SBS GAYO

Sehun was reading the updates on the Gayo performances and was caught surprised by Mina’s and Momo’ participation in a contemporary dance stage with BTS Jimin and a few other star. Not that he has a problem with it but his heart felt weird since he saw the way Jimin looks at Mina during AAA a few months back. He was a little more disappointed that Mina didn’t tell him. Technically they are not dating but he wants to be involve with Mina’s life and what she is up to but since they are taking things slow, he didn’t think that he has the right to ask her all that.

On the day of the show, Mina was feeling very nervous compared to Momo who looks more relax. After make-up and a full dress rehearsal, Mina and Momo walked back to their waiting room. She could see Sehun a few doors away. He looks a little down. Mina wondered what happened. She walked pass him and bow before slightly braving herself and brushing her hands on his hands. Sehun immediately looked up and gave her a sweet smile. Although she could sense that he was tired and upset, she appreciated the smile he gave her.

Just before her stage, Mina smiles as she read his text message.

You look beautiful and I am sure you will dance gracefully later.

Gomawo oppa.

Only god knows how moody Chanyeol was that day. He has been busy trying to memorize the chords and singing for his special stage later. He wanted to ask Jihyo questions during the backstage but Jihyo and Rose were busy hugging each other and playing a fool with 10cm hyungs.

While Rose and Jihyo’s stage was wonderful, Chanyeol wasn’t satisfied with his. He felt he could have done much better with his singing. He couldn’t help but felt so upset seeing how he messes up his own song or at least so he thinks. Nayeon could see how he struggles to smile. He was so angry and upset with himself. As he was walking off the stage, he could feel that someone was watching him. When he turned to where the artists were seated, he saw Nayeon immediately turning away. He began to wonder if she could see and understand how upset he was feeling at that moment.

During the JYP PD dance stage, Sehun’s and Chanyeol’s eyes almost popped when they saw the girls. Sehun sensed that the camera man loves Mina by the beautifully captured video of her. He however was a little uncomfortable with how the other male idols were swooning over her. The whispers about her beauty made him feel more than a little disturbed.

Nayeon dancing ily is not something he would imagine. He always thought there wasn’t a y side to her. However, when she flips her hair, Chanyeol’s heart stirred a little. Sehun always knew how y Mina is. She is graceful and poised. He couldn’t deny that Mina looks even more gorgeous, y and sultry dancing to 24 hours by Sunmi. For a second time, he almost faint when there is a couple dance routine.

Mina was paired with Seventeens cute Seungkwan while Nayeon was partnered with Woozi. Sehun watches over the stage carefully and felt touched at Mina who didn’t even touch that guy.  Chanyeol was seen restless watching the whole entire performance. He wasn’t comfortable seeing Nayeon close to another guy.

The girls were very tired from the performance but they still have to go back to the studio to practice for another television channel’s Gayo. Mina and Chaeyoung were about to head to their waiting room when she saw Sehun from a distance. She could see that he was upset about something but she couldn’t figure what was wrong. She shrugged off the feelings and proceeded on as per normal.

KBS Gayo

Today TWICE has prepared quite a number of collaboration stages. Thankfully TWICE and EXO’s changing room was just a door away. Sana was thankful because it meant she could see more of Kyungsoo. After TWICE was done with their first stage with the other girl groups, they quickly rush to change because Mina and Momo has special stages.

Sehun wanted to speak to Mina but since she was running around, he thought he would approach her later. While Mina was getting her hair done, Chanyeol knocked on the door and entered the room startling the girls.

CYL: Anyeong…. (He greeted them and so did they.) Dahyun are you ready?

DH: Just a minute sunbaenim. (She rushed hoping that Chanyeol won’t start a conversation with Nayeon.)

Chanyeol took the opportunity to sit beside Nayeon on the sofa.

NY: Anyeong…. (She greeted him chirpily trying not to sound awkward.)

CYL: You seem busy lately. You know we have not spoken on the phone for almost a month. (He began questioning her.)

NY: Neh… I’ve been very busy. You didn’t get to talk to me but I am sure Byul was on the phone with you every night right. (She tried teasing him so that she wouldn’t appear jealous.)

CYL: That’s Byul not you.

NY: Wei…. Don’t say it like that people could misunderstand.

CYL: But…

DH: Sunbae, I am ready.

Chanyeol took a deep breather before moving out of the room with Dahyun.

CYL: Dahyun ah….

NY: Neh sunbae…

CYL: Why does your unnie hate me?

