i woke up with a headache that is threatning to cut my head in to two i looked at my watch which reads 11:30 AM which is pretty late
''great i am late for my shift at the hospital and forget to submitt thesis!what a way to start this awful day"i cussed under my breath
i was heading  to the bathroom to take ashower when my pone buzzed i looked at the id and it was jisoo and jisso being jisso yap she's gonna talk about insung oppas marraige
''hello?'' i said praying in my mind so that  jisoo wont  bring up the news about insung oppas marriage
"yah why didnt you came to the hospital today? Director Han was furious saying''that a fellow was absent from her shif.''she said  immitaing him.i tried not to laugh as i see my self being chewed by Director Han when i get back to the hospital. may be  i should tell him that my father owns the hospital i thought.
"oh mian, i had an awful headache and over slept i didnt get any sleep last night'' i said remebering the events that happend last night  and the news that broke my heart in pieces.
''are you sure you are not crying over insung oppas marriage?  let it go song hyekyo the ship has already sailed''she said trying no to laugh sarcasm is evident in her voice
''just give it up pyo jisoo i dont want to talk about it. jingoo oppa has alreay told me last night and i dont to hear it from you again''i said trying not to cry i have been crying the whole night since my one sided crush is already off the list forever.
''haha okay hang in there chingu-ya, ah i almost forgat your thesis has just already been submitted so u dont need to worry about that.prof.park was very happy with it''she said
''really but ,who submitted it" i said
"big boss who else. he is really something .really song hyekyo you shouldnt take his kindness and love for granted its a sin and its gonna bit you back later " she said frustration evident in her face "just remmember that he is waiting like always and he will"   jisoo said
''i'll call you later i need to go we dont have class in the afternoon so  you dont have to come and dont forget the gathering its at 7:30PM the usual place bye''jisoo said and hang up
''uh?okay bye" 'what the hell was that about?last night it was jingoo oppa and now jisoo?what is the deal with song joonki? why did song joonki submitted the assignment on behalf of me i need to ask him that my self'  i was  thinking as i headed to the bathroom  
i got out of the shower after 30min of bath i feel better now i have taken a shower .I am meeting with my doctor at 2:00 so i still have time for the gathering and my meetig so i need to meet jiwon to accompany me to the hospital

i put on a simple cloth denim jeans, a white t-shirt and tucked it in the front i let my hair loose, put on my white skecher and my sunglasses as the sun was blazing
i walk out of the front door and walked 5min to the bus station i have a car but since the accident am afraid of driving or sitting in the front seat.thinking about the accident makes me shudder.i really dont want to think about that right now

After i arrived at jiwons mansion i saw insung oppa walking towards his car with his 'fiance' today must be the worst day of my life why are this thing happening to me why 'my tears threatning fall i just hope that insung oppa doesnt see me like this i look a mess just then insung  oppa called me

"hyekyo ya"he called out to me. why does he have to call me now i calm my  self down and run to them

''Agnohasseyo oppa"i said and bowed down to them

''angyeong! you where not gonna talk to me if i didnt talk to  u huh''he said ruffling my hair

''i was going  to its just that you were with a guest''i mumbled and looked at his 'fiance'

''haha i was just kidding say hi this is Gong Hyojin my fiance''insung said to hyekyo  and turned to hyojin and said ''this is hyekyo jiwon friend'' he said huging hyekyo
''nice to meet you  is song hyekyo immida ''i said bowing to hyojin   'whoa she is pretty when she smiles no wonder oppa fell for her she is so lady like and femminine'  i thought my ego being hurt  
 ''Angyeong'' hyojin said ''i have heard a lot about you''

i panicked ''alot?did jiwon said something that i have a crush on insung oppa''i blurted out making hyojin and insung laugh ''you are so cute''  hyojin said and there goes my last ego thinking 'why am i cute am not'

''haha she really is''he then looked at hyojin and said ''hyoji-na can you give me 15min i need to talk to kyo about something" hyojin nodded and said '' i'll wait in the car take your time''

me and insung oppa walked towards the chairs that were on the porch we were sitting when insung oppa asked me   "kyo how are you feeling lately jiwon said you are having nightmares again" he said     ''yes but  am doing okay''i answered

''do you still like me'' he dropped the bomb

''i did but am getting over my sidded love now you are getting married so i need to let go'' i