Confessions and Fireflies

Of Gold and Obsidian
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After the incident at Baekhyun’s apartment, he spent another two days without hearing a word from Chanyeol’s end. Baekhyun was beginning to lose hope, thinking that Chanyeol was pulling yet another disappearing act on him, when he received an unexpected text message during one of his busy weekend shifts.

 

Hey Baekhyun, I’m coming to pick you up after work. Meet me at the parking lot.

 

Baekhyun could barely believe his eyes, and he tried his hardest to conceal a huge, relieved smile. Perhaps Chanyeol was finally ready to open up and explain his strange behavior over the past week. Baekhyun had been grappling with his late night thoughts for the past two nights, his mind going crazy trying to figure out Chanyeol’s cryptic words.

 

“I don't want to lose you. I don't know what to do, Baekhyun.”

 

Baekhyun recalled Chanyeol’s pained expression and bitter words and felt a sorrowful twinge in his heart. Chanyeol had looked so torn and broken, he couldn’t help but wonder what exactly happened to Chanyeol in the period of his disappearance.

 

“But you have won, because I still love you. You can stab a thousand knives into my back and I'll still love you the same.”

 

Baekhyun had to admit that Chanyeol’s numerous ‘I love you’s had chipped away at Baekhyun’s defences bit by bit. He had tried his hardest not to fall in love with the taller male, but Park Chanyeol had skilfully and wilfully barged his way into Baekhyun’s heart and made a home for himself within. But dare he tell Chanyeol that he loved him back, when he had not been completely open to the taller male? And how could he be sure that Chanyeol truly loved him, when he did not know the real Baekhyun?

 

Baekhyun sighed heavily, feeling a wave of guilt wash over him. He tried his hardest to focus on his job for the rest of the evening while fighting an internal war within.

 

Perhaps Chanyeol deserved to know the truth.

 

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Chanyeol picked Baekhyun up in a striking red Ferrari, with an equally striking grin on his face as he opened the car door for Baekhyun. Baekhyun’s heart was thumping furiously in his ribcage, unable to contain the excitement at seeing Chanyeol again. There was a different vibe about Chanyeol, but he could not seem to pinpoint what it was. Perhaps it was the heavy bags underneath his eyes, or the way his lips drooped ever so slightly when he was driving, but Baekhyun could tell that Chanyeol was not being his usual self, and that something was still bothering him.

“Are you okay, Chanyeol?”

“Of course. Why wouldn’t I be?” Chanyeol replied a bit too quickly with a huge smile plastered across his face. Baekhyun decided not to comment on how forced it looked and instead placed a comforting hand on Chanyeol’s thigh.

Chanyeol looked down at Baekhyun’s hand and smiled tenderly. He grabbed his hand and brought it up to his lips. “I’ve missed you so much, Baekhyun,” he murmured.

Baekhyun felt heat pool in his cheeks at Chanyeol’s unexpected gesture. “I’ve missed you too,” he mumbled.

Chanyeol chuckled wordlessly, and Baekhyun wondered what was so funny about his reply. “I owe you many apologies, Baekhyun. I’m really sorry for what I did to you the other day.”

“It’s fine. I’m okay,” Baekhyun replied as he subconsciously rubbed his healing bruises. “But you owe me more than apologies. I want answers.”

“We’re here,” Chanyeol announced loudly instead of responding to Baekhyun. The car came to a halt at the base of a grassy hill, and Chanyeol turned off the engine. “C’mon, we’re taking a little walk,” he said warmly.

Baekhyun stepped out of the car, feeling confused. Why did Chanyeol bring him to this place? And where exactly were they? He looked around him, but his eyes were unable to pick out much. All he saw were trees and more trees, illuminated by the faint moonlight.

“Don’t be scared, I know this place very well. This place is like a secret hideout to me, I come here whenever I need some peace and quiet,” Chanyeol said, walking over towards Baekhyun to link their arms together. “Follow me, I want to show you something.”

Baekhyun allowed himself to be led by Chanyeol, who navigated the two of them up the hill with ease. It was dark, but Chanyeol seemed to know his way around expertly. Baekhyun was glad that he was wearing pair of sneakers with good ankle support, for the hill proved to be a rather challenging incline. Chanyeol held on to Baekhyun tightly, preventing him from tripping on any wet moss or broken branches that littered the path.

It took them a short 10-minute hike to reach a circular clearing, and Baekhyun’s eyes could not help but widen in amazement at the spectacular scene in front of him. Little pinpricks of bright light weaved in and out of the grass, dancing to a silent melody. The flittering lights resembled the twinkling stars in the night sky, except that they were in front of his eyes and not up in the night sky. Baekhyun gasped in awe and ran into the middle of the clearing, allowing himself to be surrounded by the beautiful lights.

