Taehee POV

Yesterday, I just got comforted by my sister saying, “ Don’t worry, there’s plenty of fish in the sea “, “ The heartbreak that you experienced is just a moment for you to be stronger “, “ Don’t think about him! You have me, Yoongi-ah, and your other friends. “ she said. I smiled at her but went in my room without saying a word.

 

 

The next morning…

“ Taelien!!! Rise and shine! Wake up sleepyhead, you have a very bright day ahead of you! “ shouted Seokjin as she hit me with a pillow on the face. “ Unni?! I want to sleep more~~ just five minutes please, I need sleep. “ I said, covering my face with a pillow. “ No-uh, it’s only an hour before school starts and I know you need an hour to prepare. Come on, wake up, stand up, get dressed, eat breakfast and Yoongi will take you to school. “ she said.

 I still can’t believe she’s 21. She’s like my mother and my mom’s age is already 50 years old. Can’t you believe it?! “ Unni, can you choose clothes for me then? I’m too lazy to pick. I’m going to take a bath, okay? “ I asked. She nod and I proceeded in going into the bathroom without bumping myself to any object.

Once I got out, I immediately took what Seokjin chose for me. IT was a crop top with “ Girls don’t dress for Boys “ and some very ripped pants. And what I mean by very ripped pants, it’s the Yoongi (oppa) style ripped pants. Then some sneakers. I looked at myself in the mirror, then head down.

 

“ Darling, your outfit is different today….it’s more of a, how do I say it? More of a rebel? Playgirl? “ my dad said. “ I just wanted to try a different style. That’s all.  Don’t worry, I won’t become like one. “ I said. Mom and Dad just nod, and returned back to eating. “ Yoongi Oppa, can you drive me to school today? “ I asked. “ This is the first time you asked me…. Why? “ he said, looking up with a slice of bread on his mouth.  “ I don’t want to spend money and I just want my Oppa to be a good brother to me today. Please? “ I asked. I guess you’re wondering why I asked Yoongi to drive me to school. Well, I didn’t want to be alone for the first time when I go to school. I can’t ask Seokjin since that would cause a ruckus and rumors to why a KPOP idol is with me.

Yoongi agreed and he also told me that he would also be picking me up from school later.  When we arrived at school, and as I was about to leave his car, he held my wrist. “ Tae-ah, I know there’s something wrong. Tell me when I pick you up okay? “ he said and got out of his own car, took my hand and also let me out of his car. “ Well then, I’ll see you soon Oppa. “ I said waving goodbye. But, he ran to me and embraced me. He also kissed my temple. “ I’ll see you later. Be safe and always be a good girl like you are now, Tae. “ he said. I smiled (A/N: Damn this Taegi moment I kennat!!! I want a brother like dis they are sibling goals but I don’t have one L)

I got to my locker and I saw Jimin and Jungkook near it. I prepared myself to be able to bear the pain I feel in my chest. “ Tae-Tae!! “ Jimin called. I faked a smile and ran to her. “ What do you want, Jimin? “ I asked, immediately opening my locker to avoid eye contact.  “ Is something wrong? You don’t call me like you used to… You don’t call me ‘Jimothy’ anymore. What happened? “ she asked. I could feel my grip on my book getting tighter. How can she not know what is happening? Does she not know that what she did was something that would break our friendship?! She knows that I liked Jungkook for a very long time now. How can she do this? I feel so betrayed.

“ I’m just in a bad mood. Don’t mind me. “ I said with a blank face. Jungkook just looked at me, as if trying to process what’s wrong with me. “ Anyways, I might be late. Congrats on your relationship. “ I said, before leaving the couple together. I actually have a lot of time to spare so, I went to garden, hoping that it would at least calm me down.

 

 

I laid down the grass and closed my eyes. But after a while, I suddenly felt a body on my side. I peeked on who it was and I saw Hoseok. “ Hoseok Oppa! You’re here… What are you doing here? “ I said, changing my position and putting my weight on my arm. “ You were looking blue. I thought you needed someone to comfort you in the least. “ he said, his eyes are closed. Suddenly, I felt as if I could put all of my burdens to him and so I did.

I started telling him everything, from A to Z. He was a very good listener. Him, giving me advices helped me feel a lot better. I had a good time with him that when I looked at the clock, it was already time to eat lunch.  “ Oppa, thanks for listening to me… Want me to treat you lunch? “ I asked. And he gladly agreed.

