Jongin’s  P.O.V

I sighed.. What else can I do?
“Oppa stop it” said Krystal I turned to look at her
“What?” I asked
“Moping” she said giving me an annoyed glance
“Just man up and tell him!, he is clearly too dense to notice the quite obvious hints you gave him” she said huffing in annoyance 
“Kris, even if I do say it I just can't be with him, the company won't let me is in my contract” I said defeated 
“Oh my God Jongin you keep saying ‘even if he’?, he is totally head over heels for you too!” She said exasperated 
“So is Amber for you and you don't believe me” I said accusingly, she blushed
“I wish you were right.. She has been posting photos on her Instagram with Luna I think that maybe she likes Luna and I do believe Luna likes her” she said with a sad smile
“I think we are in the same ship there” I said dejectedly, she patted my shoulder
“That's why we are best friends” she said smiling, we were currently having bubble tea and we had hoodies and mask to disguise ourselves I keep on nagging her to adjust her mask but she kept dismissing me I rolled my eyes and gave up some minutes ago
“Either way isn't he the hyung?, shouldn't he confess?” I asked, at that Krystal bursted out laughing, I frowned 
“Don't laugh dummy!” I hissed in a whisper the last thing I wanted was to be caught with Krystal I swear Amber is already glaring dangers at me when're she sees me
“Sorry, sorry!” She said but kept chuckling 
“But really?, does it really matter who confess first?” She asked and I pouted
“Oh my God! You're a bottom aren't you?” She asked excitedly I blushed
“Hell no!, Soo is the cute one!” I said but I knew it sounded lame she snorted but stopped when I glared at her 
“What I think is that if the moment is correct and you feel like then you should confess, don't mind the answer do it for yourself so you can get those feelings out of your chest, give your all so you don't have to take backs, live Jongin and if you love Kyungsoo Oppa then say it when you feel ready” she said smiling warmly at me, and I returned the smile Krystal is such a good friend
“Thank you, Kris really I appreciate you telling me, and follow your own advise too, okay?, I'm tired of Amber glaring at me” I faked annoyed me and she giggled
“Oh!, I almost forgot are you going to the springs water that the company is taking us?” She asked, the company did this every month so we could relax and let our facades of idols  and be normal for a couple of hours 
“Of coarse, I need it!, maybe I can think in something other than Kyungsoo Hyung” I said and Krystal shook her head but chuckled 
“Let's get going” she said and I nodded I left some money in the table along with a tip and we went to the parking with Krystal we were beside my car, when she quickly turned around I was kind of shocked
“What?” I asked
“My hoodie!, I left it in the restaurant and I believe there is a paparazzi in the bushes!” She hissed/whispered I did the first thing that came to my mind, I took of my hoodie and put it on her, I opened the door so she could get it quickly and we took off
“Do you think he got us?” She asked nervously
“I hope no, or we are in big trouble” I said, I dropped Krystal off and greeting Amber and Luna, Amber glared at me and Luna smiled at me I waved and left after making sure Krystal was home safe

“I'm home” I announced and went to my room, I flopped in my bed, face first I heard someone sit on the other side of the room I knew who it was, of coarse my room mate.. And also my biggest love
“Jongin” he called how velvety my name sounds when he says it I smiled even when my pillow was hiding my face
“Yeah?” I asked but it got muffled but I knew he understood
“You were gone for some quite time.. Is everything okay?” He asked my smiled widened ‘he was worried about me’ I thought happily
“Yeah, everything is perfect” I said dreamily since he was worried about me
“Okay, just know if anything happens I'm here okay?” He said and I blushed
“Yes, hyung thank you” I said when I felt him leave and the door close I turned around and hugged my pillow and rolled around with it
“Maybe Kris is right and Soo likes me” I said to myself and with that thought in mind I fell asleep having happy dreams where Soo and I were happy

