I still love you...

Love In The Ice

 

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[Chapter 42:]   I still love you…      

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[No One POV]

 

The following day you were walking the hallway alone, you decided to walk around the place for awhile. Jaejoong was in your room sleeping peacefully. You pushed the button to the elevator, after a few seconds the door open. You look up and about to step inside but when you see Siwon inside the elevator. He look at you shocked didn't except to bump into you again. The two of you just stared each other for a while; the elevator door was about to close but Siwon held his hand out to stop it.

"Aren't you.... doing in?"Siwon carefully asked looking at you; you look away clearing your throat as you slightly nodded your head and step inside the elevator.

The was an awkward silent between the two of you, that only you two breathing can be heard. 'Aish... ~~~~~~ah why didn't you just wait for Jaejoong to wake up?' You scolded yourself for being in this situation.

In other hand Siwon was staring at your back wanting to open a conversation with but afraid that you just might walk away from him like that last time. Siwon close his eyes finding his courage to talk to you.

"Mm... ~~....~~~~~~ah"Siwon called your name. You froze where you were standing hearing him called your name. Siwon watching your every move.

"Y.....Ye?"You whisper but you make sure he hears it.

"C...Can....Can we talk for a while?"Siwon asked carefully hoping you would say yes. You glaze at him through the corner of your eyes. Seeing how he really wants to talk to you, without second thought you slightly nodded your head. Siwon smile seeing you agree to talk to him.

The elevator door open, the two step out. Siwon lead you to the restaurant, he pulled the seat for you. You nodded at him as you sat down, Siwon sat in front of you. Siwon raise his hand to call the waiter attention. After taking your order there was another awkward silent between the two of you. You were avoiding his eyes by looking in different direction while Siwon was just staring at you.

"Please stop looking at me like that" You said not looking at him even once.  Siwon composed himself, clear his throat. "Sorry" He said.

"It’s ok"You mumble. "So, what do you want to talk about?"You asked playing with your finger. Siwon look at you and sighed.

"Ho....How is you now?"Siwon asked.

"I'm good, you?"You simply said.

"Mm... Fine” Siwon nodded his head.

"~~~~~~~ah"Siwon called your name again.

"Huh?"

"You still didn't forgive me?"Siwon carefully asked. Single tears escape from his eyes.

"I..."Siwon peered at you waiting for your answer. For the first time since the both of you sat down you look at his face to see his tears that coming out from his eyes. "I don't know” You said.

"I don't know how to explained this to you but~"Siwon was cut off by you.

"If you’re going to trying to explain what happen between the two of you again. Please don’t” You said now tears escape from your eyes. Siwon look at you guilty "~~~~~~ah"

"If this is the only think you want to. I have to go” You said stood up from your seat and about to leave but stop.

"I love you” Siwon said as he also stood up from his seat. You froze where you were standing; you swallowed hard as more tears come out from your eyes. Hearing those word feels like the pain on the past start to come back. You were waiting for those to come out from his lips a year ago before him and Soeun bowed.

"I still love you ~~~~~~ah. I regret losing you in my life” Siwon said. You turn around to look at him, tears also poured in Siwon eye as he was staring at you. A bitter smile appeared on your lips.

"I...I've waited for those word to come out from your lips to come out a year ago, before you and Soeun married. Don't you think it’s too late for you to say it now" You raised an eyebrow at him.

"Mian~"

"Stop apologizing. I don't want to hear that word from you anymore" You paused as you wipe your tears away. "I don't love you anymore Siwon. I already love someone, I love Jaejoong with all my heart and I don't want to hurt him just like want to done to me" and with that said you left the restaurant. Little did you know there is someone heard what you two were talking about and he/she was glaring at you until you disappeared at his/her sight?

 

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-2Mirae-
14 streak #1
Chapter 68: Wowwww it's been more than a year since I've read this......
-2Mirae-
14 streak #2
Chapter 68: It was a lovely story but there were a lot of grammar mistakes but nevertheless it was a good storyline... jieun and youngwoong sounds very cute
CAPtaiin
#3
Chapter 68: I hope you will reposting love in the ice hehe love the story so much :)
YomnaExoticGirl
#4
Chapter 65: done reading <333 amazing story ^_^
hanapark6002
#5
Chapter 65: awww finally a beautiful happy ending :')
uniquegirl
#6
Chapter 65: Good story and I really enjoyed reading it. Also, congrats on being random featured^^
Micky_kpopcom #7
Chapter 65: Awesome fanfic!!
JICHIGO
#8
congrats on trf
-starlitnight
#9
congrats on being featured!~ really good story~