We went to the cafeteria together and all eyes were on us. Including Jungkook’s and Jimin’s pair of eyes. But we didn’t care, why would they even be nosy about why we’re together? But I heard whispers and it’s all positive comments. “ Don’t Taehee and Hoseok look good together? “, “ Wow, they fit each other like a puzzle pieces! “, “ Taehee is so lucky. She gets to hang out with Hoseok Oppa. “, “ Such relationship goals. “ etc.

“ What do you want Taehee? “ asked Hoseok. I got snapped through me hearing their whispers. “Uhm…. I would take the carbonara and strawberry shake please. “ I said. He nod, trying to remember it and said, “ Ok, I got it. Can you look for some tables already? I can handle this. “ I nod and went to look for a table.

As I looked for a table, I saw Jimin and Jungkook together. It still aches no matter how I try to un-love Jungkook. Is there even a way to not love someone whom you’re loving for years? I guess not. I didn’t notice that I was staring at them until I saw that Jimin was waving his hands at me. I went over there awkwardly and I peeked over at Jungkook who was tensed once he saw me. “ Yah, Taemothy. You haven’t talk to me for a very long time~~~ stay here please? “ asked Jimin. “ I can’t… I’m having lunch with someone. “ I said, showing no emotion at all. “ OH? You’re in a relationship with someone?! “ she exclaimed. My eyes became big once I heard that. I looked at Jungkook and it seemed that he didn’t care… so much for hope Taehyungie. You’re so smart for hoping. “ Tae-ah! Is that our seat? “ A boy shouted. “ Ooh~~ Taehyung and Hoseok sitting on a tree, K.I.S.S.I.N.G! “ Jimin squealed. “ Hi, I’m Jung Hoseok. A senior. “ Hoseok said.

“ Taemothy!! You’re dating a senior?! Damn, you got some skills. “ Jimin said. Hoseok and I looked at each other and we both said, “ We’re not dating. “ “ Taehee just sought some advice from me since she experienced a pretty rough heartbreak. “ What?! You experienced this and you never told me?! I can’t believe you… I thought we were best friends!!! You’re so mean. “ Jimin said.
 

 “ Well, How can I when I see you having fun with your boyfriend. “ I said. How can I if you’re the one who broke my heart into pieces when you got together with Jungkook? This is actually what I wanted to say to Jimin, but I don’t want her to break her relationship with Jungkook. Am I a sadist?  Jimin and Jungkook stopped and turn to look at me. “ I suddenly lost my appetite. Sorry Oppa can we go some other time? “ I asked. He understood and nod and I left them.

                            

Is Taehee jealous that I’m with Jungkook? That’s impossible! She needs to move on. Jungkook’s in love with me not her. Jimin thought in her mind.

Time skip

 

 

I was waiting for Yoongi Oppa outside, when I saw a shadow looming over me. “ Noona, who did or do you love? “ asked that person. I know his voice, the voice that I fell in love with. “ It’s none of your business Jungkook. “ I said, harshly. “ Why? Why is it none of my business, you’re my closest friend, you know everything about me… yet you, you don’t tell me how you feel, what you think.. What is wrong with you?! Why do you have to hurt me this deeply?! “ Jungkook screamed his thoughts. I could only look at my lap, with tears streaming down.

 

“ So this is how you feel? This is how you react? You’re the one who is hurting?! CAN YOU TAKE  ING HINT JUNGKOOK? She was the first person who was nice to you, cared for you, loved you… AND THEN YOU TREAT HER LIKE CAUSE YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND? PATHETIC. She loved you, not in the way but you think… she, she loves- “

“ That’s enough Yoongi Oppa, I’m tired of this. I’m so, so, so tired of chasing the person who’ll never, ever love me back. Why do I hope? Why do I dream of being with him? I just want to go home. I’ll stop loving you Jungkook, goodbye. “ I said. I went to the place where Yoongi Oppa parked his car. Once I got inside, I cried my heart out. My brother, just pat my back, hoping that it would at least comfort me.

 

“ What’s wrong Tae, tell me… did Yoongi perhaps told Jungkook? “ Seokjin said, I look back to where the sound is and I saw Seokjin in the backseat. “ Noona… “ I said timidly, not wanting to tell that I was the one who told Jungkook that I love him. “ You’re such a clueless guy! How can you tell that to Jungkook?! She doesn’t want him to know! “ Seokjin said. “ I’m sorry! It’s just because what he was saying made my blood boil… How can he say to our dongsaeng  hurt him, when it’s the complete opposite! “ Yoongi said. “ Nevermind, just forget about what happened today Oppa, can you at least comfort me? “ Seokjin and Yoongi nod.

