Soon the room was filled with sounds of Woohyun sleeping from tiredness and the effect of the medicine.

-!-

The bright sunlight of the spring woke Woohyun up from his sleep.  Soon he pulled himself up from his bed, fixing his hair. Half asleep, he sat down in his bed, thinking he might have forgotten something.

I think I needed to do something….

For a while, waking himself up he stretched his body. The first thing he thought when he finally woke up from his sleep was his sore throat. It felt like he just ate a bag of sand, blocking his throat. At least his high fever last night went down. But his body was soaked in sweat, making him frown at the uncomfortable feeling.

Woohyun started to feel annoyed at the fact that he couldn’t remember what he is missing. As he was close on finding what he was missing, his phone started ring. It was the alarm that signaled the end of his morning exercise.

“Ah!... Damn it….Ah that surprised me….”

Woohyun jumped, startled, and covered his neck, cursing, at the pain coming from his sudden screaming, and stared at his phone.

“Woohyun-ah!! What’s wrong?!”

“Uh….”

I should have turned off the alarm, I didn’t even went to exersize today… He mumbled at the alarm ringing.

His body froze at the thought. Even with his manager, who came running hearing his scream, questioning him, he couldn’t answer, remembering what he was trying to since he woke up.

“… Sunggyu,…”

“Huh? What?”

As soon as he said Sunggyu’s name out loud, he felt like blood drawn from his body.

“Sunggyu… Kim Sunggy…! Wha.. What should I do?!!”

“Woohyun-ah! Nam Woohyun! Why?! What’s wrong, something happened?”

He forgot Sunggyu. He forgot something that he shouldn’t have. The memory of Sunggyu asking him to stop him passed his mind. Woohyun started to shake mumbling his name, him going through panic. His manager, shocked at that, turned Woohyun towards him.

Woohyun was near to crying, shaking.

“Woohyun-ah, it’s okay, what happened? Hmm?” His manager finally asked him, at Woohyun shaking and mumbling.

“Hyung..”

Woohyun spoke with a panicked face, looking at his manager.

“Can you take me somewhere….?”

“……..Where?”

Even with him wanting to ask Woohyun many things, he spoke, deciding to do what Woohyun asked for now.

-!-

After 15 minutes, they were standing at the middle of the bridge, where Sunggyu and Woohyun usually met up. And obviously, Sunggyu wasn’t there.

Woohyun, wearing hoodie he wore at home, with a cap, roamed around the place where Sunggyu usually stood. People didn’t really care about him roaming around, somewhat like a crazy person, and walked their ways. No would think that he is Woohyun who shined brightly in stage.

Woohyun’s manager, who was watching him from afar, went to him, couldn’t stand him roaming around like that.

“What happened? What is here, hmm?”

“Hyun… If…. What if…”

Woohyun said with a shaky voice, facing his feet.

“If someone jumped down this morning…. Someone would have known, right? It won’t be this peaceful right? Like people will gather and talk about it, right?

“Uh…Umm…. If it was an early morning, nobod- ”

Woohyun’s face wavered, looking like his world was destroyed. His eyes started to water, as his fans also usually called him “faucet”, with him crying in simple feeling. Even without know what happened, with him looking like he would start crying anytime soon, his manager waved his hand quickly.

“Of course everybody would know!!! Since it is quiet and peaceful here, I bet nobody died here today!!”

“…really?”

“Of course, really…”

But then who would….His manager, who stayed with him for 6 years, including his trainee years, started to ask Woohyun, seeing him like this for the first time. But soon closed his mouth at Woohyun’s shoulders shaking once more. Sighing, he comforted him crying.

Woohyun couldn’t stop from crying, even from his manager, someone who was like an older brother to him, comforting him. He hated himself so much. He blamed himself, even if being sick isn’t his fault.

He wanted to see him.

He wanted to check, see for himself, that Sunggyu is safe and sound.

Sorry for the late upadateㅠㅜ Thank you for reading!