“Wh-what? No, no, no. This can’t, this can’t be. I mean I’m only nineteen! I can’t raise a child when I’m still a child myself!” All my thoughts came out as word vomit.

“Well, Miss Dunn. You are. I leave you two so you can let this settle in.” With a blink of the eye, he was gone.

Two, two, what did he mean two?! Me and the baby? I felt something squeeze my hand. I looked down and saw a familiar hand intertwined with mine. I followed the arm, up to the face. Eunhyuk! I forgot he was here. His face was pale; as if someone took an eraser and rubbed all the color from it He must have realized that I was watching him because he sent me a weak smile. I tried my hardest, but I could not send one back. My thoughts were soon flooded with the thoughts of being a teenage mother. I can’t believe I am going to be something I did not want to be in a million years! I ran my fingers through my hair, my breaths getting shorter. What. Am. I. Going. To. Do? What am I going to do, what am I going to do?

“Fay, baby, breathe.” I blinked my eyes and realized Eunhyuk was in front of me, with concern eyes. My breathing started to slow; I loosened my death grip on his hand. He pulled me into a hug, and my tears fell as if a damn just broke. Eunhyuk held me close, rubbing my back and murmuring soft words to me.

Finally when the tears stopped, I pulled slightly away from him and wiped my eyes. I glanced at his shirt; he had a big wet spot from my tears. I placed my hand over it.

“Sorry.” I whispered looking down at the floor. He placed his thumb and index finger under my chin and moved my face so I would look at him. He pulled me closer and put his lips against mine. The kiss was soft, sweet and full of passion. I felt his body urge for mine. Mine gave in slightly, but it wouldn’t all the way. I broke the kiss. We were both breathing heavily. I need to call Liv. I pulled out my phone

“Who are you calling?” He asked as I dialed her number.

“Hi, this is Liv. I’m either doing something really important or I just don’t want to talk to you. Buh-bye!” I closed my phone and mentally slapped myself in the forehead. She’s at work, of course her phones going to be off.

            When we entered the restaurant, I felt extremely out of place in my gray sweat pants and bright yellow t-shirt. I mean, this is a four star restaurant. The hostess gave me a dirty look but soon realized I was with Eunhyuk and dropped it.

            “Table for two?” He asked. I nodded my head in agreement. Eunhyuk leaned over and whispered

            “Why are we here?”

            “Liv works here,” I whispered back as I watched him pull out two menus.

             “Oh may we be seated in Olive’s section?” He gave me and confused look but quickly brushed it off and changed directions. He placed us at a table that was in the corner and sat two. Before I could sit, Eunhyuk made his way in front of me and pulled out my chair.

            “Thank you Eunnie.” He smiled and sat down across from me. I picked up the menu and glanced at it, trying to read it but my mind kept wondering. The word baby flashing in my head like a huge blinking neon sign. I have a person inside me, depending on me to take care of it. I looked down at my stomach. It seemed huge! I placed my hand on my stomach hoping that it would keep it from growing. I felt something warm in my other hand. I looked up and saw Eunhyuk looking over at me with a concerned look on his face. I sent him a half smile.

            “Everything will be okay Fay. I will always be by your side until you tell me you don’t want me there anymore. In the end, it will all work out.” He rubbed his thumb soothingly.

            “But what if for some reason I get with Heechul again?” I noticed his discomfort with the idea but I had to know.

             “Even if you get back with him, I will always be here for you. You mean too much to me, for me not to.” He leaned across the table and rubbed my face.

            “I feel bad though.” I whispered. He gave me a confused look

            “Why?”

            “Because you and Heechul are like brothers and I just came in between you guys and ruined everything. I don’t even understand why anyone would want to be around me.” Tears started to form behind my eyes. The truth hurts.

            “I’m just a home wrecker.” I said barely above a whisper.

            “Fay, don’t ever say something like that! You can’t help it when you fall in love with someone and it just happens, Heechul and I fell in love with the same girl.” He gave me his gummy smile. It made my insides warm, which I couldn’t help but smile. Wait. Did he just say he loved me?! Oh God, help me now!

            “Hello, my name is Olive.” With my mental fit being cut off by Liv, I turned my attention to her. She was bowing at what seemed to be ninety degrees. Wow, I didn’t even know she could get that far, with her bad sense of balance. When she finished, she keep her face buried in her little back notebook.

            “Can I start you off with something to drink?”

            “Um yes,” I quickly glanced at the menu and spotted sweet tea “I would like sweet tea.” I watched her as she wrote down my drink. She paused and slowly looked up at me.

            “Fay?”  I smiled at her

            “The one and only.”

            “Oh my goodness, why are you guys here? How was the doctor’s appointment? Are you alright? Tell me everything!” She said as she closed her book and placed it the front pocket of her black apron.

            “Slow down Liv. We are here because I need to talk to you about the doctors.” A worried look formed on her face.

            “What happened?” Her voice slowed. I looked over at Eunhyuk.