 

Taehee POV

Yesterday, I just got comforted by my sister saying, “ Don’t worry, there’s plenty of fish in the sea “, “ The heartbreak that you experienced is just a moment for you to be stronger “, “ Don’t think about him! You have me, Yoongi-ah, and your other friends. “ she said. I smiled at her but went in my room without saying a word.

 

 

The next morning…

“ Taelien!!! Rise and shine! Wake up sleepyhead, you have a very bright day ahead of you! “ shouted Seokjin as she hit me with a pillow on the face. “ Unni?! I want to sleep more~~ just five minutes please, I need sleep. “ I said, covering my face with a pillow. “ No-uh, it’s only an hour before school starts and I know you need an hour to prepare. Come on, wake up, stand up, get dressed, eat breakfast and Yoongi will take you to school. “ she said.

 I still can’t believe she’s 21. She’s like my mother and my mom’s age is already 50 years old. Can’t you believe it?! “ Unni, can you choose clothes for me then? I’m too lazy to pick. I’m going to take a bath, okay? “ I asked. She nod and I proceeded in going into the bathroom without bumping myself to any object.

Once I got out, I immediately took what Seokjin chose for me. IT was a crop top with “ Girls don’t dress for Boys “ and some very ripped pants. And what I mean by very ripped pants, it’s the Yoongi (oppa) style ripped pants. Then some sneakers. I looked at myself in the mirror, then head down.

 

“ Darling, your outfit is different today….it’s more of a, how do I say it? More of a rebel? Playgirl? “ my dad said. “ I just wanted to try a different style. That’s all.  Don’t worry, I won’t become like one. “ I said. Mom and Dad just nod, and returned back to eating. “ Yoongi Oppa, can you drive me to school today? “ I asked. “ This is the first time you asked me…. Why? “ he said, looking up with a slice of bread on his mouth.  “ I don’t want to spend money and I just want my Oppa to be a good brother to me today. Please? “ I asked. I guess you’re wondering why I asked Yoongi to drive me to school. Well, I didn’t want to be alone for the first time when I go to school. I can’t ask Seokjin since that would cause a ruckus and rumors to why a KPOP idol is with me.

Yoongi agreed and he also told me that he would also be picking me up from school later.  When we arrived at school, and as I was about to leave his car, he held my wrist. “ Tae-ah, I know there’s something wrong. Tell me when I pick you up okay? “ he said and got out of his own car, took my hand and also let me out of his car. “ Well then, I’ll see you soon Oppa. “ I said waving goodbye. But, he ran to me and embraced me. He also kissed my temple. “ I’ll see you later. Be safe and always be a good girl like you are now, Tae. “ he said. I smiled (A/N: Damn this Taegi moment I kennat!!! I want a brother like dis they are sibling goals but I don’t have one L)

I got to my locker and I saw Jimin and Jungkook near it. I prepared myself to be able to bear the pain I feel in my chest. “ Tae-Tae!! “ Jimin called. I faked a smile and ran to her. “ What do you want, Jimin? “ I asked, immediately opening my locker to avoid eye contact.  “ Is something wrong? You don’t call me like you used to… You don’t call me ‘Jimothy’ anymore. What happened? “ she asked. I could feel my grip on my book getting tighter. How can she not know what is happening? Does she not know that what she did was something that would break our friendship?! She knows that I liked Jungkook for a very long time now. How can she do this? I feel so betrayed.

“ I’m just in a bad mood. Don’t mind me. “ I said with a blank face. Jungkook just looked at me, as if trying to process what’s wrong with me. “ Anyways, I might be late. Congrats on your relationship. “ I said, before leaving the couple together. I actually have a lot of time to spare so, I went to garden, hoping that it would at least calm me down.

 

 

I laid down the grass and closed my eyes. But after a while, I suddenly felt a body on my side. I peeked on who it was and I saw Hoseok. “ Hoseok Oppa! You’re here… What are you doing here? “ I said, changing my position and putting my weight on my arm. “ You were looking blue. I thought you needed someone to comfort you in the least. “ he said, his eyes are closed. Suddenly, I felt as if I could put all of my burdens to him and so I did.

I started telling him everything, from A to Z. He was a very good listener. Him, giving me advices helped me feel a lot better. I had a good time with him that when I looked at the clock, it was already time to eat lunch.  “ Oppa, thanks for listening to me… Want me to treat you lunch? “ I asked. And he gladly agreed.

