JINKI’S POV

I SMELLED TAEMIN’S SCENT AND I KNEW HIS BACK “TAEMIN YOURE BACK” I SAID IN RELIEF “HYUNG I WANNA GO HOME “HE SAID AND LOOK AT ME BLANKLY “OH OKAY, I’LL DR-“.”NO ITS FINE I’LL GO HOME BY MYSELF” HE SAID “ARE YOU SURE YOURE GONNA BE ALRIGHT ?”I ASK ,HE LOOKED AT ME AND SMILED “ILL BE FINE HYUNG” HE SAID ,”OKAY BUT BE SAFE OKAY “ I SAID “BYE HYUNG,TODAY WAS REALLY FUN, I HAVE TO VISIT HERE AGAIN” HE SAID AND SMILED “YEAH, AND THANKS WITH KIBUM TOO”I SAID SHYLY “HYUNG,I HAVENT EVEN DONE ANYTHING YET,DON’T THANK ME YET”HE SAID AND LAUGH A LITTLE BIT “WEAR THE COAT AND GO HOME SAFE “ I SAID AND HAND HIM HIS BAG PACK “THANKS HYUNG” AND WITH ONE LAST HUG HE ENTERED THE FOREST AND WALK AWAY.I SIGH,I WALK BACK THE HOUSE AND ENTERED “ALPHA ARE YOU GONNA STAY HERE FOR THE NIGHT ?” JAEWHAN ASK “YEAH I THINK I SHOULD ITS BEEN LONG TIME “ I SAID AND SMILED “ALPHA CAN WE ALL TALK TO YOU FOR A MINUTE?“ ASK BY JACKSON “SURE I SAID AND SAT DOWN “WHAT IS IT?” I ASK,” ALPHA MATING SEASON IS COMING AND WE WANT TO HAVE YOUR PERMISSION IF WE CAN FIND A MATE?” SAID BY A YUGYEOM,I FROWN  BIT? IS IT OKAY FOR THEM? “WE WONT HURT ANYBODY AND WE WILL BE REALLY CAREFUL” YUGYEOM SAID,I LOOK DOWN  BIT AND THINK,I MEAN IVE IMPRINTED ON A HUMAN THAT I KNOW HE COULD NEVER LOVE ME BACK ,WHAT IF MY MEMBERS IMPRINTED ON A PERSON AND DIDN’T ACCEPT HIM FOR WHAT HE IS ? “ALPHA,WE HAVE BEEN REALLY FEELING FUZZY THIS DAYS”JACKSON SAID,I SIGH “GUYS IMPRINTING ISNT AN EASY THING ESPECIALLY IF YOU KNOW YOU’LL IMPRINT ON A   HUMAN BEING “I SAID THEY LOOK AT ME “ I KNOW ITS A HARD THING,BECAUSE IVE IMPRINTED ON ONE”I SAID,THEY ALL GASP “TAEMIN?”JACKSON ASK I SHOOK “IVE IMPRINTED ON HIS BEST FRIEND “ I SAID “IVE IMPRINTED ON A HUMAN THAT I KNOW WILL NEVER LOVE ME BACK” I SAID LOOKING DOWN A BIT “ALPHA WERE SORRY”THEY SAID ,I SMILED “DON’T BE,IM JUST WORRIED IF YOULL HAVE THE SAME SITUATION WITH ME, I DON’T WANT MY PACK TO BE ALL HEART BROKEN AND DIE JUST LIKE ME “ I SAID “ALPHA DON’T SAY THAT”JACKSON SAID,I KNOW NOTHING WAS HAPPENING BETWEEN US AND KIBUM ”EVERYONE IM NOT STOPPING ALL OF YOU TO IMPRINT ON SOMEONE,IM JUST WARNING YOU ALL THAT NOT EVERYONE APRECIATE US , IM NOT STOPPING ALL OF YOU, I JUST HOPE THAT ALL OF YOU FOUND YOURE DESTINED ONE AND CHERISH THEM A LOT ,I HOPE  YOU’LL BECAREFUL ON CHOOSING YOUR DECISION AND ALL OF YOU NEED TO BE WISE,YOU ALL GROWING UP AND I KNEW THAT,”I SAID AND LOOK AT THEM “BUT BEFORE YOU’ LL LEAVE AND GO,I WISH YOU LL COME BACK WITH LITTLE KIDS”I SAID AND SMILED AT THEM “ALPHA”YUGYEOM SAID AND CRYING A LITTLE BIT , I LAUGH AND PAT HIM “EVERYONE GIVE ME A HUG BEFORE ALL OF YOU GO” I SAID AND WE HAVE A GROUP HUG “ALPHA WE PROMISE WE WILL COME BACK”JACKSON SAID “I KNOW”I SAID AND SMILED AT THEM , I GUESS ILL BE A LITTLE MORE LONELY AGAIN

