Cheat on Fire...

An open letter to all aff readers,

I have a 2 year relationship before I met this girl. Let's hide her name on a codename Miss Hwang. She's 5'6 tall, pointed nose, quite long blonde hair, fairly white skin. Damn she's a beauty. Miss Hwang is my officemate, but we haven't talked because we're assigned on different department. I first seen her, on small office gathering mused on an event. Wow! She's totally my crush. I knew it. But she's quite famous on our office because she's so gorgeous and there is no way she'll notice me. I totally forgot that I have a girlfriend. Haha. That's how my curiousity about her started. I got curious about if she has a boyfriend, or what so ever anything about her. But rumors said she has so I feel sad about it, because she's straight. Not les or bisual like me. So that time, everytime I passed by on their corridor I steal a glance on her. Like everytime. I feel giddy every time I see her, and I stay like that for almost 5 months. I even hide it to my girlfriend. One time, I had to go to mall to surprise pick up my girlfriend after her work and I saw Miss Hwang with my officemate whom I think is a Lesbo, we crossed each other's path and they're kinda shock and I was shocked too because they suddenly breaks their linking hands and I was like, what-the--is-going-on with these two? I was thinking.. are they in a relationship? Srsly? Why is that they suddenly get panicked when I saw them or they're afraid I might spread rumors in the office? I dunno. I was so dumbfounded but a bit of a great feeling back then. Because all this time I was thinking that she's straight! She's not! There's a posibility.. Starting that day, I started stalking, investigating on what's going on with Miss Hwang and my officemate. I even asked my officemate, and I got the same answers on my questions. "Read between the lines or what you see is what you get." Now I get it. They're having a relationship and I stop having a crush on her. I stop going near her place, I had to totally forget her after I knew it and because of my girlfriend too. After 3 months, April. We had a inter-office tournament and I signed in for badminton competition, I saw Miss Hwang's girlfriend on the list too and I was not interested anymore. The day on the event, I left alone on a bench with Miss Hwang and I was kinda awkward. Should I talk to her or not? and I end up talking her. While her girlfriend is playing the game, I casually assist her on her needs like giving foods and drinks and so on. We started chitchatting, jokes and so on. My crush feelings flashes back and I was kinda feel uneasy about it. I feel sorry for my girlfriend but I really enjoy talking to her. 2 days after the match, I checked my SNS and there's a chat from Miss Hwang. I got excited and check the date and time. It was sent two days ago. I was kinda thinking should I reply on these or not? Not thinking about my girlfriend I end up chatting her back and I even get her number. In short, I started to take moves on her not in a cheesy way but just to be friends. We started chatting, texting exchanging stories about our relationships. It feels so right. Freaking right.. I totally forgot that I have a girlfriend. All of my attention was shift into her. One day, she confessed that she had a crush on me and so on. ! I was kinda blown away! This is it. There is no way I'm believing this and I admit that I had a crush on her too and we started saying iloveyou's and I missyou's . We're both cheating! We stayed like that for a month and now I leaving my 2 years girlfriend for her!!

Is this really love? Or I just get excited because of the new feelings?

Sincerly,

Cheat on fire.

2016

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frans89 #1 Jan 19, 2017 09:01:56

Chapter 3: Dear GF who always run errands for you,

Honestly, i don't know why you chose the clingy one if you don't like this kind of type. You know, the time before you and her in relationship, i think everyone has to know each other first (except you got arranged marriage XD) , so you must be know her characters before. And now you do complain?

In the other hand, you're also right, being in relationship it doesn't mean you don't have your 'me time', you need to work, socialize with other friends , explore your hobbies. I think you need to discuss this important things well with your gf soon, or this is gonna be a big time bomb in the future. You can explode someday, and you can hurt your gf , yourself and your relationship. Just prove her that you are not cheat on her even you are apart. In the end, tell her trust is important one in relationship. So you must trust, give faith on each other.

The last advice i give to you, do think carefully before you do anything. Don't make a rush decision when you are not in cool headed. Don't say anything hurt when you are angry, it will make you regret after that. Just calm down, and discuss it. After all love is consensus, need your both understanding to make a relationship stable and feel comfort.

frans89 #2 Oct 24, 2016 15:35:51

Chapter 2: Dear Paranoid GF,

I always tell everyone : Trust is the most important thing in relationship. If you don't have any, then reconsider to stop your relationship. Don't hurt yourself or your girlfriend because of your insecurity.

But first of all, please ask your girlfriend about what really happen with your girlfriend and her ex. (clarified their past story, so you can know how your girlfriend felt about their last break-up.). So there is no misunderstanding between both of you.
Then, some people said that being friend with your ex means you are adult enough. You can move on , get a new partner and still to keep good relation with their ex.

Anyway, please be wiser, think carefully before you do anything. Don't make a rush decision when you are not in cool headed.

Chapter 1 :

Dear Ms. Cheat In Fire,

First of all, I really hate cheaters. But i believe somehow love can come late.
I just give one advice to you, to end your relationship with your current girlfriend first, before do further relationship with Ms. Hwang.

Before that, please think carefully, do you really want to sacrifice your two years relationship because of this?
Sometimes when you feel curious and feel guilty pleasure because of your cheating act, can make you crazy, like you really in love, feel excited. But it is just for a while. If the spark is gone, you just feel empty.

Again and again... Please be wiser, think carefully before you do anything. Don't make a rush decision when you are not in good senses / mind.

(PS : Dear author, i love your unique way of writing. Keep going! :) )