NY: Sunbae, you think too much.

CYL: She doesn’t care about me anymore. Why is she very different?

Dahyun don’t know what to answer. Thankfully they are already at the recording room. Dahyun greeted EXO and the other groups there. She was thankful that Baekhyun sunbaenim was friendly and kind. She did felt shy and blushes a lot when she has to do the TT gesture with them.

When Dahyun returned to her room, she quickly updated Mina about Sehun who looks upset. Mina now worries about Sehun even more. Although Sehun denied feeling upset, she knew he was. Mina had to set those worry aside as she had to perform a ballet routine. By the time she ended her performance, she rushed to the recording room to join TWICE and BTS for recording.

As she entered the room Shinee’s Minho congratulated her for the stage and the first person to look and clap at her was Jimin, the guy who has been smiling at her sweetly. Mina had to join the recording and quickly squeezed in the middle to be beside Jungyeon and that meant she is beside Jimin too. He smiled and looked at her dearly making her nervous.

Mina is aware that Jimin may have feelings for her. Every time she passes by his group, s will . He also smiles shyly at her and stole glances from far and near.

When Sehun saw the interview from his waiting room, he was definitely too upset to even look up. He felt hurt. Suho nudged him asking him if he is fine and Sehun just nodded not wanting to explain himself. When the whole event ended and as they were packing up, Sehun was asked by Suho to accompany him to the toilet.

As they make their way to the gentleman’s room, Sehun clearly was lost in his thoughts.

SHO: What is wrong with you? You have been pretty quiet which is pretty weird to me.

SH: Ani… Nothing… (He responded but still frowning.)

Sehun almost screamed when Suho quickly pulls him into the fire exit staircase. However before he could say anything, he saw Mina and Jihyo who were already there.

MN/JHO: Anyeong sunbaenim…

SHO/SH: Anyeong…

MN: Sunbae, can I speak to Sehun oppa for a short while? (Mina asked Suho softly and of course Suho agree.)

Sehun is still wondering what is going on but he couldn’t help but felt a little happy that she was there. He felt even more touch when she pulls his wrist and brought him to a level below. Sehun was speechless, when Mina eventually and look at him. He looks down suddenly at the thought of his own jealousy. Mina used her hand to lift his chin and she was faced with his pouting face.

MN: What’s wrong?

SH: Nothing… (He denied.)

MN: I know you have been upset about something since SBS Gayo. What happened?

Mina fingers reaches for Sehun’s hand. As her fingers played around with his, she looks at the pouty man in front of her.

MN: Oppa…..Wei Gurei? (She affectionately asked him again.)

Sehun refused to admit that something was wrong. He denied and denied and Mina almost wanted to walk away but when she thinks of how patient he was with her, she don’t want to leave him. Instead, she moved closer and slipped her arms in his coat and wrapped it around his waist making him surprised by the initiation. Mina rested her head on his chest and continued hugging him tight.

MN: I don’t know what is wrong but I hope you feel better with this hug. (She spoke softly making him melt.)

Sehun of course tightened and returned her embrace. He held her close as he inhaled her smell. He finally let out a heavy sigh.

SH: Can I be honest with you? (He asked her as he looks down at her sweet face that is now looking up at him.)

MN: Go ahead…

SH: I am jealous… I am so jealous of…

MN: Jimin sunbaenim…. (She completed his sentence.)

SH: How did you…

MN: I know oppa…. I am not clueless you know. I know who is hitting on me. I know because I saw the signs. I thought you would appreciate my gestures of not returning any signs at all.

SH: I am thankful of course but Mianhe, I am still jealous.

MN: There is no need to. It is not like I am going out with him.

SH: I know I don’t have the right to stop you but I can’t help it.

MN: Ara I know you are jealous but you shouldn’t. (She reassured him as she stares at his chest and traced her fingers feeling his muscular body.)

SH: Why shouldn’t I?

MN: Because I am yours…. (She replied softly but loud enough for him to hear and smile widely.)

SH: You are mine right… (He asked once again to reaffirm what he just heard.)

Mina nodded and looks away to avoid showing him her blush. Sehun cupped her face with both his palm and gave her cheeks a little squeeze.

SH: You are mine, arraso! Myoui Mina you are mine and mine alone. You are my girlfriend, I am your boyfriend. You have to remember that well, arraso!  

Mina blinked both eyes and pursed her lips to control herself from showing him how happy she is. Sehun cannot resist her charm any longer. He leans down and gave her a sweet kiss. Their lips only parted when he started to play round with her bottom lips earning a poke on his waist.

