Tired / Free
I'm SorryWhen the day grows old
Something feels empty
When we come back to that place
Something feels different
And I know what it is
It’s the sight of you
It’s the way you avoid with others
It’s the way you look at me
It’s the way how no one notices your pain
For me who isn’t yours
Alone and unvoiced, I want you
Alone and crying, I want you
Alone and dreaming, I want to you
But I can’t
I stay away
I know I hurt you
I know I scared you
I know
So I stay away
She comes to me
My dear friend
But doesn’t see me the same
I know she hates me
I know she loves you
I’m sorry, my friend
We talk
We yell
We whisper
We cry
Now she knows
But she can’t tell
She won’t tell
I have to do it myself
For you my love
I have to
If not to end your suffering
Then to ease your pain
Maybe then
You can see her
The black swan
The one you deserve
She goes back to you
It pains me to see you suffering
But I can’t do anything
I’m useless
I’m a failure
I’m a coward
But I have to do this
I just hope you’ll listen
You walk out
I call out
You ignore me
But it shouldn’t matter
There is tomorrow
I can tell you then
But it does matter
She said you’ll be back soon
She said you won’t go far
She said you won’t leave
All with worried eyes
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