            “Sit down Liv.” He mention. She pulled a chair over from the other table and sat down

            “What’s wrong?” The worry on her face deepened.

            “Um, well, you see, the doctor, well he sa-”

            “Fay, just tell me!” Impatience thick in her voice.

“Impregnant.” It came out barely above a whisper and was rushed together. She looked at me shocked but started to laugh.

“Fay, you’re too funny.” She gently pushed me slightly. When I didn’t laugh back, she stopped.

“Fay, please tell me you’re not!” She cried. Tears started to fall down my face.

“I can’t”

“Oh Fay, this is not good, not at all! I mean you and Heechul aren’t even together let alone on speaking terms! You can’t expect Eunhyuk to stay with you forever, no offense Eunhyuk but I’m pretty damn sure he realizes that you still have feelings for Heechul and with this baby on the way your feelings will never go away so you won’t fully commit yourself to him, again no offense Eunhyuk but you both have to face the facts. Yeah, sure now you guys are cute together and make each other happy, but I promise you in the long run that will not last. Again, no offense Eunhyuk.” I sat in silence but was interrupted by Eunhyuk grabbing my hand

“No offense is taken Liv but I assure you, I love Fayre with all my heart and I don’t want to be with any other girl.” He looked at me and grinned. This caused Liv to snort.

“I’m sorry Eunhyuk but you can’t have Fay. She’s already taken.” Eunhyuk gave her a dirty look but Liv just ignored him and looked at me.

~Heechul’s P.O.V. ~

            I lie here, starring at the ceiling. Only moving when it was absolutely needed, like when I had to go to work or desperately tried to call Fayre. Her name sent chills up my spine and throughout my body. I wish she would at least call me so I could explain myself. I don’t understand why she gets to my so much though. I mean, I dated Eun for like two years and she never had this affect on me and Fayre I was only dating for a week, if that! I sighed and rolled over and stared at the carpet, soon noticing the faint pattern that was hidden in it. Boredom quickly got the best of me and I rolled back over onto my back. You know what you should do Heechul? Exile girls from your life forever, all they seem to do is cause you pain when you try nothing but your best to do the best for them. Anyways who needs girls when you have friends? Quit kidding yourself Heechul.

            “Heechul?” Han Geng’s soft voice broke the silence.

            “Yes?” I said with an edge in my voice. I felt bad as soon as I said it but brushed it off.

            “Um, there is someon-”

            “Hi Lullie.” My heart stopped. I started to laugh. No, that can’t be her. I wanted to check but my eyes refused to look.

            “Nice one Han Geng, now what do you?”

            “Lullie, it’s me.” I still refused to look up, not wanting to face reality.

            “Lullie, look at me.” The sweet voice started to sound edgy. I still couldn’t fully believe that it was her but my curiosity got the best of me, I had to look up. There she was my angel and my demon. She looked beautiful but I could tell she hasn’t slept in days, by the dark circles under her eyes.  Her clothes fit loosely, she must have not been eating either but who am I to judge. I sat up slowly, not taking my eyes off her. I was afraid that if I did, I wouldn’t see her anymore. She sat down at the foot of my bed; I wanted her closer so I could feel her touch.

            “I have something to tell you.” She whispered, breaking the silence. I realized I was leaning towards her so I moved back. I still watched her not saying anything or blinking, still afraid that if I do she will just disappear.

            “Will you please say something or at least blink?” I forced my eyes to close but quickly opened them. Good, she was still there. I let out a breath.

            “I miss you.” I whispered.

            “I mi-, no, I’m not doing this.” She ran her fingers through her hair and sighed.

            “Well if you’re not going to, let me.” She looked at me with blank eyes so I continued     

            “Fay, I didn’t cheat on you, I promise it was just a misunderstanding. I ju-.”

            “You think that swallowing some girls face isn’t cheating?! She’s even Siwon’s girlfriend!” Her voice rose with every word.

            “Yah, you were face with Eunhyuk!”             

            “Only because you with whatever the her name is! I mean, yeah we just met and dating but you mean the world to me! I love you so much Heechul but I don’t think I could ever trust you and I don’t know if I want you in my and my baby’s life.”

            “Yah, if you would just listen to me, you would change your mind and would let me into you and the baby’s life. Wait. Baby? What baby?”

            “I’m pregnant.” She said bluntly. I sat there listening to the words ring in my ears. The silence must have gotten to her because next thing I know she was up and headed to the door. I quickly scrambled off the bed and placed myself between her and the door, slamming it closed. She shook the door handle and glared at me.

            “Move.”

            “No, you can’t leave.”

            “Move.” She repeated with more annoyance in her voice.

            “You can’t leave.” I protested.

            “Why, so you can kiss face in front of me again?!”

            “No, Fay, please lis-”

            “No Lullie, do you realized how much you’ve hurt me?” Slipped out of , barely above a whisper.

