung was that of someone who minds her own business, a person who turns away even when she senses trouble abrew. After being her roommate and friend for some amount of time, Minkyung realizes that Nayoung is actually one of the very few people in the world who genuinely cares for others, though it is difficult for her to express. Nayoung stares at her for a moment, her motionless eyes flickering with vague concern.

"When will you stop leading her on?" At this moment, Minkyung would've preferred the person she thought Nayoung was. "You know that she loves you."

"Wouldn't it hurt more if I avoided her entirely?" Minkyung can sense Nayoung's disapproval, though her facial expression never indicates it. She must know that it's a poorly-made excuse. "Besides, she k

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That's the last update, it's actually complete for real now.

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seaweedenthusiast
#1
My MinKyul feels!
mxsrable_
#2
Chapter 4: I need more MinKyul fics can you do more because ur genius and you can make me happy and the others too OMG I cant believe you didn't do another one bcs this is way toooooo good tho iloveyou btw
wizorbit #3
Chapter 4: i'm dropping napink and naminky for this ship lol this fic is so amazing :'> minky finally huhu
sechungs
#4
Chapter 4: this fic is really so amazing :") your writing is so goregeous and it really captures the emotion so well this was an incredible read thank u !
2azness #5
Chapter 4: So happy minkyung finally decided to give this relationship a chance and she stayed with pinky! Thank you so much for this!
Ryannereid94 #6
Chapter 4: You are one talented avocado
Kedarui
#7
Chapter 4: This was sweet in it's own way~ Minkyung finally stayed with Jieqiong :'D This chapter really shows how much the both of them care for each other; Minkyung wants the best for Jieqiong while Jieqiong wants Minkyung to realize that her feelings are just as valid as her own. Minkyung seems to be really hard on herself but I think her fear of losing Jieqiong because of who she is might actually bring them closer since she no longer has her walls up and Jieqiong is more than willing to keep her hold of Minkyung as well while reassuring Minkyung that she is who Jieqiong wants to love <3 I think this leaves them in a much more hopeful light for their growing relationship~ Thanks for this great last update~ <3
crazygamelover
#8
Chapter 3: Hmmm... im not sure if this is a happy ending or not. They do end up together tho but minkyung internal conflict isnt resolved. But if u ever plan on making sequel for this it could be about resolving those conflict and how they can actually be on the same page. Thx for the story. I enjoyed reading it.
2azness #9
Chapter 3: Omg you updated this!! It's relieving that they finally confessed their feelings while sober but it still feels bittersweet(?) I really like how you wrote this pairing (pretty sure this fic just catapulted them to my fave pristin otp lol)
Thanks for the update and hope you continue to write for this pairing! :3
mondchan
#10
Chapter 3: Goshhh you back n finally this end this way; 3; the amount of feeling is just undoubtedly good n you're truly good by putting it here ㅠㅠ the confession was painful but right on the place of thos story, great job