You looked at your beloved boyfriend, Jungkook, as he watching the program in television. He seemed so drawn in that program until you sat next to him on the couch.

“What are you watching?”

You could see Jungkook surprised at your sudden appearance and you couldn’t help but to laugh as you found his reaction was cute.

“When did you come? I didn’t hear you.” He then said as he took one of your hands before he held it warmly.

“I just come.” You smiled to Jungkook. Why were you spaced out? Did you think of something?”

“Ah… that… nothing, it’s nothing.”

You looked at the young guy beside you before you held both of his hands and make him look straight at you.

“You know how I always count on you, right? Now, you can count on me too.”

Jungkook just looked at you and you knew that he was contemplating whether to tell you about his situation or not. You on the other hand didn’t try to pressure him as you knew how he tried to be independent and he liked to do everything by himself rather than troubling the others. And you knew how he cared about what you were thinking about him as you were older than him. He didn’t want you be the one who take care of him because he was the man in the relationship so he was the one who should taking care of you.

You saw Jungkook gulping down a bit before he dragged his vision on you to somewhere else.

“You make me worry now. I hate it when you make me worry like this.” You then said again and Jungkook couldn’t help but to look at you again.

“I'm just thinking that I need to work really hard. I mean, I'm not good at anything. I'm lacking here and there and I… I always tell myself to do better but I always failed.”

You gave questioning look to Jungkook as you proceed to what he was just talking. You knew how anxious he could feel at the time and how he always told himself that he wasn’t good enough, that he could do better than he already was but you didn’t know that he could feel so depressed just because of that.

“What are you talking about?”

Jungkook heaved a sigh as he now looking at the soft carpet below. “I really didn’t want you to know about this. But this is bothers me so much.”

“Yah Jeon Jungkook, stop beating around the bush and tell me how did you ended up having that kind of thoughts about yourself.”

You saw Jungkook playing with his