Cheat on Fire...
Dear Blank, Please Blank, Sincerely Blank..An open letter to all aff readers,
I have a 2 year relationship before I met this girl. Let's hide her name on a codename Miss Hwang. She's 5'6 tall, pointed nose, quite long blonde hair, fairly white skin. Damn she's a beauty. Miss Hwang is my officemate, but we haven't talked because we're assigned on different department. I first seen her, on small office gathering mused on an event. Wow! She's totally my crush. I knew it. But she's quite famous on our office because she's so gorgeous and there is no way she'll notice me. I totally forgot that I have a girlfriend. Haha. That's how my curiousity about her started. I got curious about if she has a boyfriend, or what so ever anything about her. But rumors said she has so I feel sad about it, because she's straight. Not les or bisual like me. So that time, everytime I passed by on their corridor I steal a glance on her. Like everytime. I feel giddy every time I see her, and I stay like that for almost 5 months. I even hide it to my girlfriend. One time, I had to go to mall to surprise pick up my girlfriend after her work and I saw Miss Hwang with my officemate whom I think is a Lesbo, we crossed each other's path and they're kinda shock and I was shocked too because they suddenly breaks their linking hands and I was like, what-the--is-going-on with these two? I was thinking.. are they in a relationship? Srsly? Why is that they suddenly get panicked when I saw them or they're afraid I might spread rumors in the office? I dunno. I was so dumbfounded but a bit of a great feeling back then. Because all this time I was thinking that she's straight! She's not! There's a posibility.. Starting that day, I started stalking, investigating on what's going on with Miss Hwang and my officemate. I even asked my officemate, and I got the same answers on my questions. "Read between the lines or what you see is what you get." Now I get it. They're having a relationship and I stop having a crush on her. I stop going near her place, I had to totally forget her after I knew it and because of my girlfriend too. After 3 months, April. We had a inter-office tournament and I signed in for badminton competition, I saw Miss Hwang's girlfriend on the list too and I was not interested anymore. The day on the event, I left alone on a bench with Miss Hwang and I was kinda awkward. Should I talk to her or not? and I end up talking her. While her girlfriend is playing the game, I casually assist her on her needs like giving foods and drinks and so on. We started chitchatting, jokes and so on. My crush feelings flashes back and I was kinda feel uneasy about it. I feel sorry for my girlfriend but I really enjoy talking to her. 2 days after the match, I checked my SNS and there's a chat from Miss Hwang. I got excited and check the date and time. It was sent two days ago. I was kinda thinking should I reply on these or not? Not thinking about my girlfriend I end up chatting her back and I even get her number. In short, I started to take moves on her not in a cheesy way but just to be friends. We started chatting, texting exchanging stories about our relationships. It feels so right. Freaking right.. I totally forgot that I have a girlfriend. All of my attention was shift into her. One day, she confessed that she had a crush on me and so on. ! I was kinda blown away! This is it. There is no way I'm believing this and I admit that I had a crush on her too and we started saying iloveyou's and I missyou's . We're both cheating! We stayed like that for a month and now I leaving my 2 years girlfriend for her!!
Is this really love? Or I just get excited because of the new feelings?
Sincerly,
Cheat on fire.
2016
Comments