I was awoke by Chanyeol screaming in my ear
“WAKE UP!” I winced and fell out of my bed
“Dude, what the heck?” I asked angry I was ready to beat up the crap of him, I will apologize to Beak later, but he shoved his phone to me I took it confused but then my eyes widened and I turned to look but no Soo wasn't in his bed, I groaned I ran a hand thru my hair, I got up
“Our manager said to go to the company, the car will be here in 20 mins better get ready” said Chan coldly I nodded, I went down stairs to fetch my phone but I saw Kyungsoo sitting by himself in the table I went there and sat down I saw him stiff
“Morning Hyung” I said and he nodded then left to the coach I groaned 
“Way of screwing things Jongin” I thought, my phone started to ring, Kyungsoo got it and walked towards me
“It's Krystal” he said coldly, my eyes widened and quickly took it from him and answered 
“Kris?” I said I saw Soo glared dangers at the floor and then leave
“Jongin, we were caught!, what are we going to do?, Amber is not talking to me!” She said and I knew she wanted to cry
“Calm down Kris, let's go to the company okay?, they will know what to do” I said trying to comfort her
“Okay.., Jongin?” she asked
“What is it?” I asked
“I need you.. I need my best friend” she said and I could hear her voice break a little
“Don't worry, I'll be there in no time.. Just wait for me okay?” I said 
“Okay, I'll try to hold it” she said
“You can!, you're my Kris the ice princess” I said and she laughed I smiled when I heard her laugh
“Okay, I'll see you in a bit” she said and hung up, I sighed and turned to go back to my room and get ready but I saw my band mates looking at me expectantly, except Chanyeol and Beak they were glaring at me, Soo was looking down 
“Now, I see why you were in such a good mood yesterday, Good luck, Jongin I'm glad you found your special one” said Kyungsoo and left I was speechless, Chan and Beak glared once more and went after Soo I groaned
“What?, don't you have better things to do?” Is snapped at the rest of my band mates, I went upstairs 
“Well, what I said did sound wrong, but I was just trying to cheer Krystal up” I thought, soon my manager was calling me I went to the car but I was stopped when someone opened the door before I could open it
“Jongin!” Screamed Krystal and jumped at me, my eyes widened and my instincts took over, I spin her and closed the door of my house well mine and my band mates she was hiding her head in the crook of my neck her feet dangling since I'm taller than her I was holding her by her waist, I could feel her somehow trembling  I sighed and hold her and rubbed circles with my thumbs in her back, I rest my back on the wall
“Jongin have yo-” I turned to the voice and cursed in my head it was Soo, I could feel Krystal stiff in my arms and let go of my neck and hide behind me
“Sorry, I didn't meant to interrupt” he said coldly
“Your wallet” he said shoving it at my chest and left I barely catch it before it fell to the floor
“Go after him, stupid!” Krystal hissed and I was about to when the door opened again and my manager drag both me and Krystal to the car I huffed in my seat

“We can't do anything” my and Krystal’s eyes widened 
“What do you mean you can't!?” Krystal and I asked in chorus
“If we say anything, saying that it is not real then the fans will go crazy!” Said my manager
“Rumors of you liking Amber and Jongin liking Kyungsoo will come full force!” Said Krystal’s manager
“And?, it doesn't mean we will say it is true! Even when it is and you know it!” Said Krystal angrily and I nodded along with her
“We know and we support you!, but if this gets bigger then the headmistress will take one of you out!, do you really want to risk you leaving our worst for Amber or Kyungsoo to leave the band?” Said my manager, that manage to shut us up, we glance at each other and sighed
“Fine, make it official if you want but I won't say anything on my social media” said Krystal stubbornly and I nodded too
“Fair enough” said her manager

“I'm so sorry Jongin” said Krystal looking down
“Why?” I asked
“It all my fault if I hadn't forgot my hoodie then we wouldn't have got caught” she said sobbing
 “Hey, it's okay” I said hugging her
“No, it isn't now, Kyungsoo Oppa is mad at you!” She said crying and hiding her head in my chest
“Hey, we are both hurting, since Amber doesn't want to talk to you, but we will solve it don't worry” I said combing her hair with my fingers, she kept mumbling how sorry she was and I kept saying that it was okay
“I'm so sorry Oppa” she said looking at my eyes I saw how sincere she was so I just smiled at her and kissed her forehead 
“Over with the lovely time? I need Krystal to practice” said a voice I stiffened and Krystal’s eyes widened but soon tight shut and she cursed and I laughed, but stopped when she turned to glare at me, she was about to whack my head when a hand grabbed her hand Krystal turned around
“Practice. Now.” Said Amber angrily and started to drag Krystal but since she wasn't prepared she was about to fall, but I catch her
“Whoa, there princess” I said
“What did you just call her?” Asked angrily Amber 
“P-princess?” I asked unsure
“Only I can call her that got it, pretty boy?” She said glaring at me I nodded, she turned and started to leave with Krystal
“Thank you Oppa!” Said Krystal blushing and I knew she was thankful for other thing than catching her I winked and nodded