We went to the cafeteria together and all eyes were on us. Including Jungkook’s and Jimin’s pair of eyes. But we didn’t care, why would they even be nosy about why we’re together? But I heard whispers and it’s all positive comments. “ Don’t Taehee and Hoseok look good together? “, “ Wow, they fit each other like a puzzle pieces! “, “ Taehee is so lucky. She gets to hang out with Hoseok Oppa. “, “ Such relationship goals. “ etc.

“ What do you want Taehee? “ asked Hoseok. I got snapped through me hearing their whispers. “Uhm…. I would take the carbonara and strawberry shake please. “ I said. He nod, trying to remember it and said, “ Ok, I got it. Can you look for some tables already? I can handle this. “ I nod and went to look for a table.

As I looked for a table, I saw Jimin and Jungkook together. It still aches no matter how I try to un-love Jungkook. Is there even a way to not love someone whom you’re loving for years? I guess not. I didn’t notice that I was staring at them until I saw that Jimin was waving his hands at me. I went over there awkwardly and I peeked over at Jungkook who was tensed once he saw me. “ Yah, Taemothy. You haven’t talk to me for a very long time~~~ stay here please? “ asked Jimin. “ I can’t… I’m having lunch with someone. “ I said, showing no emotion at all. “ OH? You’re in a relationship with someone?! “ she exclaimed. My eyes became big once I heard that. I looked at Jungkook and it seemed that he didn’t care… so much for hope Taehyungie. You’re so smart for hoping. “ Tae-ah! Is that our seat? “ A boy shouted. “ Ooh~~ Taehyung and Hoseok sitting on a tree, K.I.S.S.I.N.G! “ Jimin squealed. “ Hi, I’m Jung Hoseok. A senior. “ Hoseok said.

“ Taemothy!! You’re dating a senior?! Damn, you got some skills. “ Jimin said. Hoseok and I looked at each other and we both said, “ We’re not dating. “ “ Taehee just sought some advice from me since she experienced a pretty rough heartbreak. “ What?! You experienced this and you never told me?! I can’t believe you… I thought we were best friends!!! You’re so mean. “ Jimin said.
 

 “ Well, How can I when I see you having fun with your boyfriend. “ I said. How can I if you’re the one who broke my heart into pieces when you got together with Jungkook? This is actually what I wanted to say to Jimin, but I don’t want her to break her relationship with Jungkook. Am I a sadist?  Jimin and Jungkook stopped and turn to look at me. “ I suddenly lost my appetite. Sorry Oppa can we go some other time? “ I asked. He understood and nod and I left them.

                            

Is Taehee jealous that I’m with Jungkook? That’s impossible! She needs to move on. Jungkook’s in love with me not her. Jimin thought in her mind.

Time skip

 

 

I was waiting for Yoongi Oppa outside, when I saw a shadow looming over me. “ Noona, who did or do you love? “ asked that person. I know his voice, the voice that I fell in love with. “ It’s none of your business Jungkook. “ I said, harshly. “ Why? Why is it none of my business, you’re my closest friend, you know everything about me… yet you, you don’t tell me how you feel, what you think.. What is wrong with you?! Why do you have to hurt me this deeply?! “ Jungkook screamed his thoughts. I could only look at my lap, with tears streaming down.

 

“ So this is how you feel? This is how you react? You’re the one who is hurting?! CAN YOU TAKE  ING HINT JUNGKOOK? She was the first person who was nice to you, cared for you, loved you… AND THEN YOU TREAT HER LIKE CAUSE YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND? PATHETIC. She loved you, not in the way but you think… she, she loves- “

“ That’s enough Yoongi Oppa, I’m tired of this. I’m so, so, so tired of chasing the person who’ll never, ever love me back. Why do I hope? Why do I dream of being with him? I just want to go home. I’ll stop loving you Jungkook, goodbye. “ I said. I went to the place where Yoongi Oppa parked his car. Once I got inside, I cried my heart out. My brother, just pat my back, hoping that it would at least comfort me.

 

“ What’s wrong Tae, tell me… did Yoongi perhaps told Jungkook? “ Seokjin said, I look back to where the sound is and I saw Seokjin in the backseat. “ Noona… “ I said timidly, not wanting to tell that I was the one who told Jungkook that I love him. “ You’re such a clueless guy! How can you tell that to Jungkook?! She doesn’t want him to know! “ Seokjin said. “ I’m sorry! It’s just because what he was saying made my blood boil… How can he say to our dongsaeng  hurt him, when it’s the complete opposite! “ Yoongi said. “ Nevermind, just forget about what happened today Oppa, can you at least comfort me? “ Seokjin and Yoongi nod.

