Her feelings

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Shinhye got home containing her frustration towards yonghwa.She never thougth that he pitted her and that he kissed her because she gave him pity.She just thougth that just maybe he kissed her because he liked her.But now knowing the truth she hates him even more.She never liked him because of his arrogance and coldness towards her.But deep inside her heart she wanted him to like her just a bit,just like she used to like him before.She still remembers when she was in her middle schoolers years and high school years were all her friends and her were jumping up and down to meet him and his bandmates.She used to remember how much she liked yonghwa back then.Where she thougth of him as a person that saved her from all her problems.As a person that with his songs saved and healed her heart.But all that dissapered when she meet him.She first meet him by her uncle his manager.She remembers how her heart beated for him when his eyes looked at hers.It was like magic to her when he was there infront of her looking at her.For her yonghwa back then was her ideal type.The man that would come and rescue her from her family.The man that stole her heart.And the same man that now she hates with all her heart.

  Shinhye?Why are You dressed up?Did you went to work in your state?JoongKi asked worriedly as he touched her forhead.He lifted her up and walked upstairs with her on his arms.Althougth JoongKi seems cold to her and always makes her feel like she is nothing he loves his sister.Its true he is a captain soldier a man that is strict but he also has a heart.Because although he is cold and rude to her he loves her his way.How can't he not love shinhye when she is always Figthing with him and even makes fun of him.   JoongKi layed her down in the bed and covered her.He took her heels and gently took her jacket from her.He is worried for her.He lean and placed a kiss on her forhead.   JoongKi oppa?You are here she weakly said as she ligthly smiled.She never really seen him that close to her.Because whenever she gets close to him he always pushes her or says dont come towards me.She never understood why he was like that to her but she couldn't do nothing about it.He was her older brother and she had to respect that being the youngest sibling.   Aigoo shinhye even when you are sick you go to work?(He sigthed)Didn't RaeWon say to stay in bed?Ahh I forgot that you don't listen to nobody (he chuckled)Next time don't go to work shinhye,i will be worried for you.   Oppa you pity too rigth?Thats why you are here with me.So get lost i dont want to see you if you pity me.Shinhye bluntly said in her sickness voice making JoonKi not know what was she talking about.He doesn't pity her,in fact he likes the way she is.She was the first one from the family that revealed to eomma and appa and that's what sometimes makes him angry.The fact that she revealed when he wanted to do the same.He wanted to be the first one to reveal but the circumstances didn't let him do so.And now she saying that he gives her pity is something ridiculous.For him she is and always be the strongest from the family.   You know oppa?My fake boyfriend kissed me today!(She closed her eyes and talked with her sick voice,like if she was drunk)And you know what?I hate him.He has pity on me?Do you imagine oppa?Me who has suffered the most.He has pity on me but I don't blame him i pity myself too.Sometimes i think why am i here?I deserve to be with angels,in the sky and become an angel.I don't want to be here no more.Nobody loves me except RaeWon Oppa.You oppa (She opens her eyes and points at him)Dont like me at all.And because of you i am suffering too.You were my angel,the brother that i thougth was an angel.I loved you but now my heart its cold.I am cold hearted because of you and all my family.I have no feelings.(Shinhye closed her eyes and went to dreamland)   JoongKi Sat besides her and smiled to her.He wanted to cry for her confession,but he just couldn't do that it was his weakness.She is his weakness.When she says that he dosent like her that's not it.He just can't tell her that she is his weakness.That with just a hug and being close to her his heart wants to become the same brother he was before.But because of their father he can't do so.He can't show his emotions.His real feelings.   At the same time RaeWon is near the door with his hand on his pocket looking at both of them.He knows that JoongKi loves shinhye.Just like SoHyun and MinHo do.But because of their father who is cold and straigth with them they can't show their feelings and skinship with shinhye.He also knows that his father loves shinhye dearly.That he is cold,arrogant and strict with her but for him she is his precious little princess.   Whata re you doing here?RaeWon asked making JoongKi stand up from the bed and walk away without saying any word.RaeWon smiled upon seeing shinhye sleeping beautifully.He turned the ligths off and smiled to her.   Shinhye woked up much better she took a shower and quickly made her way to the dining room.She saw her brothers and her father eating silently.She bowed to them and gretted them with a good morning.She ran to the kitchen like a little girl making Mr.Park angry for her acting like a small child.   Shinhye?Joing us for breakfast don't go around the kitchen bothering the maids.You come here and eat and let them do their work.   Heol!!!! kyaa appa i am not bothering them and i dont want to eat with you.You give me bad vibes and a really bad morning.So dont talk to me.   Shinhye!!(He raised his voice)   Mwo?didn't you hear me?I dont want to talk to you or even see you Ahjussi.She stucked her toungue out and left running to the stairs.   Aishh jinjja!!!!   Yonghwa sat in the living room from shinhye house.He waited for her to go meet his bandmates and for her to see where he was living.Yesturday he just lost it when he said that he pitted her.   What are you doing in my house this early in the morning?Mr.Park shouted making the 4 brothers go to him and see what was happening.   Annyeonghasseyo Mr.Park i came to pick shinhye up today.   What pick up or nothing she has her own car.She can go by her own now leave this house Imidetaly!   You really don't like me rigth?Well i have to admit that I don't e
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Wendy-1977 #1
Interesting story
Yongshin love🤗😍
danie1822 #2
Chapter 8: Continuously, this story is very interesting.
Irahsousa
#3
Chapter 8: Uhuuuuuu que linda história. Por favor atualize ?✨♥️
Etisuprapti #4
Chapter 8: Fighting each other and then love each other....
snow7ys
#5
Chapter 8: Such an awesome story.....fighting authornim update soon
Hawaali #6
Chapter 8: Why shinhye like this to yonghwa one time she is nice and not sure what's her feelings for him.
alejandra12 #7
Chapter 7: Update soon
shixzno #8
update soon pls..
RubyJYH #9
Chapter 1: Interesting story .. i like it ♥♥
sarahsusanti #10
Chapter 7: Author...please update soon
Shinhye and her brother's not real sibling?