How come one mistake can ruin everything?

Why is life so unfair that no matter how much good you do only one fault can destroy it all?

That no matter how much years you spend being the best for others one little stupid things and your whole world crumbles down?

Why don't you love me back

Yeah the boy would love to know why but he doesn't if he knew he wouldn't be here in this pitiful situation

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Jimin was sitting in his bathtub. The water was running down and soaking the silverish floor tiles. The orange haired boy himself was soaked wet since he didn't even bother to take off his clothes. He knew he'd get scolded by manager-nim and his bandmates if he fell sick because of such reckless behaviour. He knew and the rational part of him was telling him it wasn't worth it. He knew but he couldn't care less for the moment. He couldn't even think properly let alone act responsibly no his mind was clouded by darkness and bitter thoughts. And he kept seeing the scenario of earlier replay no matter how much he tried to will it away. It was like a stuck tape replaying again and again reminding him of how pathetic his life is of how stupid he is of how he deserve all of this because it was his own decisions and actions that led him to this and he could've stopped it earlier but he didn't he fooled himself and now here he was self loathing because that's what pathetic people do and Jimin was just that Pathetic and Alone

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The boy was sulking sitting outside the practice room with a distant look on his face when he heard a sweet voice that woke him up from his thoughts.

"Jungkookie what's wrong you've been spacing out throughout practice" Jimin asked the spaced out maknae who took a few seconds too long to understand what was said to him

"Oh... i-it's nothing hyung don't worry about it i'm just tired"

The other male looked at him with a raised brow not believing him. It was well known that their maknae was always the one who had the most energy right after Hoseok who actually seemed like he was never tired and was always annoyingly enthusiastically running around and encouraging everyone no matter how busy their schedule was but back to the point the raven haired teen was not any less energetic though especially when it comes to dancing even if he was dead tired. So the older knew it must've been somthing else that was messing with their sweet jungkookie and furthermore his hyung and bestfriend knew him too well to notice that when he lies he doesn't look you in the eyes Though it doesn't really take a genius to figure that out since Jungkook was a terrible liar but shhh

"Kookie you know i'm always there for you hyung will help you whatever it is so why don't you just confess already"

The raven haired boy sighed and bit his lip nervously and then looked up for the first time and Jimin could see the glistening tears he was trying to bite back

"I-it's Tae-hyung... i don't know what to do i try to get his attention but he only sees me as a dongsaeng what can i do hyung it's so frustrating" his voice cracked and was almost a whisper but it was still loud enough for Jimin to hear it along with the sound of his shattering heart

The orange haired boy swallowed hard and tried to stop the ache in his heart. He didn't want to admit it didn't want to hear it and yet he still asked the question that has been hidden in a corner of his mind till now "Kookie do you like him ?" Don't Don't say it don't admit it please

"I-I think i do hyung i don't know  what i'm feeling but what i know is that what i feel for him is different from what i feel for the others and when he smiles at me i know i don't want him to ever smile that way to anybody else i think i do like him" The younger blushed and his body trembled when he said those words and it sent the boy in front of him to the depth of darkness because Jungkook doesn't like Taehyung no he fell in love with him and he fell hard it was all so ironic and familiar it was in an almost sim