 

Taehee POV

Yesterday, I just got comforted by my sister saying, “ Don’t worry, there’s plenty of fish in the sea “, “ The heartbreak that you experienced is just a moment for you to be stronger “, “ Don’t think about him! You have me, Yoongi-ah, and your other friends. “ she said. I smiled at her but went in my room without saying a word.

 

 

The next morning…

“ Taelien!!! Rise and shine! Wake up sleepyhead, you have a very bright day ahead of you! “ shouted Seokjin as she hit me with a pillow on the face. “ Unni?! I want to sleep more~~ just five minutes please, I need sleep. “ I said, covering my face with a pillow. “ No-uh, it’s only an hour before school starts and I know you need an hour to prepare. Come on, wake up, stand up, get dressed, eat breakfast and Yoongi will take you to school. “ she said.

 I still can’t believe she’s 21. She’s like my mother and my mom’s age is already 50 years old. Can’t you believe it?! “ Unni, can you choose clothes for me then? I’m too lazy to pick. I’m going to take a bath, okay? “ I asked. She nod and I proceeded in going into the bathroom without bumping myself to any object.

Once I got out, I immediately took what Seokjin chose for me. IT was a crop top with “ Girls don’t dress for Boys “ and some very ripped pants. And what I mean by very ripped pants, it’s the Yoongi (oppa) style ripped pants. Then some sneakers. I looked at myself in the mirror, then head down.

 

“ Darling, your outfit is different today….it’s more of a, how do I say it? More of a rebel? Playgirl? “ my dad said. “ I just wanted to try a different style. That’s all.  Don’t worry, I won’t become like one. “ I said. Mom and Dad just nod, and returned back to eating. “ Yoongi Oppa, can you drive me to school today? “ I asked. “ This is the first time you asked me…. Why? “ he said, looking up with a slice of bread on his mouth.  “ I don’t want to spend money and I just want my Oppa to be a good brother to me today. Please? “ I asked. I guess you’re wondering why I asked Yoongi to drive me to school. Well, I didn’t want to be alone for the first time when I go to school. I can’t ask Seokjin since that would cause a ruckus and rumors to why a KPOP idol is with me.

Yoongi agreed and he also told me that he would also be picking me up from school later.  When we arrived at school, and as I was about to leave his car, he held my wrist. “ Tae-ah, I know there’s something wrong. Tell me when I pick you up okay? “ he said and got out of his own car, took my hand and also let me out of his car. “ Well then, I’ll see you soon Oppa. “ I said waving goodbye. But, he ran to me and embraced me. He also kissed my temple. “ I’ll see you later. Be safe and always be a good girl like you are now, Tae. “ he said. I smiled (A/N: Damn this Taegi moment I kennat!!! I want a brother like dis they are sibling goals but I don’t have one L)

I got to my locker and I saw Jimin and Jungkook near it. I prepared myself to be able to bear the pain I feel in my chest. “ Tae-Tae!! “ Jimin called. I faked a smile and ran to her. “ What do you want, Jimin? “ I asked, immediately opening my locker to avoid eye contact.  “ Is something wrong? You don’t call me like you used to… You don’t call me ‘Jimothy’ anymore. What happened? “ she asked. I could feel my grip on my book getting tighter. How can she not know what is happening? Does she not know that what she did was something that would break our friendship?! She knows that I liked Jungkook for a very long time now. How can she do this? I feel so betrayed.

“ I’m just in a bad mood. Don’t mind me. “ I said with a blank face. Jungkook just looked at me, as if trying to process what’s wrong with me. “ Anyways, I might be late. Congrats on your relationship. “ I said, before leaving the couple together. I actually have a lot of time to spare so, I went to garden, hoping that it would at least calm me down.

 

 

I laid down the grass and closed my eyes. But after a while, I suddenly felt a body on my side. I peeked on who it was and I saw Hoseok. “ Hoseok Oppa! You’re here… What are you doing here? “ I said, changing my position and putting my weight on my arm. “ You were looking blue. I thought you needed someone to comfort you in the least. “ he said, his eyes are closed. Suddenly, I felt as if I could put all of my burdens to him and so I did.

I started telling him everything, from A to Z. He was a very good listener. Him, giving me advices helped me feel a lot better. I had a good time with him that when I looked at the clock, it was already time to eat lunch.  “ Oppa, thanks for listening to me… Want me to treat you lunch? “ I asked. And he gladly agreed.

