KIBUM POV

I CAN’T BELIEVE IM REALLY GONNA BE THE HOUSE HOLD OF THIS MANSION JINKI HYUNG HAVE THAT I DIDN’T KNOW. AFTER DINNER I COME OUT TO HAVE SOME FRESH AIR AND THINK ABOUT THINGS,TAEMIN WAS RIGHT ALMOST  ALL THE JOB IN THE CITY WAS FULL,THE WINTER BREEZE FEELS NICE ,”JONGHYUN…”I MUMBLED CANT GET HIM OUT OF MY MIND EVERYTHING THAT I DO ITS JUST REMINDS ME OF HIM,I DIDN’T NOTICE WE WERE HARDLY TALKING TO EACH OTHER ,I WAS NEVER THE TYPE OF A PERSON TO GET JEALOUS EASILY BUT IF IT COMES FROM JONGHYUN ,I DON’T KNOW,I NEVER WAS THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO GET ANGRY EASILY BUT IF ITS FROM JONGHYUN ,I CANT STOP IT,I GUESS IT WAS MY FAULT THAT WE ENDED UP LIKE THIS,BUT OF COURSE ,I KNOW JONGHYUN ,HE DOESN’T GIVE SECOND CHANCES ,SO IM LEFT HERE TO FORGET SOMEONE THAT MAKE ME FORGET MEMORIES THAT I KNOW I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER ,I HAVENT NOTICE THAT I WAS CRYING AGAIN ,IM SICK OF TEARS,IM SICK OF PAIN,BUT I CANT STOP THIS THINGS BECAUSE IT WHATS MAKES ME A HUMAN ,”KIBUM-AH”JINKI HYUNG SAID BEHIND ME ,I QUICKLY WIPE MY TEARS,”ITS COLD OUT HERE YOU SHOULD GET INSIDE”HE SAID AND LOOK AT ME,”YOURE CRYING “HE SAID,”NO HYUNG I WAS JUST SWEATING THROUGH MY EYES”I SAID AND LAUGH BUT HE LOOK AT ME SERIOUSLY,”IS IT JONGHYUN?”HE ASK,I LOOK AT HIM,”HYUNG”I SAID AND BROKE DOWN ,HE HUG ME TIGHTLY,I SOBBED HARD ,”I SAID IM SICK OF CRYING BUT SEE I CANT STOP BECAUSE I JUST CANT FORGET HIM THIS WAY ,ITS TOO MUCH”I SAID JINKI HYUNG PATTED MY BACK ,”KIBUM CALM DOWN,ITS GONNA BE ALRIGHT ,I KNOW ITS HARD BECAUSE YOU LOVE HIM”JINKI HYUNG SAID ,I SNIFF AND SEEM TO CALM DOWN IN HIS ARMS,BUT JUST SUDDENLY JINKI HYUNG STARED SINGING,THE SONG WAS FAMILIAR AND I KNOW WHY JINKI HYUNG SANG IT TO ME THE LYRICS OF THE SONG DESCRIBE MY SITUATION RIGHT NOW,”I GUESS ITS BETTER OFF,BETTER OFF TOO JUST FORGET OUR WONDERFUL MEMORIES THAT HID UNDER MY HEART ,WHO KNEW THINGS END LIKE THIS,BETTER OFF”JINKI HYUNG FINISHED AND I RELEASE FROM THE HUG,”I DIDN’T KNOW YOU HAD A GREAT  VOICE ,HYUNG YOU SHOULD SING MORE,”I SAID AND SMILE AT HIM,”THANKS HYUNG”I SAID AND,”COME ON LETS GO INSIDE”HE SAID AND WE DID.

JINKI POV.

