Choi Seunghyun – Seoul, April 2016

I’ve got no inspiration today.  Nah, I’m running out of it.

It’s bad. Really bad cause I’m an artist and I need that to finish this fcking art. Art that people called painting. As for me, it is portrait of my crazy mind. The expression of my ruined mind into white canvas.  I just put it and they said its a masterpiece. Well, lucky for me cause it gives me a good living.

And now when you need something to paint but nothing comes... It ! Really .

When you need every rainbow and unicorn to run through your mind but all you have is just blank. Then, you feel nothing but anxious.

 And right now, it makes me itching to create my own rainbow and unicorn’s explosion.

Kwon Jiyong – Seoul, April 2016

 “Jiyong man, how long its been you coped in this studio?” Teddy barks into studio with an annoying expression.

“Dunno hyung, all I know I’m too inspired to let it waste”

“You kn-”

“I know its been two or three days and I’m ‘bout to finish a few more hours if there’s no more distraction, So please!” I cut him and his face looks so scandalize.

I know its really rude, but can you blame me? I know its unhealthy and nothing good for my body and blah blah but I can’t waste this spirit of mine that explode these three days. So I do my best; use it, work on it, spend it, finish it, and trying not to faint and stay alive in the process.

“I’m sorry,” I put my-best-regret-but-i’m-not-really-regret-it face. “But, you know hyung. I’m really inspired lately and I promise its really little bit more then I’ll take a long rest”  

“And thank you for caring, I’m touched,” This time I’m adding my best sweet grin.

“You brat!” he just shaking his head at my attitude. He knows me too well. We worked together too many times. We know each other guts and habit so we’re just cool like that. “How long? Your rest time”

“1 or maybe 2 weeks.  Is it okay or too long, hyung?”

“No. You’ve done enough. Take your time man,” he said but then he’s putting his best annoying smile and I sense something bad will come. “What’s your plan? Bros getaway with your cliques or sweet honeymoon with that beauty lady? What’s her name again?