We went to the cafeteria together and all eyes were on us. Including Jungkook’s and Jimin’s pair of eyes. But we didn’t care, why would they even be nosy about why we’re together? But I heard whispers and it’s all positive comments. “ Don’t Taehee and Hoseok look good together? “, “ Wow, they fit each other like a puzzle pieces! “, “ Taehee is so lucky. She gets to hang out with Hoseok Oppa. “, “ Such relationship goals. “ etc.

“ What do you want Taehee? “ asked Hoseok. I got snapped through me hearing their whispers. “Uhm…. I would take the carbonara and strawberry shake please. “ I said. He nod, trying to remember it and said, “ Ok, I got it. Can you look for some tables already? I can handle this. “ I nod and went to look for a table.

As I looked for a table, I saw Jimin and Jungkook together. It still aches no matter how I try to un-love Jungkook. Is there even a way to not love someone whom you’re loving for years? I guess not. I didn’t notice that I was staring at them until I saw that Jimin was waving his hands at me. I went over there awkwardly and I peeked over at Jungkook who was tensed once he saw me. “ Yah, Taemothy. You haven’t talk to me for a very long time~~~ stay here please? “ asked Jimin. “ I can’t… I’m having lunch with someone. “ I said, showing no emotion at all. “ OH? You’re in a relationship with someone?! “ she exclaimed. My eyes became big once I heard that. I looked at Jungkook and it seemed that he didn’t care… so much for hope Taehyungie. You’re so smart for hoping. “ Tae-ah! Is that our seat? “ A boy shouted. “ Ooh~~ Taehyung and Hoseok sitting on a tree, K.I.S.S.I.N.G! “ Jimin squealed. “ Hi, I’m Jung Hoseok. A senior. “ Hoseok said.

“ Taemothy!! You’re dating a senior?! Damn, you got some skills. “ Jimin said. Hoseok and I looked at each other and we both said, “ We’re not dating. “ “ Taehee just sought some advice from me since she experienced a pretty rough heartbreak. “ What?! You experienced this and you never told me?! I can’t believe you… I thought we were best friends!!! You’re so mean. “ Jimin said.
 

 “ Well, How can I when I see you having fun with your boyfriend. “ I said. How can I if you’re the one who broke my heart into pieces when you got together with Jungkook? This is actually what I wanted to say to Jimin, but I don’t want her to break her relationship with Jungkook. Am I a sadist?  Jimin and Jungkook stopped and turn to look at me. “ I suddenly lost my appetite. Sorry Oppa can we go some other time? “ I asked. He understood and nod and I left them.

                            

Is Taehee jealous that I’m with Jungkook? That’s impossible! She needs to move on. Jungkook’s in love with me not her. Jimin thought in her mind.

Time skip

 

 

I was waiting for Yoongi Oppa outside, when I saw a shadow looming over me. “ Noona, who did or do you love? “ asked that person. I know his voice, the voice that I fell in love with. “ It’s none of your business Jungkook. “ I said, harshly. “ Why? Why is it none of my business, you’re my closest friend, you know everything about me… yet you, you don’t tell me how you feel, what you think.. What is wrong with you?! Why do you have to hurt me this deeply?! “ Jungkook screamed his thoughts. I could only look at my lap, with tears streaming down.

 

“ So this is how you feel? This is how you react? You’re the one who is hurting?! CAN YOU TAKE  ING HINT JUNGKOOK? She was the first person who was nice to you, cared for you, loved you… AND THEN YOU TREAT HER LIKE CAUSE YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND? PATHETIC. She loved you, not in the way but you think… she, she loves- “

“ That’s enough Yoongi Oppa, I’m tired of this. I’m so, so, so tired of chasing the person who’ll never, ever love me back. Why do I hope? Why do I dream of being with him? I just want to go home. I’ll stop loving you Jungkook, goodbye. “ I said. I went to the place where Yoongi Oppa parked his car. Once I got inside, I cried my heart out. My brother, just pat my back, hoping that it would at least comfort me.

 

“ What’s wrong Tae, tell me… did Yoongi perhaps told Jungkook? “ Seokjin said, I look back to where the sound is and I saw Seokjin in the backseat. “ Noona… “ I said timidly, not wanting to tell that I was the one who told Jungkook that I love him. “ You’re such a clueless guy! How can you tell that to Jungkook?! She doesn’t want him to know! “ Seokjin said. “ I’m sorry! It’s just because what he was saying made my blood boil… How can he say to our dongsaeng  hurt him, when it’s the complete opposite! “ Yoongi said. “ Nevermind, just forget about what happened today Oppa, can you at least comfort me? “ Seokjin and Yoongi nod.