IT HURTS,OF COURSE IT DOES ,I CAN ALREADY FEEL MY BODY WEAKEN EVERYTIME I KNOW KIBUM STILL LOVE JONGHYUN,IM NOT ONE OF THE CHARACTERS IN THE MOVIE THAT WILL STOLE SOMEONE’S HEART IN THE END,BUT IM THE ONE WHO WILL COMFORT THE OTHER AND SAYS ITS OKAY ,EVEN THOUGH ,ITS NOT,MY MIND IS SCREAMING AT ME ,THAT KIBUM WILL REJECT ME , AND SLOWLY I KNOW IM GETTING SICK,ITS ALRIGHT I JUST WANT TO SEE KIBUM HAPPY EVEN IF IT RISK MY LIFE ,EVEN IF I HAVE TO LET KIBUM BE BACK WITH JONGHYUN,WHEN I SAW KIBUM SOUNDLY SLEEP ,I GOT OUTSIDE AND SHIFT INTO MY WOLF FORM,IVE BEEN USING MY HUMAN FORM TOO MUCH,I RUN AND RUN,I WHIMPERED WHEN I KNOW MY HEAD HURTS,I LAID DOWN BESIDE THE LAKE FOR WHILE AND WATCH THE MOON,BUT MY TIREDNESS TAKE OVER AND I WAS TAKEN TO  SLUMBER.

TAEMIN POV.

I WOKE UP FEELING COLD AND I SAW SNOW ,ITS SNOWING I HURRIEDLY GOT DOWNSTAIRS, AND RUSH OUTSIDE,EVER SINCE CHILDHOOD IT HAS BEEN A HABIT OF MINE,”WOW…”I MUMBLED AND HELD OUT MY HAND  SNOWFLAKE FALL IN IT AND I SMILED ,BUT I SAW SOMETHING BEHIND ONE OF THE TREES, WHITE FUR STICKING OUT ,WAIT IS IT,”JINKI HYUNG!”I SHOUTED AND I HURRIEDLY RUN TO HIM,HE COLLPSE INFRONT OF ME HIS EYELIDS ARE ALMOST CLOSE AND HIS PANTING ,I TOUCH JINKI HYUNGS FUR BUT ,I GUESS THAT WAS  MISTAKE,BECAUSE HE WHIMPERED MORE,”HYUNG SHIFT INTO YOUR HUMAN FORM SO I CAN CARRY YOU INSIDE”I SAID,HE SEEM TO UNDERSTAND AND HE SHIFTED BACK,I DON’T CARE IF JINKI HYUNG IS NOW INFRONT OF ME ,I HURRIEDLY PUT HIS ARM ON MY SHOULDERS AND HELP HIM WALK INSIDE I ,PUT HIM ON THE LARGE SOFA AND GAVE HIM A ROBE TO PUT ON ,I RUN UPSTAIRS AND GRAB  BLANKET AND  PILLOW AND HURRIEDLY GO DOWN,”HYUNG,WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS!?”I SAID ALMOST CRYING,”WHERE DID YOU GO LAST NIGHT?... YOURE BURNING UP”I SAID AND HE JUST CLOSE HIS EYES AND WHIMPERED MORE,”K-KIBUM, SYMPTOMS”HE SAID,I GASP,IS IT SHOWING ALREADY ,I MEAN ITS BEEN MONTHS SINCE HYUNG IMPRINTED ON KIBUM HYUNG,”HYUNG,HOLD ON,ILL THINK OF  PLAN”I SAID AND CRIED,”YOU CANT DIE HYUNG”I SAID, AND HUG HIM,”TAEMIN,DON’T WORRY ILL BE ALRIGHT ,ITS NOT SERIOUS”HE SAID AND HE SMILED  BIT,”BUT HYUNG IKNOW ITS ONLY GONNA BE WEEKS TILL YOU CAN HOLD ON,I HAVE TO TELL KIBUM HYUNG OR YOU WILL DIE”I SAID AND TEARS KEEP FLOWING,”TELL ME WHAT?”I HEARD KIBUM HYUNGS VOICE BEHIND ,I GASP,”HYUNG I-“.”TAEMIN DON’T”JINKI HYUNG SAID AND LOOK AT ME,”TAEMIN YOURE WHAT?”KIBUM HYUNG SAID WORRIEDLY,I DIDN’T TALK FOR A WHILE,”HYUNG ,I JUST HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT JINKI HYUNG IS SICK”I SAD AND SNIFF,KIBUM HYUNG IS SHOCK,”WHERE IS HE?”HE ASK,”HERE”I SHOWED HIM JINKI HYUNG AND KIBUM HYUNG HURRIEDLY PUT HIS HANDS ON HIS FOREHEAD,”HYUNG,YOU HAVE  FEVER ,TAEMIN HURRY GET  