Crimson Heart
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“I hate you so much!” You stormed at Yoongi in fury. You felt your body burn in rage and your mind clouded with pure resentment. It almost felt like crimson flames where everywhere around the room and slowly curling into your fists. While tears streamed down your face he only met your gaze with those of deep regret. You never knew that you would fall in love deeply with the latter whom you despised and loathed so much and he never knew he would cause such pain to you when trying to preserve his lofty pride.
“I can’t believe you would do such a thing, is this how much you think I’m worth?”
“I’m sorry….”
“Sorry can’t cut it, screw you I hate you.”
“We come from two different worlds this is not a surprise.”
You walked away pure fury taking full control of my actions even though deep inside you were more heartbroken than you could ever imagine. Your feet almost crying to be brought back upon the man you once loved and still do. You still couldn’t comprehend that he would dishonor you like that in front of the crowd just to secure his pride.
You first met Yoongi a year ago, and absolutely despised him. He was everything you detested and so much more. He had bright colored blue highlights contrasting with the natural dusky dark black of his hair, his ears pierced and decorated with small silver hoop earrings. He wore contacts the color of the sea and damn you were lying if you said he wasn’t beautifully breathtaking. As soon as your eyes met, you instantly knew this boy screamed trouble. He was a man contradicting all the morals you ever owned, the dreams of many girls in your campus you would assume.
You could never really mark the date when you fell for him, when you lost all control of your emotions to the man you swore never to even befriend. His smile that you treasured sovereignly, his simple touch that would send shivers to your spine, and the comfort he shared with you when you were with him. He was special, he was your first love, sure you had a few one-sided crushes here and there but it was never once love. You’ve always imagined your first love to be a dreamy man, your ideal man, everything Yoongi was surely not. You’ve always been rude and uncaring to the person you admire as it would act like a medicine to prepare for the broken heart you would always suffer after, but Yoongi was a whole new different case. He found that act you kept up attractive and became interested in you.
“Are you trying to play hard to get, it’s cute.” He whispered in your ear with his lips curled upwards in a sly smirk. Your whole body felt 100 degrees hotter instantly and your limbs felt immobile as he locks you in between his arms unto the lockers.
“No…” You muttered almost inaudibly as you felt sparks of red painting your cheeks and refused to meet your gaze with his.
“Psh, I know you like me why are you still resisting.” He spoke out, a mischievous glint evident in his eyes and closes the distance between you and him reducing it into mere centimeters.
He removed his hand from beside you and grasp your waist causing you to crash into close proximity with him. He sighed for a moment, “Don’t you?” He uttered with such a soothing voice that made you cast your pride away like debris, your brain losing all control over your limbs and pull him in for a long-awaited kiss. It was not like what people describe their first kiss to be like. It was not soft and subtle, you didn’t feel as if fireworks exploded all around you, you didn’t even know if Yoongi was the right person, but that moment when his lips touched yours, it felt right. You didn’t even know what was right or wrong anymore. Everything in your right mind was begging you no, but no matter if this was now or later, you have made up your mind. You knew how much you wanted, no, needed Yoongi. The kiss felt desperate, as if you both were pouring out the feelings you held unto for so long. When he finally pulled away he looks at you with those dazing icy blue eyes and swollen lips, tempting the desire of capturing those lips once again.
“I like you…” You managed to stutter out gazing straight into those alluring eyes of his that became instantly warmer with love.
For the first time since you fixed your gaze on him, he looked at you with eyes filled with warmth and tenderness. The upturn of the corners of his mouth and those crinkles in his eyes is what I learned to treasure. You didn’t know someone could look that divinely gorgeous with just a single smile, but Min Yoongi was always different after all. You noted that when he wasn’t scowling at everyone, he looked like an angel. But then, life isn’t just rapture and glee, it’s also a painful journey.
“Stop.” He said, face looking stern and infuriated contradicting the gentle tone of his words. Its as if your whole body went against your own will and you stopped in your tracks hearing that one simple word. You desired to move, but you knew that deep inside that this was what you wanted, you wanted him. It was as if the whole world silenced all around you and it was just you and him. Mainly acting dramatic causes you abhorrence by the slight sight of it, but then again he did because you do deliberate things you would’ve never done before. You knew he was dangerous, but you can’t stop falling. Curiosity kills the cat and you can’t concur enough towards that statement.
“I love you,” He declared as your teary eyes met his icy ones. You could’ve sworn your eyes turned into saucers and your lips opened agape. You never once encountered those three words other than family and your heart couldn’t help but flutter by the hearing those words of his. He does know how to push your buttons.
“I don’t care if people laugh, I no longer care what society thinks, but being without you will eat me up inside.”
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