XIN:

When soojoo organized that party I could not help laughing at what it would take for gd and cl to see each other again at that party after the last one

I slam my cigarette as she sits beside me and whispers

- That will be your job

I choke on the smoke

-sorryy?? them??? this two stupids? hahahha no no i’m done with them,

-cl and gd are your best friends xin, what the man? they need your help

-this dumb couple are also your friends

-cl told me they last week

then is when i needed some air

-what?!!?! he and cl did it?! how when why?!

-i can’t told you more you just… go there and talk with jiyong, he just arrived at the party few moments ago

oh no man… i up…… jiyong is a good friend but chaerin is…. chaerin is like my little sister damm…. i keep seeing her like a little girl who needs protection

i get closer to ji that is now sitting in one of the few tables at the huge party

-hey bro

we shake our hands and start talking, even if we are talking about food and stupids things of work it’s so easy to see that he is worried about the situation

-ji…

-mh?

-i know what happened.

i know that my face shows how ing mad I am with him but even with that i try to smile and i put a hand on his shoulders

-bro…. what is the real situation?

-we…  we… uhm

he sigh and xin almost start laughing

-bomnuna call me that day, saying that chae needed me…., and she really did, she was pushing the tears for so long, we fight she cry…. and then i couldn't stop myself to kiss her

jiyong closed his eyes when he saw xin face

-yah yah i know i know it was stupid but… i swear it for god that i was going to stop there but..I….

-you what? couldn't resist her anymore?

jiyong just looked at him

and xin sigh again, he knows it

the desire between them both was always at that point of god you two leave for a room

-xin…. she was like heaven

jiyong smiled and xin almost forget about what was next

-but then i tried to stop her i swear it but she didn’t want to and… i didn't want it either… god xin… it was so ing good, but… the next morning everything crack….

when xin was trying to pushing him to talk more he find out why he was without words

chaerin was finally there

xin laugh when cl came into the room leaving all the men's there staring at her from her hair till her shoes

Her hair was down, natural, without extensions, her soft hair came to her shoulders

Just like jiyong liked

She wore a tight black dress, leaving her soft legs so that all men could see them, the dress showed a little taste of her s, that y mole was saying hi to all men even if it was nothing huge

Of course that did not prevent that the imagination already played in each one of the minds of the men of the party

Chaerin laughed when she and the girls approached us

And I must admit that I also laughed at his expression

Soojoo approached and she and chaerin hugged each other laughing

She looked at me and smiled,

She had to know more than she had told me before ...

-hahahahahaha

Chaerin turned to hear me

-oppa? guenchana?

-oh? ne ne chae hahahahahahaha I'm glad to see you

Chaerin smiled and I saw how jiyong stirred uncomfortably in his chair

I bet anything that a certain thing had grown in his crotch

Chaerin hug me jumping in my arms

I returned the hug while I watched how jiyong angered at times

- Come sit a moment

I wanted to provoke him

I wanted him to see how others could so easily take advantage of chaerin

- yah oppa so you're going to scare them all

I saw how jiyong growled again in despair

- other oppas for example?

-yeah ... although they dont have to be oppas ..

- you start liking the young?

-aish no, not yet ... but I hope that stage of my life will not be late ...

-hahahahaaha

I pinched her cheek as she screamed for her makeup

After a few moments mino and bobby came to for chae, they were going to perfomance next to the dj full house, and mino wanted to his noona inspiration to his side

she got up from my lap, looked at jiyong and turned her view to mino

- Of course let's go mobb!

- Xin ! why? ! Why the did you do that?

I was tired of his attitude, I got up and grabbed his shirt swinging him with force

- you are going to answer me with the purest truth to my next question Ji, and you'd better act like a man and stop ing

jiyong pushed me to let him go

- Well worth it! I'm ing in love with her! okay!? Are you going to leave me alone now?

That again was nothing new for me

- Not until you tell me all the ing truth, if you love her why the you behaving like an ?

- Because I do not deserve her ! I do not deserve Chaerin and my fans do not deserve her either, they're going to hate her because of me, because I fell blindly in love with my best friend Xin, because I'm overwhelmed by all the work and all I think about is being able to kiss her! I do not talk about , I just need her so much ... this is so ing complicated ...

- love should not be complicated ji ... it can work ....

- until I broke everything and broke her, xin ! this ... I had never felt it before ... ever. Chaerin is the only one who gets me to do what she wants, she runs me over my body and my actions, I ... I need her, but I'm not going to be selfish xin, not this time, not her ... never with her ...

I sighed, I approached him and hit his shoulder trying to show my support and that's when she came out

A woman of about 35 years with a tape recorder in hand

It seemed that someone had paused on the scene,

Until she ran,

And we obviously ran after her,

Maybe that would have worked if the one next to me was not one of the biggest stars in the whole country

It is not necessary to say what was the cover of every news source the next morning

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