TOWEL AND  HOT WATER PLUS SOME MEDICINE ,ITS IN MY BAG”KIBUM HYUNG SAID,I HURRIEDLY DID WHAT HE SAID AND GRAB  TOWEL, HOT WATER AND SOME MEDICINES,I RUN BACK TO THE LIVING ROOM AND SAW KIBUM HYUNG KNEELING DOWN INFRONT,”HYUNG ,YOU WERE OKAY ,YESTERDY”KIBUM HYUNG SAID WORRIEDLY ,”I RUN FOR A BIT OUTSIDE LAST NIGHT”JINKI HYUNG SAID AND SMILED,”HYUNG WHY WOULD YOU DO THT”KIBUM HYUNG SAID AND TOUCH JINKI HYUNGS CHEEKS AND I SWEAR JINKI HYUNGS EYES WANTS TO OPEN BUT THEY CANT ,I REMEMBER THE CONTACT LENSES,”CRAP…”I MUMBLED AND I HURRIEDLY GOT THE ONES I HAD IN MY BAG,”KIBUM HYUNG,I THINK YOU SHOULD BOIL HOT WATER BECAUSE WE RAN OUT OF IT”I SAID WHILE I DISPOSE THE HOT WATER OUTSIDE,”WHAT BUT WE I JUST-“HE STOP HIS WORDS, AND LOOK AT OUR HOT WATER STORAGE,”BUT THATS WEIRD”HE SAID BUT OF COURSE I KNOW HYUNG HIS THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO JUST DIRECTLY DO WHAT IS NEEDED TO BE DONE,I HURRIEDLY RAN BACK TO THE LIVING ROOM,”HYUNG YOU CAN OPEN YOUR EYES NOW,HERE PUT THIS ON”I SAID AND GAVE HIM THE CONTACT THAT COVER HIS BRIGHT YELLOW EYES,BUT NOW THERE BLACK AGAIN BECAUSE OF THE CONTACT,”TAEMIN YOU HAVE TO ATLEAST MAKE KIBUM UNTOUCH ME ,OR ELSE ILL FORCE CLAIM”HE SAID,”WHATS THAT?”I ASK,”IF KIBUM DOESN’T KNOWIT YET AND MY SICKNESS SYPTOMS SHOWS UP, MY BODY WILL GIVE UP ON ITS OWN,BUT IF KIBUM TOUCH ME GIN ,ILL CHANGE IN MY WOLF FORM AND WORST BITE HIM…YOU GOT TO KEEP AWAY KIBUM FROM ME”HE SAID,”BUT HYUNG,I HAVE TOO YOURE GONNA DIE,…ISN’T THERE ANY OTHER OPTION?”I SAID, AND SUDDENLY JINKI HYUNG WHIMPERED LOUDLY ,HYUNGS SKIN BURNS WHEN IVE TOUCH IT,HIS SWEATING AND HE SEEMS TO HAVE NO CONTROL,”HYUNG YOURE GOING ROUGE WOLF IF DON’T DO ANYTHING…”I SAID AND CRIED A BIT ,KIBUM HYUNG WAS BACK AND I HURRIEDLY STOP HIM,”HYUNG I WILL HANDLE THIS ,YOU CAN GO AND MAKE JINKI HYUNG SOME FOOD”I SAID AND HE NODDED,”OKAY BUT MAKE SURE JINKI HYUNG WILL BE OKAY, ALRIGHT TAEMIN”HE SAID,I NODEDD AND HE WALK TO THE KITCHEN,I LOOK AT JINKI HYUNG AND I HURRIEDLY PUT THE TOWEL IN JINKI HYUNGS FOREHEAD,”TAEMIN,IM OKAY”HE SAID AND HE LOOK UP,”TRY TO HYUNG,TRY TO…”I SAID,KIBUM HYUNG CAME BACK AND I GRAB THE FOOD,”TAE ,YOU HAVE CLASS TODAY GO TO SCHOOL”KIBUM HYUNG SID,”NO HYUNG ,I CAN’T NOT WHEN JINKI HYUNG IS LIKE THIS”I SAID,”BUT-“,”ITS ALRIGHT I CAN CATCH UP EASILY SO ITS NO PROBLEM HYUNG”I SAID,HE LOOK AT ME WORRIEDLY,I STAND UP AND GAVE HIM BACK THE FOOD ,”IVE GOT TO GO SOMEWHERE ,ILL BE BACK,BUT WHILE IM AWAY ,DO NOT TOUCH JINKIHYUNG”I SAID AND GRAB MY COAT,”WHY?”HE ASK REALLY CONFUSE,”ITS HARD TO EXPLAIN HYUNG BUT JUST DON’T”I SAID AND TOOK HIS HAND,”PLEASE”I SAID AND PUT MY RUBBER SHOES AND WALK OUTSIDE, ITS SNOWING, I DON’T CARE, I HAVE TO TALK TO MINHO.