 

Taehee POV

Yesterday, I just got comforted by my sister saying, “ Don’t worry, there’s plenty of fish in the sea “, “ The heartbreak that you experienced is just a moment for you to be stronger “, “ Don’t think about him! You have me, Yoongi-ah, and your other friends. “ she said. I smiled at her but went in my room without saying a word.

 

 

The next morning…

“ Taelien!!! Rise and shine! Wake up sleepyhead, you have a very bright day ahead of you! “ shouted Seokjin as she hit me with a pillow on the face. “ Unni?! I want to sleep more~~ just five minutes please, I need sleep. “ I said, covering my face with a pillow. “ No-uh, it’s only an hour before school starts and I know you need an hour to prepare. Come on, wake up, stand up, get dressed, eat breakfast and Yoongi will take you to school. “ she said.

 I still can’t believe she’s 21. She’s like my mother and my mom’s age is already 50 years old. Can’t you believe it?! “ Unni, can you choose clothes for me then? I’m too lazy to pick. I’m going to take a bath, okay? “ I asked. She nod and I proceeded in going into the bathroom without bumping myself to any object.

Once I got out, I immediately took what Seokjin chose for me. IT was a crop top with “ Girls don’t dress for Boys “ and some very ripped pants. And what I mean by very ripped pants, it’s the Yoongi (oppa) style ripped pants. Then some sneakers. I looked at myself in the mirror, then head down.

 

“ Darling, your outfit is different today….it’s more of a, how do I say it? More of a rebel? Playgirl? “ my dad said. “ I just wanted to try a different style. That’s all.  Don’t worry, I won’t become like one. “ I said. Mom and Dad just nod, and returned back to eating. “ Yoongi Oppa, can you drive me to school today? “ I asked. “ This is the first time you asked me…. Why? “ he said, looking up with a slice of bread on his mouth.  “ I don’t want to spend money and I just want my Oppa to be a good brother to me today. Please? “ I asked. I guess you’re wondering why I asked Yoongi to drive me to school. Well, I didn’t want to be alone for the first time when I go to school. I can’t ask Seokjin since that would cause a ruckus and rumors to why a KPOP idol is with me.

Yoongi agreed and he also told me that he would also be picking me up from school later.  When we arrived at school, and as I was about to leave his car, he held my wrist. “ Tae-ah, I know there’s something wrong. Tell me when I pick you up okay? “ he said and got out of his own car, took my hand and also let me out of his car. “ Well then, I’ll see you soon Oppa. “ I said waving goodbye. But, he ran to me and embraced me. He also kissed my temple. “ I’ll see you later. Be safe and always be a good girl like you are now, Tae. “ he said. I smiled (A/N: Damn this Taegi moment I kennat!!! I want a brother like dis they are sibling goals but I don’t have one L)

I got to my locker and I saw Jimin and Jungkook near it. I prepared myself to be able to bear the pain I feel in my chest. “ Tae-Tae!! “ Jimin called. I faked a smile and ran to her. “ What do you want, Jimin? “ I asked, immediately opening my locker to avoid eye contact.  “ Is something wrong? You don’t call me like you used to… You don’t call me ‘Jimothy’ anymore. What happened? “ she asked. I could feel my grip on my book getting tighter. How can she not know what is happening? Does she not know that what she did was something that would break our friendship?! She knows that I liked Jungkook for a very long time now. How can she do this? I feel so betrayed.

“ I’m just in a bad mood. Don’t mind me. “ I said with a blank face. Jungkook just looked at me, as if trying to process what’s wrong with me. “ Anyways, I might be late. Congrats on your relationship. “ I said, before leaving the couple together. I actually have a lot of time to spare so, I went to garden, hoping that it would at least calm me down.

 

 

I laid down the grass and closed my eyes. But after a while, I suddenly felt a body on my side. I peeked on who it was and I saw Hoseok. “ Hoseok Oppa! You’re here… What are you doing here? “ I said, changing my position and putting my weight on my arm. “ You were looking blue. I thought you needed someone to comfort you in the least. “ he said, his eyes are closed. Suddenly, I felt as if I could put all of my burdens to him and so I did.

I started telling him everything, from A to Z. He was a very good listener. Him, giving me advices helped me feel a lot better. I had a good time with him that when I looked at the clock, it was already time to eat lunch.  “ Oppa, thanks for listening to me… Want me to treat you lunch? “ I asked. And he gladly agreed.

We went to the cafeteria together and all eyes were on us. Including Jungkook’s and Jimin’s pair of eyes. But we didn’t care, why would they even be nosy about why we’re together? But I heard whispers and it’s all positive comments. “ Don’t Taehee and Hoseok look good together? “, “ Wow, they fit each other like a puzzle pieces! “, “ Taehee is so lucky. She gets to hang out with Hoseok Oppa. “, “ Such relationship goals. “ etc.