“Finally peace!” I mumbled in the spring water, I was looking forward to this day so badly, many fans were angry at me for the news of me dating Kris, I was sad since I wasn't the only person I can think is Soo but he hates me and I don't even know why!
“You should be careful someone might hear you” said Krystal I gave a not so manly scream and Krystal started to laugh
“Kris, what the hell?” I said angry 
“I came to say thank you” she said I turned to look at her and she was practically glowing in happiness 
“What for?, and why are you so happy?” I said annoyed 
“Thank you because thanks to your really Prince-like behavior yesterday I got on a fight with Amber!” She said squealing in happiness I gave a worried glance and I touched her forehead 
“Oh God now you are happy with her fighting with you, maybe this affecting you too much!” I said worried, Krystal scoffed and slap my hand away
“I'm not delusional!” She stated angrily 
 “Not yet..” I murmured but she heard me and the result? I was holding my aching head, where she whack me
“Stupid.. But no!, we started to fight and she confessed to me!” She said beaming in delight my eyes widened and I smiled warmly at her
“I'm so happy for you Kris!” I said happily
“ I would run to tell Kyungsoo Oppa, but he refused to come” she said pouting I laughed and kissed her head
“It's okay” I said 
“Don't kiss someone else girlfriend could you pretty boy?” I heard someone say I groaned and Krystal squealed in happiness 
“Let's go, baby you said that you will only tell the news and go back” said Amber
“I'm sorry, and stop being a meanie to Jongin I already explained everything” said Krystal pouting
“I know, sorry it's a habit” she said and I shuggered 
“And thanks for supporting us and try to get Krystal to confess” she said and I smiled
“You're welcome” I said 
“See you Oppa” said Krystal and got off the water and went away with Amber

“YOU MUST BE KIDDING ME!” I screamed throwing everything I had in my hand being my pillow and comforter I groaned and run downstairs, without saying good morning to anyone I took my phone and called
“I just saw it Oppa!” Said Krystal maybe as mad as me
“How the heck did they got that damn photo?” I asked furious 
“I don't know but, it's just the right moment when you kissed my head” she said
“At least they didn't got you with Amber” I said
“I'm so sorry Oppa” she said almost crying
“It's okay Kris.., at least we look good!” I said trying to light up the mood
“Yeah you guys look made one for another” said Soo behind me I stiffened
“Hyung-”
“You don't have anything to explain to me, I'll go there is a Pororo marathon and I don't want to miss it” he said and left I sighed and rubbed my temple with my thumbs
“Why is it always so hard?” Said Krystal I almost forgot I was talking with her
“Is Amber angry?” I asked fearfully 
“No, since she was there, she knows is not like dispatch says” she said and I sighed relieved 
“Just tell him Oppa, things will continue to get worst if you don't say anything” she said
“He doesn't like me that way!” I said stubbornly 
“Ugh!, fine you won't do anything, then I will” and with that the line went dead
“Crap” I thought

There was a nock at the door and I got it, there stood Krystal with a huge smile in her face, and Amber looking smugly I shivered
“Oppa!” Said Krystal I swear I wanted to hit myself with the door until I passed out, I never thought I will be so afraid to see my best friend
“K-Kris?” I asked in disbelief 
“Who is it Jong- oh..” Said Chanyeol
“Come in” I said and let them in, and they did
“Chan who was-” Kyungsoo’s eyes widened
“Kyungsoo Oppa!, just in time get everyone, Jongin and I have something to tell!” Said Krystal and I paled, Kyungsoo just nodded dumbly and left I tug on Krystal’s arm
“What the heck are you doing?” I asked/hissed
“You won't do anything and I'm tired of you moping and not actually man up and say it!” She whispered back I was about to say something when my band mates came down, we all sat down I was at Krystal’s left and Amber was at her right they were all looking at us expectantly suddenly Kyungsoo got up 
“Sorry, but there is a Pororo marathon and-”
“Sit down” said Krystal with her ice to a and cold glare and Kyungsoo sat back down pouting I wanted to kiss it away
“Then hurry, I want to leave” he said and I looked down
“Fine by me” she said and turned to me I looked at her and she took my hands and squeeze them
“This is all I can do, thanks to you I'm this happy now” she said I looked at her with eyes wide open, my band mates were looking and I could feel Soo glaring at me
“But you must be honest Jongin, you won't have a better opportunity than the one I'm about to give you” she said and I nodded
“If you're just going to whisper to each other, then I'm leaving!” Said Kyungsoo
“Please, stay” I said, he looked shocked but nodded, I saw Chanyeol giving his knee a squeeze and Soo smiled at him I felt jealousy boiling in my blood and Krystal chuckled
“Well, I was going to just say it, but I think it will be better if I show it” she said, the she turned around, took Amber’s face in her hand leaned and kiss her my eyes widened and I heard everyone gasp, I knew it but it still shocked me but soon I smiled at them, they pulled away and Krystal giggled and Amber kissed her cheek 
“As you may see, I'm not straight and I'm not dating Jongin” she said looking at all of us
“Woah..” Was all Chanyeol said
“I'll take my leave now, since I already explained what I wanted” she said and stood up along with Amber who immediately took her hand in her
“Why are you telling us this?” Asked Soo, Krystal smiled at him
“Because Jongin deserves to be happy too, and I believe one of you can make him happy” she said looking straight to Soo’s eyes, I saw Soo relax and smiled at her
“Thank you, and I'm sorry” said Soo I gave him a confused glance
“It's okay, and it's only fair he went thru the same” said Krystal nudging Amber
“I already said I was sorry!” She said and Krystal giggled and kiss her girlfriends cheek
“Let's go, our date awaits!” Said Krystal and took off with a smiling Amber

“WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL US THE TRUTH?” Shouted Sehun
“I'm sorry I just-” 
“What Jongin?” Asked Beak
“I don't know!, I thought I could handle this alone!, and I thought the company will clear all the rumors! But I was told to keep it up!” I said in a breath
“We are your friends!” Said Xiumin
“I know I just didn't want to trouble you guys!, we have already to much with our come back!” I said 
“We would have help you!” Said Chen
“I'm sorry..” I said I heard them sigh and I looked down
“Could you guys give us a minute” I heard Soo say and I stiffened I wasn't ready!
“Sure lets go” said Baek and everyone left, I felt Soo sat next to me
“Why didn't you tell me?” He asked
“I don't know.. I just didn't know how to say it” I said
“ jus say ‘hey the rumor is false’ is a good way” he said and I gave him a disbelief glance
“Yeah, okay it would be weird” he said and I chuckled 
“I didn't know a paparazzi got us, I was really angry and so was Kris, she was almost crying because Amber refused to talk to her so I just rushed to her side” I said
“You like her?” Asked Soo after a long pause
“What?, No!, she is my best friend, she know me and conforms me when I'm sulking” I said smiling at the memories 
“You know, I'm your friend too” said Soo I detected the hurt in His voice
“I know, I know Hyung!, is just that..” I was working overdrive to search for a excuse
“Just what Jongin?” He asked
“I can't say it” I said looking down, Soo lifted my head by my chin and made me look at him in the eyes
“Tell me Nini, please” he said and I sighed ‘here goes nothing’ I thought
“I love you Soo” I said I shut tight my eyes but I didn't hear anything scared that maybe Soo was just an illusion I opened my eyes and I saw the most breathtaking smile in his heart shaped lips, his eyes were so bright it almost looked as if she had shooting starts in them 
“I love you too, Nini” he said and my heart stopped for a few seconds but soon it started to beat like a crazy
“Y-you d-do?” I asked
“Of coarse I do silly!” He said and launched at me I catches him just in time I hugged him, I heard cheers and I turned to look at my band mates
“Finally!” Said everyone in chorus! I smiled at them all
“I was worried I would have to let Channie teach you a lesson” said Baek hugging his boyfriend and I laughed
“Thank you guys” I said smiling
“Kiss, kiss, kiss” they all started to chant I blushed and so did Soo 
I took Soo’s face in my hand he looked surprised but soon smiled at me, I leaned and kissed his plush lips, and it was like I was lost I didn't know where was right or left neither up or down I couldn't feel the  floor in my feet I smiled as Soo put his hand in my neck I circled my arms in his waist and lifted him up, he squealed but kept on kissing me we both smiled and then pulled apart
“I love you” we both said at the same time and smiled

“I'm happy for you Krystal and Jongin” said my manager and Krystal’s manager, this time Soo and Amber were with us
“I know you guys want to tell the truth but I was thinking that we can take advantage of this!” Said Krystal’s manager we perk up at this
“How so?” Asked Amber squinting her eyes at her manager
“Let's keep up with the lie of you guys dating” said my manager, I was about to protest when he silenced me
“Listen!, geez!” He said and I nodded Soo squeezed my hand and I smiled at him
“If we keep the lie on, you guys can go out or do whatever you want to do, and the press can't say anything since you have a partner already!” Said my manager
“Just let them catch you holding hand with Krystal sometimes to make it believable” said Krystal’s manager 
“Think about it!, it's a great plan!, because even if we broke you two up, you can't go out with your boyfriend or girlfriend because it will look suspicious, and this way you can do it, and no one can judge you” said my manager I turned to look at Soo
“I think is a great idea, and you can stare at me and no one can say anything since you have a ‘girlfriend’” said Soo and I smiled and blushed since he notice my staring but we all turned to Amber
“I'm okay with it too as long as this princess is mine” said Amber kissing Krystal’s cheek and she giggled we all rolled out eyes at the cheese couple 
“Then deal?” Asked our managers, we looked at each other and smiled
“Deal” we all said

“Are you sure you're okay with this Soo?” I asked when we were alone
“Yes, Nini I just want you, and Krystal has Amber is not like she is single” she said and I smiled
“I hope you know, that I only love you, you're my one and only” I said and Soo smiled at me
“And you are my one and only too Nini” he said and I kissed him, maybe all of this stupidness of the dating rumor isn't so bad I thought as I held Soo in my arm we were going to sleep I smiled and fell asleep