why no one understand that we can't change who we are , my family don't understand it and will never be , i feel sad about it cause they compare me with the others but i am not them and they are not me i give my best but i always do it in my own my friends they go to extra lessons home lessons , so they shouldn't compare me with them, but they always make me feel bad about my self i cry but i don't show it to them so they think that i don't care about what they are saying but everyone have feelings and everyone knows what the best for them , i admit it i like to listen to music read and admire my fav band but that not what they want they want me to stay alone with out anyone and just stay at home studying some times they even take my phone  but in the weekend when i see my classmates instgrams snaps they travel they eat out side they had fun , but why my family cant see i am just an 17 years girl that need to take a rest my life right now is the reason i am like this but when tiffany came i think i will make my life different with her :)

i walked and waited until i reached her house , i sent for her a message  then she get out from her house with in 5 minutes

“ good morning tiffany “ i said

“ good morning taeyeona “

 i smiled “ shall we then ?“

“ lets go” 

in the school : 

they classes goes like usual ……………boring 

AND FINALLY THE BREAK HAD  COME 

“ fany ah i want to tell you something ?”

“ what it is taeyeona ?”

“yesterday i felt really unhappy , can we go to somewhere today ?”

“ umm okay ….but why you were unhappy ?”

“ its just something related to my family “

“ ohh then lets go i want to see seoul with you “

“ i dont think my family will agree with that but i need this for my self “

“ why wouldn't they ?”

“ its just because i am who i am thats all “

tifaany looked at me then smiled 

“ if you need anything i will be here just beside you “

i looked at her and smiled “ thank you MY FRIEND “

“ no problem MY FRIEND but just remember i will be here “

 “ i will , lets go and end up this day together :)”

“ what we have right now ?”

 “chemistry :$”

“ dear god :(“

we laughed 

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