TAEMIN’S POV

AFTER I HAVE THAT AKWARD CONVERSATION WITH MINHO ,I NEVER STOP LOOKING AT MY HANDS,”IT WAS SO SOFT”I MUMBLED ,I DON’T KNOW WHY IM EVEN THINKING OF HIM JUST SHRUG IT OF TAEMIN, I HURRIEDLY OPEN THE DOOR OF OUR APRTMENT AND DROP MY BAG ON THE FLOOR AND FLOP INTO MY BED.I LOOK AND I GUESS KIBUM HYUNG IS NOT HERE,I QUIKLY JUST CHANGE IN MY PAJAMAS AND SLEEP,”MINHO WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME?” I WHISPERED AND DRIFT OF TO DREAMLAND

11: OO                    

I STIRRED IN MY SLEEP WHEN I HEARD THE DOOR OPEN “KIBUM HYUNG”I MUMBLED AND SAT UP “H-HI      T-TAE”HE SAID AND I HEARD SNIFFING,I OPEN MY EYES AND I KNEW IT EVEN IF THE LIGHTS WAS OFF KIBUM HYUNG IS CRYING “HYUNG! ARE YOU  ALRIGHT?” I FREAKED OUT ,I NEVER HANDLE A CRYING KIBUM HYUNG “HYUNG WHY ARE YOU CRYING?”I ASK AND HE LOOK AT ME HE… EVEN CRIED MORE WHEN I ASK.”HYUNG…” I MUMBLED.HE DIDN’T REPLY AND JUST KEEP ON CRYING ,HE CRIED AND CRIED UNTIL HIS SOBBING WAS GONE “IM FINE TAEMIN”HE SAID AND LOOK AT ME AND SMILED,” ARE YOU KIDDING ME HYUNG?...YOURE FINE AND YOURE CRYING?”I SAID “TELL ME WHAT IS IT HYUNG?”I ASK.”IS EVERYTHING ALRIGHT?”I ASK.HE DIDN’T REPLY FAST.HE JUST LOOK DOWN AND SNIFF.”EVERYTHING IS NOT FINE TAE “HE SAID.”MY PARENTS CALLED AND THEY SAID GRANDMA WAS SICK,I LOSE MY PART-TIME JOB BECAUSE I WAS LATE,MY PROFFESSOR SAID THAT I DIDN’T PASS THIS SEM”HE SAID AND START TO CRY MORE.” AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT HURT MORE?”HE ASK.I JUST LOOK DOWN “JONGHYUN BROKE UP WITH ME”HE SAID AND STARTED TO CRY “TAEMIN IT HURT SO MUCH…”HE SAID AND CRIED, AND THATS WHEN I KNEW KIBUM HYUNG WAS NOT THAT SO STRONG AT ALL,HE CAN BE A DIVA AT TIMES ,HE CAN JOKE AROUND AND TEASE,HE MY BE SEEM TO BE HAPPY BUT SOMETIMES JUST SOMETIMES NOT ALL OF US STAY HAPPY ALL WAYS AND WHAT FROM I SEE NOW ,IS  FRAGILE MAN THAT CAN BE BROKEN DOWN INTO PIECES BY JUST LITTLE THINGS,KIBUM HYUNG IS A STRONG PERSON HE IS BUT WHAT WE ALL DON’T KNOW IS THAT,KIBUM HYUNG IS JUST LIKE ANY OTHER HUMAN ,HE FEEL PIN AND TIREDNESS, HE FEEL SAD AND BLUE AND HE BROKE DOWN AND CRY ,ITS MY FIRST TIME TO SEE MY HYUNG LIKE THIS BUT I KNOW HIS A HUMAN TO THAT JUST NEED HELP AND LOVE .I HUG HIM TIGHTLY AND “HYUNG LET’S SLEEP”I SAID AND WIPE AWAY HIS TEARS AND SMILED AT HIM “YOU JUST HAD A BAD DAY HYUNG,IT ‘LL BE ALRIGHT”I SAID AND I LAID HIM DOWN AND COVER HIM UP “I LOVE YOU HYUNG…YOU KNOW YOU’RE MY BEST BROTHER RIGHT?”I SAID AND PATTED HIS HEAD UNTIL HE FALL ASLEEP.