Society these days. Most people in school only care about is popularity and looks. It's easy for me to say how pathetic it is because I have no socializing skills or unedifying beauty what so ever. I’m just any other 16-year-old girl who struggles to fit in, in this constant battleground called high school.  It seems as people around me have fascinating lives and constantly strive to create pleasant memories and I am trapped in my own luxury, engrossed in feelings and thoughts. I heard the sound of my phone ringing and picked it up.

“Hello.”

“Hello, it is Hana.” 

“Are you going to the water park later? Literally, everyone is going to be there including Jungkook.”

Jungkook is that typical high school crush. Every girl, one point in their lives, have had a crush on him. I guess my time has come. Girls would flirt and approach their 'crush', but I make it unknown as if it isn't true. I never thought I had a chance with him and if I did my low self-esteem convinced myself that he does not deserve me. Jungkook's friends have a not so subtle detest towards me and I am truly aware of it. Nevertheless, he seems different. 

“Nah, tell them I’m sick or something. I'm not in the mood,”

“Really? Maybe Jungkook would notice your beauty today.”

“Ha, as if,” I scoffed

If you told me that someday I could find true happiness, I could step out of my comfort zone, I would laugh. I despise how lowly I think of myself and I certainly hope that one-day things would change...