Letting go (Goodbye)

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The most painful thing about death, it's not really leaving for the unknow. What hurts the most about death itself, it's leaving those we love behind, with broken hearts and fears, knowing we can't console them, that we won't ever be there for them. forever.

The hardest thing about losing someone, is to say goodbye. It's to let go and accepting the fact that, that one person left forever and won't never come back.It's accepting the fact that we won't ever see that person eyes nor hear his voice.

But above all that, the worst is living up or leaving with regrets.

 

 

 

Does it sound too much philosophical? Sorry about that, I'm just pouring my feelings :).
 

Foreword

"Stop the car." Baekhyun ordered angrily, but Chanyeol ignored him and continued driving.

"STOP THIS ING CAR PARK CHANYEOL" the smaller  snapped.

Chanyeol sighed and parked his car at the sideroad. As soon as he did, Baekhyun unbuckled his seatbelt and opened the car door. Chanyeol, alerted, immediatly grabbed his arms.

"What are you doing Baekhyun? It's pouring" he tried to hold back his boyfriend inside the car, but the other didn't take any of it. He snatched his arm back and got out.

"I don't give a "

He slammed the car door  and went his way on the pouring rain. Chanyeol let a frustrated sigh whilst messaging his tempe. He unbuckled his seatbelt as well and ran after his angry boyfriend. It was pouring and he didn't have any umbrella, so he ran on the rain in just jeans, t-shirt and a jacket above it.

"Baekhyun" He called his boyfriend out, but as expected the smaller ignored him and continued walking. As soon as he reached him, he grabbed his arms to hold him back.

"Baekhyun listen to me!"

"What the do you want? Leave me alone" Baekhyun tried to snatch his arms away, but the taller's grip was tight.

"Why are you so stubborn?" Chanyeol snapped as well "It's ing pouring! can we have a proper conversation like other couples?"

"Like other couples?" Baekhyun scoffed  "You really have some guts. don't you? How dare you say that when you just denied me an hour ago?" Baekhyun said in a shaking voice. Chanyeol stared at him speechless, It was certainly raining, but he could perfectly see tears starting to roll on the smaller cheeks.

"that was..." the taller started, tryng to find an excuse, but he couldn't. Baekhyun was right "Baek I--I'm sor--"

"NO" the smaller cut him off  "I'm tired of your Chanyeol. We have been dating for three years now. I can't take it anymore" he landed a stern gaze on his boyfriend. Chanyeol was startled by the cold and stern tone. It was the first time Baekhyun was so stubborn.

a raindrop landed on his head, reminding they were still on the rain with no umbrellas, and already soaking wet. Baekhyun was very sensible to cold and could easily catch a flu in those sime sweatshirt and jeans.

"Look, let's talk about it later okay? first of all we should go back home"

"No. I won't go anywhere with you" Baekhyun finally snatched his arm back "And we will talk about it right here right now"

Chanyeol let a frustrate groan "It's impossible with you" he snapped at the smaller "You always make things more complicated, you are so frustrating, why the hell can you just listen to me, for pete's sake let's get out of this rain"

"Then why are you with me?" Baekhyun retorted back "If I'm so hard and frustrating why the hell do you go out with me?"

That was it, Chanyeol lost it.

"You know what, you are right. I don't even know what attracted me to you. You are stubborn, frustrating, impossible and so annoying" he breathed out in a line.

"Let's break up then"

Chanyeol eyes widened, his consciouness coming back for a split second, but he decided to listen to his stubborn head instead of his aching heart.

"Fine!" he shouted

"Fine!' Baekhyun shouted back before running away. Chanyeol at the other hand turned back to go to his car. As he was walking, his mind calmed down and he finally realized what just happened:

he just broke up with Baekhyun

and that is not what he wanted. He didn't want to lose him. He never wanted to lose him. So, he stopped on his track and turned back again, running after his boyfriend. It happened often that they argue. And most of the time it was Baekhyun fault. But this time, the smaller was totally right. He was the wrong one here. He should have apologized and tried to soothe his anger him instead of breaking up, what was wrong with him.

As he neared the place where they were earlier, he accelerated his pace. But there was no sign of Baekhyun anywhere. He went further and further away from his car and wondered how far the smaller could have gone in such a weather. He kept on running until he spotted the smaller's soaking wet figure. He was walking slowly, his both palms covering his face and his shoulders trembling.

he was crying.

Chanyeol felt guilty. He ran faster to  him, he wanted to hug him, kiss him, apologized and take back all his bad words. But as he neared the figure, he suddenly stopped in his track paralysed when he saw a  lurching truck, heading right to Baekhyun direction.

"BAEKHYUN" he screamed his boyfriend name as he started running back to him panicked. Baekhyun turned around, wiping his tears away. He only had time to see Chanyeol panic face running to him before being blinded by the truck's headlights. He  squeezed his eyes shut. and after that...

 

......BLACKOUT.


A/N

bonjour!, hello! This is my first time writing on AFF. Of course it's about my favourite band EXO. For my first time, I decided on a rather sad genre (sorry). This is a one shot. I want to go step by step, before writing chaptered fictions.

I hope you will like this one, (and that I won't disappoint you). I'll update it  tomorrow.

I would love feedback to improve my writing skills. upvotes are also loved :)

thank you

-Eternal-love

 


 

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AnaHsnh
#1
Chapter 1: I thought baek died. I dont expect chan T_T
Heartless01 #2
Chapter 1: oh my poor baekyeol heart T^T. loved the plottwist though ♥. it was a great story!
karash
#3
Chapter 1: I noticed their personnality changed when Chanyeol started telling Baek not to do some thing. Personnaly I think it was well written. I thought Baekhyun was the one who died and that Chanyeol wanted to let him go TT^TT.
I'm glad they cleared things up, even though it's in the after life.

the story was good. Thanks for sharing :)
karash
#4
TT^TT I feel the angst, no I don't want Baek to die :(. Why did you deny him Chanyeol TT^TT