I miss him so much that it hurts He left us without a word he is asking for my understanding but i can't Find a reason why i should i haven't seen him for 15 months and now that he is in front of me i don't know what i should feel should i feel happy?, Sad?, Relieved? Angry? confusion is eating me up but there is only one thing Certain and my whole system recognizes that familiar feeling My heart still beats for him I still love him I still love Xiao Luhan