 Jihyo and Suho smile at each other as they keep watch of the door.

SHO: I love your performance at SBS Gayo the other day. You sound and look lovely.

JHO: Gomawo…

SHO: Did Chanyeol give you a hard time during practice and rehearsals?

JHO: Not really but he sure ask a lot of questions about Nayeon unnie.

SHO: He did huh?

JHO: Why?

SHO: Well he gets nervous that Xiumin hyung declare that he will go after Nayeon.

JHO: What?

SHO: You heard me, Xiumin is going after Nayeon.

Jihyo who was still speechless to hear that news returned her focus to Suho who just reached for her hands. He was holding her hand and hoping she would hold his too but she couldn’t. She could no longer offer her heart. She did once and he breaks it into a million pieces. She just began to piece every piece slowly. Suho was just thankful she didn’t pull her hand away. However he was touched by her concern.

JHO: I saw your interview with Dahyun just now. You look like you are in pain you were holding on to the right side of your waist. (She asked as her other hand made its way to touch the specific site.)

SHO: Ahh ouch… (He yelped.)

JHO: What is wrong? Why are you in pain? (Jihyo began questioning him.)

SHO: It is nothing. (He denied.)

Jihyo stared at him. Her stare intimidates him. Suho brings himself closer to Jihyo. He removed his hand from hers and pulls her body close to him.

SHO: You’ll be angry if I tell you.

JHO: Oppa…. (Her voice sounded annoyed.)

SHO: One of our vans met with an accident and I wasn’t wearing the seat belt and kind of hit myself on the seat in front. I thought I was fine since I didn’t felt any pain yesterday night. However when I woke up today, my left ribs and waist hurts. My manager told me to just continue on with the show. (He tried explaining to her.)

Jihyo’s heart almost stopped and tears trickled down her cheeks. Junmyeon pull her gently into a hug feeling thankful that the woman in front of him still cares. The woman in front of him shed tears worrying about him. The woman he hurt still gets angry when he doesn’t take care of himself.

SHO: Mianhe, I know I promised to take care of myself but I didn’t.

JHO: You should go to the hospital to get yourself check. Your injury could be more serious than you think. (She warned him.)

SHO: I will. Maybe on Sunday?

JHO: Why not later?

SHO: We still have MBC Gayo tomorrow.

JHO: Seriously oppa…. (She began to sound angry.)

SHO: Jihyo ah….

JHO: Oppa you are injured… I am asking you to seek medical attention. It shouldn’t be difficult since breaking my heart is easy too. (She began spouting sarcastic remarks.)

Junmyeon felt hurt even though he has no right. Jihyo regretted her words because she could see the hurt in his eyes.

SHO: Mianhe…. For hurting you. (He apologized softly once again.)

Jihyo immediately pulls the lapel of his jacket and buries her head in his chest crying.

JHO: Mianhe… I’m sorry my words hurt your feelings. (She sobs softly making Junmyeon embrace her as tight as he could.)

Junmyeon began to rub her back to soothe the crying girl.

JHO: Stop making me worry. Please oppa. (Her voice muffles as she is still buried on his chest.)

SHO: Ara... I will see the doctor to get a pain shot. However I still need to perform tomorrow. I promise I will go for a check up on Sunday. (He bargained.)

Jihyo did not answer. He repeated his words.

JHO: Shiro…. (She whines with tones of affection in her voice making Junmyeon smile.)

SHO: Leader nim, you would do the same if you are in my position, right?

Damn, Jihyo know he was right. She would do exactly what he does.

JHO: Uhm… promise you will go for a thorough check up.

SHO: Promise…

He kissed the top of her head feeling blessed that she cares for him. It doesn’t matter if their title together is still the ‘ex’. To him what matters most is that he is certain she loves him and still cares for him. For now, that is more than enough.

Nayeon and Sana wondered where did Mina and Jihyo were. As they were walking around the area, they bumped into Chanyeol who looks irritated. The girls bowed to him. Chanyeol couldn’t figure what got into him. He became the meanest jerk that he could be.

NY/SN: Anyeong sunbaenim….

CYL: Oh Anyeong…. You girls saw my performance at SBS Gayo?

The girls nodded.

CYL: Nayeon you should work on your vocals. It’s weak and pitchy. Rose sounded so good. She would have sound much better than you if she and I cover Dream by Baek and Suzy. (He began criticizing her.)

Nayeon felt the exact same hurt that he inflicted on her just before their collaboration stage a few months back. She was speechless.

