I have a problem.

I fall in love too easily.

Call it love.

Call it infatuation.

Call it a crush.

Call it an obsession.

All I know is that I do this to myself all the time.

I’m not an easy girl, where I can easily switch from one to another.

I just find myself always watching that someone once they catch my eye.

I’m the epitome of falling easily in love but falling out of love is the most difficult thing ever.

And I know it’s stupid in many people’s eyes.

Heck I think it’s stupid myself.

But what can I do.

My friends make fun of me for it. 

And of course it hasnt only happened once, or it woudn't be a problem.

They weren't bad men; in fact, they were all nice.

The first was Lee Jin Ho.

He was my senior by a year. At the time I was in my second to last year of grade school.

During an ice skating fieldtrip he stayed with me to teach me how to ice skate and let me hold onto him.

He was very sweet.

I never confessed and soon he graduated; gradually, I lost my feelings.

Then there was Im Doo Sik.

He was in my class during my first year of junior high.

He always helped me study and we always teased each other.

But I fell in love the moment I first saw him dance.

He was barely learning but he looked so earnst and beautiful. 

My eyes never strayed away until the very end of the dance.

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