Changmin's Last Letter

Description

Changmin's been acting weird these past few weeks, and Yunho just can't help but worry for his little Maknae.

 

But when Changmin suddenly announces that he has to leave for a while, Yunho can't help the oncoming sense of dread that seems to fill him...

 

 

 

 

A very difficult story for me to write...

Death, is a scary thing. It is the darkness that swoops down in front of our eyes, never letting us open them again. It is the taker of love, of peace, and of friendship. It is the catalyst to grief, pain, and endless sorrow.

But Death is but a figment of Life.

In Death, there is peace, there is satisfaction, there is a final end to our story.

Death, so hard and cruel might it be, leaves you wanting to love all the more.

Death, is but a teacher, and we are the students who learn from her, whether we like it or not.

Let there be no regrets in Life.

Let there be only happiness in Death, for she is but another chapter in your story that is continuously unfolding.

Foreword

It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth -- and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up -- that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had.

- Elisabeth Kubler-Rose

 

 

Because I have loved life, I shall have no sorrow to die.

- Amelia Burr

 

 

A brief candle; both ends burning 
An endless mile; a bus wheel turning 
A friend to share the lonesome times 
A handshake and a sip of wine 
So say it loud and let it ring 
We are all a part of everything 
The future, present and the past 
Fly on proud bird 
You're free at last.

 

- Charlie Daniels

 

Okay, so here I am again, writing another story! In all honesty, this was a very painful story for me to write. 

It was probably the first ever story that I wrote while crying. It is that painful to me.

But a story is only that. A story.

A story is meant to be enjoyed, to be shared, to be read.

Life and Death are like two pieces of a puzzle. Let there not be a missing piece in each and every one of us.

 

Poster's here! :) Credits go to the Ravenous Temptations Poster Shop! Pretty, huh?

And I got a review for this fic from Chapter One to Ten :) Read it here! and here! and here!

StepOneTwo
Trying really hard to finish the current update on this fic... Ugh there's just too much research needed!!

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ricsungput
#1
Chapter 24: Sooo i found this fic and i know it's too late to say but i want you to continue this fic. I hope at least? Ahahaha.
Nah— I'm just kidding just want to appreciate your work which is very beautifully done (even tho it's too late) . The idea itself makes me cries hahaha.
Zheeda #2
Chapter 24: authornim,please...don't abandoned this fic...
milkyboy_khun
#3
I miss this story so freaking much ... I read it and re-read it again and again, even if you haven't finished it ... are you ookay? It seems like you have been kinapped by aliens and taken to planet Jupiter ... *pouts* so sweet ... I usually skip to the happy bits. I really hate crying at day T_T But I cant resist and read it anyway coz your writing is JUST SO FRIGGIN' AMAZING <3<3<3
jhonarold20 #4
Chapter 24: Author please update.. it's already 3 yrs. ago since you update your story.. pleaseeee update. We want to know what will happen next.. if changmin will find his voice, and if jyj will stay beside him even though they are not in the same company anymore. Thanksss a lot for a wonderful story miss author!! :)
anotherone_101
#5
just ... just ...
i wanted to cry on a fic. god i went that and further! this was just *sob* heartbreaking ...
minnie ... *cries*
milkyboy_khun
#6
Chapter 24: Update soon please give Changmin his voice back or he'd freak. A freaking out Minnie isn't a very nice thing! Oops ... And yea update soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So nice to have a happy (-ish) DBSK instead of a sad, crying one. Changmin make sure you don't die again!
That would be too sad!
Cassiopeia forever!
<3 mbk
milkyboy_khun
#7
Chapter 15: Before i read the alternate ending i have to say that this is the most heart-breaking fic ever. In the whole wide world- no, universe. Changminnie ... Noooooooo ... Code Blue is it actually used in hospitals? Are you a nurse or doctor?
That letter just ... *crying and laughing at the same time*
So Changmin knew. Why did he go then?? Poor Yunho ... And Junsu and the others ... And Minnie's family ...
*crying hysterically* Just gonna crawl away and sob, don't mind me ...
This is amazing. Just amazing.
All of it is awesome!! You should be proud
<3,
mbk
i_am_not_here
#8
Chapter 24: Ohmygod YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My Minnie is aliveeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay he's not dead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So he's fine and he still has his voice which is good. Something else?
Its awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A-m-a-z-i-n-g fic, authornim!
Congrats!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wooooohoooooooo!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
i_am_not_here
#9
Chapter 16: Andwaeeeeeeeee... My bulsangan Minnie ... Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy did you do thisss????????? Im crying my eyes out now in bed and I have a dance performance tomorrow ... Ugh.
Every chapter made me cry, and i love the letter, signed off "the awesome maknae shim changmin" made me laugh ...
Well done ...
I've never lost anyone before, dont know what its like. But i have lost people in my nightmares. Hopefully ... It won't be as bad.
Congratulations!
*sobbing in the corner*
omg ... How could you ...
I ABOELY LOVE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3<3<3
AmyDick #10
Chapter 24: Author-nim, are u a doctor? You describes everything well enough about the matters and it's great!.
I'm waiting for ur update, hehe