 CYL: You shouldn’t focus on visual too much and besides you are not even in the visual line. (He attacked her further.)

Sana was holding her anger. Kyungsoo who was saw that something was not right walked towards his girlfriend. She was just about to open when Nayeon grabbed hold of her hand trying to signal to her not to say anything.

NY: Neh sunbae, I am a horrible singer. I know I am ugly in your eyes but I am thankful Once still like this ugly face which you hated so much. I will bear in mind your words until I die. I will practice and continue to practice to improve my vocals even if one day no sound can ever come out from this mouth. Thank you. I really appreciate this advice and wake up call. (Nayeon responded in a shaky voice.)

She took a deep breath and tried to calm herself down.

NY: It was a mistake from the start to be paired with you. You have a godly voice while I just sound like a toad right. My ugliness couldn’t catch up with your great looks. Ara. I know. I know exactly where I stand. (She continued as she stares right at him.)

Sana’s began to tear. She tugged Nayeon’s arm. She cannot bear to look at her unnie like that.

SN: Unnie, let’s go. (She pleaded not wanting Nayeon to get hurt any further.)

NY: Just a while more Sana. (She assures her before turning back to Chanyeol.) Thank you sunbae for all the guidance you provided all this while. I will make sure to not appear in front of you again fearing that my ugliness would just irritate you further. (She finally declared.)

DO: Sana Ya…. (Kyungsoo tried reaching out for his girlfriend not caring if there were many eyes around. For the first time, Sana slapped his hands away and pulled Nayeon away from that place with tears in her eyes.)

Kyungsoo couldn’t bear to see Sana crying. He wanted to go after her but Jongdae stopped him worried that a scandal may just erupt. Suho and Sehun arrived just in time. They could sense the tension.

DO: What did you say to Nayeon? It must be something so hurtful that even Sana cried.

CYL: I was just stating facts. (He nervously responded.)

DO: Gurei…. Continue being like this. I am sure you must have felt fantastic hurting someone. (He gave up on Chanyeol and walked away not caring anymore.)

The conversation had to stop because their staff came to start cleaning up and packing up. At times like this Kyungsoo couldn’t help but felt worried about Sana. Once he had showered at his dorm, he looked at the watch, it was already 2.30 am. The boys are randomly sprawled on the floor of the living room eating and playing games even though they were tired.

Xiumin who saw Kyungsoo getting ready wondered why he looks flustered.

XM: Soo, where are you going this late?

DO: I need to meet Sana. After what ‘someone’ said to Sana’s favourite unnie, she has been crying and not answering my calls. 

XM: What happened? How come I have not heard anything?

DO: I’ll share with you tomorrow okay.

XM: Hold on, can you help pass my number to Nayeon please since ‘someone’ refuse to give her number to me.

DO: Ara….

Chanyeol who was on the phone with his girlfriend, rolled his eyes when he heard the two men conversing about Nayeon.

Love over Lust

 As he drove to her dorm, he felt worried. Although he knows Sana wasn’t angry at him, he doesn’t want her to hurt. He dialled her number once he arrived. The first ring wasn’t answered and so does the second and third but thankfully, she picks up the call.

DO: Sana Ya…. (He sigh a relief as his head rested on the steering wheel.)

SN: Uhm…..

DO: I ….

Kyungsoo was surprised to see Sana entered the car before he could even construct his sentence. She put on her seatbelt and holds a thermos close to her.

SN: Drive… (She instructed him in a whiny tone.)

When they arrived at the usual spot, Sana gave him the thermos and exited the car. Kyungsoo smiles at his thoughtful girlfriend. From inside the car, he saw her leaning at the front of the car. He took a quick sip of the herbal drink before making his way to her.

It was chilly but Sana for some reason enjoys the feeling. She could feel Kyungsoo leaned beside her as his fingers intertwine with hers. She let out a huff before moving towards facing him. She removed her hand from his and began ping his down jacket. Kyungsoo was startled for a moment. She then wrapped herself around his body. Kyungsoo pulls her closer and cover the two s sides around his girl. He smiles at her lovely sight.

SN: Mianhe for slapping your hand away from mine. I was emotional. (She finally breaks the silence.)

DO: I understand. (He reassures her.)

SN: Oppa… I hate Chanyeol oppa for making Nayeon unnie cry. Why does he have to hurt her like that?

DO: He is a jerk. I know that well.

SN: Oppa, you know I love you like crazy. Please don’t hurt me.