JINKI’S POV

MY BODY BURNS SO BAD,I CANT FEEL ANYTHING BUT PAIN,”HYUNG CAN YOU SIT UP?”KIBUM ASK,I NODDED AND I SAT UP,HE WAS ABOUT  TO TOUCH ME.”DON’T K-KIBUM”I SAID,”OH THATS RIGHT…BUT HERE”HE SAID AND OFFER ME A SPOON OF SOUP,I LOOK AT HIM AND I TOOK IT,HE SMILED ,”HYUNG STAY STRONG”HE SAID,THOSE WORDS ARE JUST SIMPLE IF YOU CAN SAY BUT THOSE WORDS ARE SO SPECIAL TO ME,I CANT  HELP BUT SMILE,”THANKS KIBUM”I SAID,HE SMILED,”EAT MORE HYUNG”HE SAID AND OFFER ME ANOTHER ONE,HE KEEP ON FEEDING ME AND KEEP ON ASKING WHY HE CANT TOUCH ME,I DECLINE TO ANSWER OF COURSE,”WELL IF YOU WONT TELL ME ATLEST SLEEP HYUNG”HE SAID AND LOOK AT ME,I JUST SMILED FEELING A LITTLE BIT BETTER BECAUSE OF KIBUM’S DELICIOUS HEALTHY SOUP, AND THEN I NOTICE KIBUM IS LOOKING SOMEWHERE,”H-HYUNG,Y-YOURE N-”HE SAID AND I SAW HIS FACE FLUSH PINK AND LOOK AWAY ,I HURRIEDLY FIX MY ROBE ,GOOD THING ONLY MY UPPER PART IS REAVELED,”ITS OKAY NOW KIBUM,”I SAID AND SMILED,”S-SORRY HYUNG”HE SAID ,”ITS OKAY”I SID AND I FEEL DIZZY ,I FROWNED AND WHIMPERED A BIT,”HYUNG SLEEP NOW”HE SAID AND STAND UP TO FIX THE PILLOW ,I LAID DOWN AND THANKS KIBUM,IF SOMEONE DOESN’T WANT TO BE SICK ALL DAY,I DECLINE I WANT TO BE SICK EVERYDAY IF ILL GET THIS KIND OF TREATMENT FROM KIBUM,I DON’T REGRET I GOT SICK TODAY,TODAY WAS ACTUALLY THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE,KIBUM JUST WAIT  LITTLE BIT AND ILL PROVE SOMETHING TO YOU VERY SOON,

TAEMINS POV.

