FLASHBACK

I left work and waited outside the hotel for Seung Hyun-ssi to come pick me up. His toyota car stopped near me. As soon as the car windows opened, some girls were already in his car. I-I thought we would be alone but I guess not. I was heartbroken and disappointed. I never thought he would be a bad jerk... A player... Tears were slowly forming in my eyes.

''So, are you getting in?'' He asked, smirking like a player.

''Sorry, I can't. I still have things to do.'' I responded, coldly.

I walked away with a cold shoulder... His smile dropped and he stepped out of his car, running after me. He gently grabbed my wrist.

''Hey wait... are you okay?'' He asked, while looking at me.

''Yeah, I'm fine. I think I want to be alone today...'' 

I pushed his hands away from my wrist. Under the rain, crying, blaming myself for loving someone again. What a stupid decision I made. My curse was that I would always get hurt when loving someone deeply....

To this day... I would never forget this moment... I stupidly fell in love with a bad jerk again...

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I, Park Bom, am now 32 years old.

Dear diary, I am writing on December 10th and today I saw him again. At the exact same place and exact same time. My heart was fluttering like butterfly wings as I glance at his pleasing symmetrical face. I let out a sigh of relief. I was glad he didn't notice me behind my newspaper and channelle shades. I've been quite curious what he was up to for these past couple of years. I wonder if he remembers me? Should I make a move and risk embarassing myself or should I stay where I am now? Although he broke my heart a year ago, my heart never stopped throbbing out its chest whenever he popped in my mind. My feet wanted to run to him and be