a/n: written for the team relay for Shoes of a Unicorn | Round 5. I'll fix this when I finish it. LOL. I'm still working on all of it. Okay, and I'm finally back to tell you guys everything about this one shot. It's super short because I couldn't find the inspiration to write it for a really long time. But then I got hit by my own personal hell week for a week and a half. I stopped eating properly, I stopped sleeping, I was stressed out and it took me at least an hour a day to get out of my bed. 

What happened to me is presented a little in this one shot and I'm still learning how to recover from it all. When I participated in this team relay, I wasn't expecting myself to write romance because there's so much more to life than romance and love, and finding your significant other. 

And as someone who chased after guy after guy from 2012 to about three weeks ago, it's kind of hard. I never was looking for myself in these guys. I was looking for stimulation, reasons why I should stay alive, etc. But after what happened, I just kind of fell, and realizing how many people I hurt while doing this was a real eye-opener. 

Sometimes you walk alone, and that's so good too. Remember that. 

(other parts of my relay (in order, mine is first): Childish | True Love is Blind | Will You Stay? )