I RUN AND RUN TO GET TOO MINHO’S TERRITORY ONLY THOUGH THE SNOW ISNT QUITE HELPING PLUS IM IN THE FOREST AND IT KINDA HARD TO GET THE RIGHT DIRECTION BUT ON THE OTHERHAND I GOT SUCCEEDED IN THE END,I WAS PNTING AND IT WAS REALLY COLD,I FORGOT I WAS STILL IN MY PAJAMAS,IM JUST WEARING SOME SWEATPANTS AND SOME SLEEVELESS SHIRT,”FINALLY I MUTTERED AND I CAN SEE SMOKE COMES OUT OF MY MOUTH AND IM REALLY COLD,I SAW SOME WOLVES LOOK AT ME,BUT OF COURSE THANKFULLY THEY DIDN’T GROWLED AT ME LIKE THE FIRST TIME ,THEY A RE IN THERE WOLF FORM ,”IM HERE FOR YOURE ALPHA,WHERE IS HE?”THE DARK CHOCOLATE FUR WOLF STEP FORWARD AND LOOK AT THE MANSION,”OH THANKS CAN I?”I SAID, AND HE SEEM TO NOD AND I WALK INSIDE,THE COLDNESS IS STILL THERE AND THE MANSION ISN’T HELPING,ITS NOT THAT SO WARM IN HERE EITHER,I OBSERVE THE MANSION AND ITS UITE, AND BY THE MEAN OF QUITE REALLY,I MEAN ITS STILL MORNING MAYBE EVERYONES SLEEP,I GUESS I CAME WONG TIME,I WAS ABOUT TO WALK BACK ON THE DOOR BUT,”WHY ARE YOU DOING HERE?”MINHO’S DEEP VOICE ECHO INSIDE THE MANSION AND  GIVES ME CHILLS,I TURN AROUND ,I SAW HIM AND WOW…HE WAS WEARING  T-SHIRT AND SOME JEANS HOLDING A CUP,IM GUESSING COFFEE,”CAN I TALK WITH YOU?”I SAID AND WALK FORWARD TO HIM,”TALK ABOUT WHAT?”HE SAID LITTLE BIT TENSE,”IM CURIOUS ABOUT ROGUE WOLVES”I SAID AND HE LOOK AT ME,HE SEEM PREATTY INTERESTED,”BUT BEFORE WE TALK ABOUT SOMETHING CAN WE BE ATLEST IN A  WARM PLACE”I SAID,HE LOOK AT ME AGAIN,”THERES NO WARM PLACE IN HER,THE COLDNESS DOESN’T EFFECT ANYTHING ON US,SO WE DON’T HAVE  HEATER HERE,OR EVEN  BONFIRE”HE SAID ,I SIGH,I RUB MY HANDS AND PULL THE SLEEVES OF THE COAT MORE ,”WHY WOULD YOU GO OUTSIDE WEARING THIN CLOTHES WITH JUST A COAT,”HE SAID,I LOOK AT HIM,”ITS BECAUSE OF JINKI HYUNG”I SAID,”ITS BEEN MONTHS SINCE HE IMPRINTED ON MY BESTFRIEND AND THE SYPTOMS SHOWED UP LAST NIGHT ,I SAW HIM JUST THIS MORNING AND HE LOOK LIKE HIS ABOUT TO DIE”I SAID AND LOOK DOWN  BIT,I DON’T WANT TO LET MINHO SEE MY TEARS,”I NEED TO TELL IT TO MY BEST FRIEND IF CANT HE WILL DIE,BUT HE REFUSE AND I KNEW WHEN HE WAS TOUCH AGAIN BY KIBUM HYUNG,HIS SKIN BURN UP EVEN MORE, AND HE SAID HIS GOING TO BE ROGUE IF KIBUM WILL CONTINUE”I SAID AND LOOK AT HIM DESPERTELY,”MINHO HELP ME”I SAID AND TEARS FLOW THROUGH MY EYES,HE LOOK T ME WITH ,”SIT DOWN OVER HERE TAEMIN”HE SAID AND I WAS SHOCK TO HER MY NAME ,I SMILED AND SNIFF,”THANK YOU”I SID AND SAT DOWN,”JINKI HYUNG IMPRINTED ON  A HUMAN,WHEN  WOLF IMPRINTED