Fireflies. The entire clearing was populated by fireflies.

Baekhyun felt like a character in an overly cheesy romance novel, but he could not help but to revel in the magical feeling. This was his first time seeing fireflies in real life, and they have already promptly replaced the butterfly as his favourite insect.

“Are you happy, Baekhyun?”

Baekhyun turned around to look at Chanyeol, who had joined him in the middle of the clearing. “Yes! This is so beautiful, Chanyeol! How did you find this place?” he exclaimed, staring up at Chanyeol with a childlike glee.

Chanyeol took a step forward and enveloped Baekhyun in a tight embrace. Baekhyun was caught off guard, but gradually allowed himself to relax in Chanyeol’s arms. They stayed like that for a moment, neither of them saying a word, when Chanyeol broke the silence.

“I know you have many questions, and I know I promise

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XiaoShixun #1
Chapter 26: Sehun and luhan
laurelynn98
#2
Chapter 16: you can just say han river lol

hangang isnt the name, it literally means "han river" in korean 한강

lmaoz that actually took me so long to figure out after i moved here too
laurelynn98
#3
Chapter 5: most places in korea have a door code, not keys

hence why the boy who always hangs around is always in my house too lmao
laurelynn98
#4
Chapter 5: NOT HONGDAE XXX
applesandcookies #5
Chapter 30: I think the reason Chanyeol gets so much flack by readers is because it’s hard to see him believe Irene so easily when the evidence to the contrary is right in front of him. Baekhyun played hardball for so long by ignoring his money and resisting his attempts to befriend him, would a gold digger do that? If someone hired people to stage a mugging, why was he injured so severely? Like Chanyeol saw how Baekhyun was suffering PTSD, physical pain, and psychological pain from being unable to play the violin. You can’t fake things like that. If Baekhyun wasn’t actually the secret son of a rich family, what would it have took for Chanyeol to believe him?
It’s just hard to see Chanyeol feeling like he’s the victim while Baekhyun literally can’t hold chopsticks right anymore… Though I did find that you did a good job of justifying Chanyeol’s reasons for having insecurities in his letter, and I like how he recognized his faults and apologized genuinely. But Baekhyun’s suffering was a little too severe for Chanyeol’s distrust to feel reasonable.

However, I do like how the characters in your story suffer REAL consequences. Like most authors wouldn’t have Baekhyun suffer a permanent injury and Chanyeol suffer a limp like that, but you make the characters deal with that, which makes the story more realistic. In life, not everything heals up perfectly, but that doesn’t mean we can’t find happiness in other ways.

Also, I like how it took some time before Chanbaek were able to rekindle. I thought for sure that they would make up right after Irene’s exposing, because most authors would do that. But I like how you let Chanbaek spend some time apart, calm down, and grow without each other. It really shows how they both matured.

I see a lot of the people in the comments feel sorry for Sehun… but I don’t. Sehun suffers from the same kind of possessive entitlement as Chanyeol in this story. At one point I thought it was best if Sebaek were together, especially in the mid story when Chanbaek were separated, but towards the end, it just shows that Sehun’s love is, as LuHan puts it,“selfish”. When Sehun told Chanyeol off after the carnival, that’s when I realized Sehun’s “protection” of Baekhyun crossed the line into possessive territory. Sehun purposefully manipulated Chanyeol into leaving by convincing him that Baekhyun didn’t want to see him, even though he didn’t know that. At this point, Sehun was selfishly projecting his desires and jealously into the situation. He deprived Baekhyun of his agency to decide what he wants. I can’t believe the story didn’t address how Sehun indirectly caused the accident? I really wanted Sehun to apologize and acknowledge that his love for Baekhyun also became toxic. I guess having to see Chanbaek get back together is also punishment for him though.

But don’t take this comment to mean i didn’t enjoy the story. I am leaving such a long comment because this story genuinely enthralled me and made me want to analyze a bit more. Overall, I am satisfied by this story and it really subverted a lot of expectations so thank you so much for sharing with us :)
eray612 #6
Chapter 30: Why this story is stuck in my library? And today i just read it within 18 hours non stop and my expression be like 😊🥰🤨😡🤬🥺😢🤯😭😭😭😭😭😌🥰🥰
Vampirella77 #7
Chapter 30: I'm reading this story for the third time. I love it so so much.
cycynyny #8
I keep coming back to this Masterpiece.
MyLipsOnEXOs
#9
Chapter 29: The letter never fails to make me cry
kworld320 #10
Chapter 30: Amazing, amazing, amazing.
The story is so interesting and well written!!!
Great job here dear writer!!!