"Shall we go by bus?"
Without looking at me, " I brought my car"
We walk outside and this very cold breeze sends shivers to my limbs.
"Wow, what type of car is this?"
"Lambourgini?"
"Oh I've seen it on TV"
"Now it's real"
"Ohh, looks expensive"
"You can say so"

We close the doors.
This car is not a joke.Those seats with the whole interior, he must be a millionnaire.

"Your first time in such car?"
"Yeah"
"Then let me show you what this car can do"
"What can it do? Jump?"
I chuckle.
He speeds up the car.
I pretend to be a man but
my stomach churns and teeth clench.

He suddenly accelerates it to 200.
"I don't want to die !"
He pretends to be deaf, but then he deccelerates to 150.
Why doesn't he say anything?
Wait, is he awkward again?
I can feel some sort of warmth in my right hand.

I held...his hand.
I held his...hand.
I HELD HIS HAND?!

I quickly pull my hand away.
And the awkward silence begins.
We are there but we are like not there.
We are there but our thoughts are else where.

Let's break the silence.
"Where do you live?"
"Here"
"In this apartment?"
"No, this one"
I check the time and it's 9:18.
"You are late for you girlfriend, I am the one to be blamed for that"
"She's okay with it"
"I think I messed your date up"
"We never had a date, she's always here"

What? I don't know why I feel hurt.I have no right to.
It feels like being stabbed with a knife soaked in lemon.

"That's good....that you live... together"
"Yeah"

"I will let you meet her" 
"I look forward to that"

This hurts.It really hurts.

"It's 0001, the passcode"

"Why are you telling me this?"
He takes a while to think of an answer.
"In case if we ever became friends"
"In your dreams"- Mr.brains
"We can be more than friends"- Mr.Heart.
Silence is what I say.

We enter.the door gets closed.
Spooky.This scares me I am not used to be in a stranger's house.
"Where's your girlfriend?"
"Nana?" He calls.
"I think she's gone"
"No she's here, Nana"

My BP rises.
I wonder how this woman looks like.I wonder how my rival looks like ?