“ What do you want Taehee? “ asked Hoseok. I got snapped through me hearing their whispers. “Uhm…. I would take the carbonara and strawberry shake please. “ I said. He nod, trying to remember it and said, “ Ok, I got it. Can you look for some tables already? I can handle this. “ I nod and went to look for a table.

As I looked for a table, I saw Jimin and Jungkook together. It still aches no matter how I try to un-love Jungkook. Is there even a way to not love someone whom you’re loving for years? I guess not. I didn’t notice that I was staring at them until I saw that Jimin was waving his hands at me. I went over there awkwardly and I peeked over at Jungkook who was tensed once he saw me. “ Yah, Taemothy. You haven’t talk to me for a very long time~~~ stay here please? “ asked Jimin. “ I can’t… I’m having lunch with someone. “ I said, showing no emotion at all. “ OH? You’re in a relationship with someone?! “ she exclaimed. My eyes became big once I heard that. I looked at Jungkook and it seemed that he didn’t care… so much for hope Taehyungie. You’re so smart for hoping. “ Tae-ah! Is that our seat? “ A boy shouted. “ Ooh~~ Taehyung and Hoseok sitting on a tree, K.I.S.S.I.N.G! “ Jimin squealed. “ Hi, I’m Jung Hoseok. A senior. “ Hoseok said.

“ Taemothy!! You’re dating a senior?! Damn, you got some skills. “ Jimin said. Hoseok and I looked at each other and we both said, “ We’re not dating. “ “ Taehee just sought some advice from me since she experienced a pretty rough heartbreak. “ What?! You experienced this and you never told me?! I can’t believe you… I thought we were best friends!!! You’re so mean. “ Jimin said.
 

 “ Well, How can I when I see you having fun with your boyfriend. “ I said. How can I if you’re the one who broke my heart into pieces when you got together with Jungkook? This is actually what I wanted to say to Jimin, but I don’t want her to break her relationship with Jungkook. Am I a sadist?  Jimin and Jungkook stopped and turn to look at me. “ I suddenly lost my appetite. Sorry Oppa can we go some other time? “ I asked. He understood and nod and I left them.

                            

Is Taehee jealous that I’m with Jungkook? That’s impossible! She needs to move on. Jungkook’s in love with me not her. Jimin thought in her mind.

Time skip

 

 

I was waiting for Yoongi Oppa outside, when I saw a shadow looming over me. “ Noona, who did or do you love? “ asked that person. I know his voice, the voice that I fell in love with. “ It’s none of your business Jungkook. “ I said, harshly. “ Why? Why is it none of my business, you’re my closest friend, you know everything about me… yet you, you don’t tell me how you feel, what you think.. What is wrong with you?! Why do you have to hurt me this deeply?! “ Jungkook screamed his thoughts. I could only look at my lap, with tears streaming down.

 

“ So this is how you feel? This is how you react? You’re the one who is hurting?! CAN YOU TAKE  ING HINT JUNGKOOK? She was the first person who was nice to you, cared for you, loved you… AND THEN YOU TREAT HER LIKE CAUSE YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND? PATHETIC. She loved you, not in the way but you think… she, she loves- “

“ That’s enough Yoongi Oppa, I’m tired of this. I’m so, so, so tired of chasing the person who’ll never, ever love me back. Why do I hope? Why do I dream of being with him? I just want to go home. I’ll stop loving you Jungkook, goodbye. “ I said. I went to the place where Yoongi Oppa parked his car. Once I got inside, I cried my heart out. My brother, just pat my back, hoping that it would at least comfort me.

 

“ What’s wrong Tae, tell me… did Yoongi perhaps told Jungkook? “ Seokjin said, I look back to where the sound is and I saw Seokjin in the backseat. “ Noona… “ I said timidly, not wanting to tell that I was the one who told Jungkook that I love him. “ You’re such a clueless guy! How can you tell that to Jungkook?! She doesn’t want him to know! “ Seokjin said. “ I’m sorry! It’s just because what he was saying made my blood boil… How can he say to our dongsaeng  hurt him, when it’s the complete opposite! “ Yoongi said. “ Nevermind, just forget about what happened today Oppa, can you at least comfort me? “ Seokjin and Yoongi nod.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

lol ok sorry for not updating for a very long time!!!! It's just that the laptop wasn't working 

anywayssss this is my gift to all of you.

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!!