Hyosung Pov

oh gosh. How am I suppose to face Kikwang? I already told myself to forget him. Aish! Jun Hyosung, what are you doing with your life? I walked into the studio with my Secret members and greeted the staff with a smile. But that smile, was not a real smile. Hopefully everything goes as planned in the show

As soon as everyone was seated, the director shouted "Cue". From my seat, I was able to find Beast members seating 3 Spaces away from us. Somehow it was all really uncomfortable.

The MCs started talking non stop and me and my members were asked to dance our new song for the people

I smiled at the audience and started our greeting "1,2,3, Hello everyone, secret imnida! We will be performing our new song, Poison" We started dancing and from the corner of my eye I could see Kikwang and Yoseob staring at me. Well, I can't help it cos the dance is suppose to be y.

 The show went on and on and finally, it came to the segment where we had to write our experience on the board that they provided us with. I wrote "That me before and the Me now". The MCs finally asked me to explain what that meant.

 I started telling my story... "Back then, I used to be a chubby and fat girl. Everyone made fun of me and it was honestly humiliating. It was as if I had no one on my side. Even when I wanted to confessed to the person I liked, I couldn't do it because I knew that for sure he wouldn't like someone like me. It was really sad and I honestly didn't know what to do. So for th past 2 years, I tried so hard to change myself. To lose weight and to follow my dream to be a singer and a dancer. That's when I joined TS entertainment and met Secret members. Through the hardship and the pain, I came to know the Hyosung who is strong and is able to lead my members to success. Kamsamnida!" Everyone then stood up and clapped. However, I smiled and thought to myself if I actually have moved on yet. c

Kikwang's Pov

After listening to her speak, I wondered who was that crush she was talking about. The people that she used to know in high school was me, Joon, Hyuna and others. It seemed weird because she just disappeared out of nowhere and I swear I was always the closest to her. I don't know who that was but I hope she could look only at me from now on. I think I love her. And I don't want to lose her. But I'm scared that she doesn't love me the way I do for her.

 My thoughts were interrupted when my band members suddenly started screaming and playing around. "Yah! hyung! Come and join us! Were playing ping pong at the basement!"

I guess all I can do is find the right time to tell her that I love her so much.