~Fayre’s P.O.V. ~

            I closed the door behind me, quickly wiping the tears from my face and fixed myself up. When I was finished, I made my way down the hallway, entering the living room, I was greeted with warm familiar faces but one was missing. Where was Eunhyuk? I quickly glanced around for him but his eyes never met mine. Instead, I spotted Leeteuk; I made my way over to him and leaned over to whisper in his ear

            “Where is Eunhyuk?”

            “Oh, yes, he wanted me to tell you that he had a last minute call and had to go to work.” I felt my heart break a little. I really wanted to see him and just have him by my side.

            “Oh, okay.” I sat down at the table and watched as Leeteuk, Kangin, and Sungmin played cards. Little cheers were murmured from me and the other people watching. As Leeteuk placed his last card down he smiled and said

            “Alright boys, prepare to meet your maker.”

            “Yeah right Tuekie, you’re just blushing.” Donghae said as he put his last card. We all looked over at Sungmin who was studying his card with a nervous look on his face.

            “Hush Donghae, alright Minnie, put your card down.” We all watched him as he carefully placed it on the table as if the slightest movement, it would break into a million of pieces.

            “Do us the honors Fay?” Donghae asked me. A smile appeared on my face

            “Ready? One, two, three…” I left a dramatic pause “Flip!” At the speed of light, they all flipped their card, then glancing at everyone else’s. A cheer came from Sungmin

            “Yes! I win! Ha, loser’s!” Groan’s came from Donghae and Leeteuk as they handed over their money. Once Sungmin had the money in his hand, he started to dance.

            “Oh hush Minnie.” Donghae pouted.

            “You’re just jealous Hae!” Sungmin called back sticking out his tongue Leeteuk rolled his eyes and laughed at their childishness. He readjusted himself in his seat and looked at me. After a few minutes of him looking at me it started to make me uncomfortable.

            “What?” I asked, slightly laughing out of nervousness.

            “Nothing, well I lied. Do you mind if we talk?”

            “Um yeah, we can.”

            “Follow me.” We both got up from sitting on the floor around the coffee table and headed down the hallway. I looked straight headed when we paced Heechul’s room but my ears may have caught the faint sound of a whimper. I pause, wanting to check on him but I remembered I was going to talk to Leeteuk, plus I’m still mad at him. I hurried back to Leeteuk’s side, trying to quickly forget about Heechul. When he opened the door, it exposed a decent size, organized, white room. I noticed someone laying in one of the two beds. I looked closer and realized that it was Yesung. I followed him over to the empty bed, standing awkwardly beside him as he sat down.

            “Here, sit with me.” He smiled and pated the spot beside him. Once I sat down, I started to get nervous, as if I was going to receive a lecture from a parent or was waiting to be talked to by the principle. I started to twiddle my thumbs.

            “So how are you?”

            “I’m, um fine.” I whispered, not making eye contact.

            “Good, good. So if I may ask without being rude, what exactly is going on with you, Heechul and Eunhyuk?” I started to panic. I knew he was going to ask this question. How do I tell him?

            “Well, I can’t bring myself to trust Heechul even though I’m still in love with him. With Eunhyuk, I love him and he means the world to me and I’m so thankful for everything he’s done for me but I still love Heechul but I’m not sure if I want to be with him or not,” I placed my elbow’s on my knees and placed my face in my hands, looking down at the floor “I just don’t know what to do.” I felt his hand on my back and someone sit beside me who I figured was Yesung.

            “I see, well, why don’t you trust Heechul?”

            “Cause I saw him making out with Eun.” Tears started to sting my eyes.

            “Oh Fay, Eun is a crazy person, she is Heechul’s ex-girlfriend and has been harassing him since she broke up with him. She must have seen how happy you made Heechul, so she kissed him, knowing you would see so it would ruin his relationship with you and make him unhappy so he wants her.”

            “But isn’t she Siwon’s girlfriend?” I asked

            “Yes, but she is one of those girls who always want the attention even in the negative way.”

            “Wow, she is a crazy .” This made him and Yesung laugh.

            “Yes she is.” Then it hit me.

            “I have to go and apologize to him.”

            “That would be a good idea.” I started to get up but paused.

            “What about Eunhyuk?”

~Heechul’s P.O.V. ~

            I heard my door open. I sighed figuring it was Han Geng or one of the other boys asking me how I was and if I needed anything for the millionth time. They did something unusual though. They got into my bed. I rolled over about to ask them what in the hell did they think they were doing but stopped. It was her. She was lying in my bed next to me. There was no other expression on her face but forgiveness. My heart stopped. There she was, next to me, in my bed! I felt an overwhelming joy explode throughout my body. I reached over and touched her face, moving a stranded piece of hair back into its place. Doing this made her smile which made my inside melt.

            “I’m sorry.” She whispered. I pulled her into a hug. Tears started to fall down my face. I felt as she clung onto my shirt and buried her face in my chest.

            “I’m so sorry.” She said in between sobs. I pulled her closer, still in shock that she was even here and unable to say anything