ON  HUMAN ,IT CAN STAY LONGER THAN IT COULD BE BUT NOT TOO LONG,THE SYPTOMS SHOWED UP BECAUSE THE BOND BETWEEN THEM HASNT BEEN MADE YET,IT’S THE BEGINNING STAGE OF THE WOLF SUFFERRING OF IMPRINTATION JUST LIKE REJECTION,”HE SAID,KIBUM HYUNG…THAT MEANS KIBUM HYUNG NEEDS TO LOVE JINKI HYUNG IMEDDIATELY,”WHATS THAT CONNECT WITH BEING A ROGUE?”I ASK,HE LOOK AT ME SERIOUSLY,”ROGUE WOLVES ARE THE MOST DANGEROUS WE ARE TO HAVE ,ITS ALSO ONE OF THE REASON WHY US WOLVES IS FORBIDDEN TO IMPRINT ON YOUR KIND”HE SAID AND STOP FOR A MINUTE,”ROGUE WOLVES ARE VICIOUS THEY WERE MADE BECAUSE OF FORCE CLAIMING,WHEN JINKI HYUNG HAD ENOUGH WITH THE SYPTOMS ,BUT HIS MATE TOUCH HIM ACCIDENTLY ,HIS SENSES HYPED UP AND HIS CONCIOUSNESS IS UNCONTROL,HIS PERSONALITY WILL CHANGE ,EVERYTHING,HE WILL NEVER STOP FINDING HIS MATE UNTIL HE CLAIM HIM AND AFTER HE CLAIM HIM,IT COULD LEAD TO MORE DANGEROUS SCENARIOS,ROGUE AS I TELL IS VICIOUS HE BECOMES CRAZY AND START KILLING OTHER WOLF OR HUMANS FOR HE THOUGHT THAT THEY WILL STEAL HIS MATE,THEY ARE UNSTOPABLE,THEY WILL BECOME STRONGER,IF THEY ARE THE ALPHA,”HE SAID AND LOOK AT ME,I CRIED,NO IT CANT BE,I WONT LET THAT HAPPENED,I NEED TO GO BACK,”MINHO ISN'T THERE ANY CURE?”I ASK,”ITS UNCURABLE”HE SAID SERIOUSLY,I SOB HARD AND I JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE,KIBUM HYUNG WILL HATE JINKI HYUNG IF THAT HAPPANED ,PLUS JINKI HYUNG WILL BECOME A MONSTER,I HAVENT NOTICE THAT MINHO,GOT BESIDE ME AND PATTED MY BACK,”MINHO I NEED TO DO SOMETHING NOW IF NOT ,JINKI HYUNG WILL DIE,”I SAID AND CRIED,”I NEED TO GO HOME”I SAID ND STANDS UP,”ILL BRING YOU HOME “HE SAID SERIOUSLY.I LOOK AT HIM,”DON’T BOTHER TO ASK QUESTION,JUST RIDE IN MY BACK”HE SAID AND WE WALK TO THE DOOR ,HE OPENED IT,HE SHIFT INTO HIS WOLF FORM AND AGAIN ,I SNIFF,” ARE YOU SURE IS IT OKAY?”I ASK,HE NODDED,I TOUCHED HIS FUR AND ITS REALLY SOFT ,HE’S SO WARM I HURRIEDLY,GOT IN HIS BACK AND HUG TIGHTLY TO HIS NECK,”YOURE SO WARM…”I MUMBLED,I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING SO,I PULLED OFF,”S-SORRY”HE STARTED TO RUN AND HELD ON HIM TIGHT ,”MINHO STOP BEHIND THE TREE”I SAID AND WHEN WE CAME BEHIND  TREE NEAR JINKI HYUNGS MANSION,I CLIMBED DOWN,MISSING THE WARMTH OF HIS BODY,I LOOK AT HIM,HIS BLUE EYES MIGHT BE INTIMIDATING BUT I JUST CANT HELP BUT BE DROWNED ON IT,”THANK YOU MINHO”I SAID AND TOUCH HIS FUR,I KINDA FELT HIM LEANED HIM,I SMILED AND I RUN BACK TO THE HOUSE,LOOKING ONE LAST TIME AT MINHO,