"you're leaving?" she laughed dryly feeling a lump forming in

"yes" he muttered, eyes glazed to the ground which he slowly moved to meet her eyes, a hurt look plastered on her face "look I know you're mad at me for te-.."

"mad?!" she shouted at him " baekhyun, I'm so ing pissed off at you" she rasped, her voice rising an octave "is this like some kind of a sick joke to you?"

"alright, go ahead take your whole anger on me. I kinda deserve it" he held  his hands up, preparing for whatever outburst the girl going to take on him

"you.." she tried to steady her breath and not sound too hurt "you don't understand.." she whispered "I'm so done with you byun beakhyun" she threw her hands in exasperation and turned slowly on her heels to leave before she halted in her steps "if telling me you love me and then running away the next day then I don't need you anymore in my life, I think I'll be better off without you" she felt a wave of tears pricking in her eyes but she managed to restrain them from growing thicker, she had to go through this and show him that she's strong enough to wipe him out of her life but deep down she knew she can't and that she's so vulnerable toward him. hell he's her first crush who developed to be the love of her life, the one she spent most of her time with, going carefree and wild, showing him sides only he knows. and it was so hard to wave him goodbye to not be able to touch him or feel his mesmerising laugh ringing in her ears. it was hard to wipe him out of her life since he was her whole life. "go on live your life there in vienne and never comeback, I don't want to see your face ever again" she hissed at him

"haneul haneul wait" he gripped her wrist in time before she attempted to leave him , not daring to give him one last look afraid he'll catch her teary eyes "please listen to me this once.." he trailed waiting for her response, the silence that engulfed him was taken as a yes "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean things to turn out this way.. and I know how hurt and upset you are, anyone who's in a normal state would give your logical response"

"I don't need your analysis for the whole thing now baek" she fired " tell me straight what's on your mind so I could go home" 

"alright. you're right" he didnt want to sound hurt by her harsh tone "the thing is, the place here do not faze me. I need to go and discover other places. I'll be dead sick if I stay glued here. you know me well han , I always seek to discover beauties and live within them. you were the one who made me think twice before leaving this country, you were the kind of beauty that I couldn't sleep without drinking a bit of it albeit it was never fading. I loved you with every ounce of my heart and I will always do" he tightened his grip on her "please han, it's already hard on me" he softly whispered 

"you're selfish arent you" she turned around , harshly freeing her hand and shouting at him "what? do you want me to  give you my blessing?" she laughed at him

"NO MAKE ME STAY OR ING TELL ME I HATE YOU SO I COULD LEAVE WITHOUT REGRETS" he fired back, his voice booming in the music studio, his face showing a mixture of anger, hurt and regret

haneul took two steps back, her eyes never breaking the contact "I hate you baek" she whispered but it was enough for him to hear "you're free now isn't it? now go ahead and chase after your unwavering desires. never look back and keep moving forward" she smiled weakly fighting the urge to break down and sob like she never did before

"wait haneul I didn't mean to-" baek wanted to hold her hand and engulf her in a tight hug, feeling her warmth colliding with his and to tell her to forget everything he told her. he just couldn't bear the creastfallen expression on her face 

"goodbye beak" she gave him one last faint smile before turning away and fastening her pace to leave before she'd change her mind,

tears were already gushing down her face like a water fall but she didn't stop them, it was her one and only remedy to her aching heart. she stopped at a corner and sobbed and wailed , bawling her eyes out like she never did before.