DO: I won’t. I promise. (He reassured her. He was sad to see her worry so much.)

Sana looks up to him with a pout and Kyungsoo’s lips reach for a kiss making the girl blush. He actually loves it that she still blushes every time he kisses her. When he finally removed his lips from hers, Sana whines.

SN: Oppa, why are you so handsome? I have butterflies in my tummy every time I look at your face.

DO: Ara… I know I am hot. (He .)

SN: Every time we kiss, I wished it would be longer because I can’t have enough of you.

DO: Me too, jagi.

Sana traced her fingers on his chest and both his arms circled and rested on her bum. With their body so warm leaning on each other, Kyungsoo’s natural body reaction returns. His hardened manhood makes Sana blush but she didn’t move away from him. She wraps herself more tightly and leans in closer.

Kyungsoo gulped at the sensation she awakens in him.

DO: Sana ya….what are you trying to do?

SN: Nothing, just holding you close. Why? (She playfully asked him.)

DO: You know why. How many times do I have to remind you that I am a man and I have needs and desire too. You seducing me like this is not helping me at all. (He complains in her ears.)

Sana giggles softly before she stops when she feels his lips on her ears and neck. As he was dropping kisses on her neck, Sana felt a weird sensation. She wants the man in front of her. She loves him so much, that her body couldn’t control how she reacts around him. Kyungsoo, feeling a little bit more daring, began to slip his hand inside her clothes, roaming around her bare skin. Sana whimpered as her breath become more shallow and urgent.

When Kyungsoo’s fingers grazes her lady lumps, Sana let out a sound that drove him crazy. His kiss became more urgent. Their body grinded softly against each other and Kyungsoo swore that it was so hard to control his aching junior. Sana could sense that he was trying his best to control body. She smiles as she observes him close his eyes restraining himself from going further.

SN: Aigoo…. Oppa…. (She as her hands were rubbing the front of his zip.)

Kyungsoo’s eyes widen in shock. The sensation he felt is tremendous. Sana’s then whispered in his ears as her hand is still twirling outside the fabric of the tent below.

SN: One day, when we are both ready mentally, physically and emotionally ready… I will treat you well.  (She whispered seductively before circling both her arms around his neck.)

Kyungsoo was disappointed she removed her hands from the ‘tent’ but was so happy when he heard those words. He wants her and wants to make love to her. He wouldn’t want lust to come first before love.

On the way back, Sana smiles at her boyfriend who was driving. His tent though now looked a little less obvious was still there. Once they arrived at her place, Sana gave him a kiss on his cheeks before whispering:

SN: Go on, have a rest. Take care of your little junior before going to bed arraso. Think of me. (She seductively as she his ears and her hand twirls softly above the sunken tent that has risen once again.)

The moment Sana left the car, Kyungsoo let off a grunt.

‘Ya, this girl is driving me crazy!’

MBC Gayo

Sehun woke up feeling extremely happy. He checked his phone and was pleasantly surprised to see her text.

Good morning oppa. See you later that the broadcast station. Jihyo unnie asked if Suho oppa has been to the clinic to get the pain injection. Text me when you are awake.

Yup, he left for clinic first early in the morning. Bogoshipo….

We just met yesterday.

Ara, I miss you still.

Uhm… I miss you too. Got to go, I will see you later arraso.

Neh….

As the boys were having breakfast, Kai decided to disturb Kyungsoo.

KAI: Hyung you were home late.

DO: Neh….

KAI: What were you doing in the toilet for so long after you came home? (He asked his hyung knowing exactly what he did.)

Kyungsoo almost choked on his bread. Kai gave a soft tap on his back.

KAI: Hyung, next time throw the tissue properly. You used a lot yesterday night. (His comment made the boys laughed.)

At MBC broadcast station, the boys just passed by the girl’s room. They had just recorded their stage for ‘U go girl’. Although they just bowed to each other, Sehun couldn’t help but wink at his girlfriend who turns crimson red.

Chanyeol could see that Nayeon avoided appearing in front of him. She even hides behind some of the members. However what caught his eyes was Xiumin slipping an envelope into Nayeon’s hand.

‘…. He meant what he said.’ Chanyeol thought to himself.

The EXO boys were impressed at TWICE who donned beautiful girl dress. It’s the kind of dress you never though TWICE would wear. From a far, Chanyeol was staring at how beautiful Nayeon looks. He saw the gasped of male idols who gave her second turns.

‘Why am I feeling this way? Yeol stop it!’ he scolded himself.