Spring is there to tell me how painful break ups are. We had it all. Wait did we? Or was it just my dream. Flowers sure bloom, fresh rain drops that fall on a cloudy day. Drip by drip our memories of us together are here to remind me but the rain over powers the happiness that should be felt.  On a rainy day was when we fell for each other. At least I thought you did. I was foolish to think that you felt the same. Were you only playing with me? Can you please turn back time…. Time… time was what we didn’t have. There was always a limit to everything. A limit to our love, to our memories, to us. I always got hallucinations of you, wherever I went. Please stop this rain so I can forget him.
I can finally burry this love in our farewell.
April 4th
She put on her best today. A simple black and white polka dotted dress with flats and his fedora. Today marked the day she would never forget. Their Anniversary. She needed to do her best to forget the past. Looking in the mirror, she bitterly smiled remembering a past memory. The time where he was all hers. 
She walked out the door and down her steps,  she headed towards the townsquare and prepared to hail a taxi. She watched as the scenery passed by. Her mind clouded with fragments of the pass. She got off the taxi and headed towards it. She stopped and stared at the image.
"It's been a long time, hasn't it? How are you? Are they treating you well? You know, I saw Sunggyu the other day. He can't sleep because of you. He says he sees you. Dongwoo he.. has been sent to the Asylum, because they think he finally lost it. Hoya is a cop now. He is busy now a days working on cases. We are all proud of him. We really are. You are too right? Sungyeol, I think he's doing the best out of all of us. He works at a cafe as a barista. Your bestfriend surprisingly is fine. But I know it's all a cover. He still cries at night. His mother told me. Sungjong, he entered university. Out of all of us he decided to pursue an education. But he's quiet. He's not witty diva jonggie anymore. Woohyun... he disappeared. He just left one night. All traces of him are gone. I mean if we went back to our old house, everybody's traces would still be there, but nobody wants to go back. Nobody wants to remember what happened in the past. I'm rambling on and on aren't I? It's just I haven't seen you since the ceremony. I don't know what came into my mind to visit you. You probably hate me for this?" She sighed and looked up at the sky, ju