Round walnut brown eyes, sharp jawline and skin as fair as snow - I can't believe he's right in front of me, better still, Kim Minseok is waving at me. My ears went deaf as gigantic waves of high-pitch squeals drowned my own squealing. I grabbed my LED fan-board tighter and waved it in the air gloriously. His name - 민석 - shone brightly in silver light with a blue heart surrounding his name. I smiled widely at the thought of him noticing me among the crowd of fangirls at the stadium. 'I'm not delusional', I told myself, after noticing that no one else sitting at my section held Minseok's banners or fan boards. He did notice me. Most fangirls in my section were waving ChanBaek banners - the ship that seemed really popular among the fangirls living in the hot sunny island, The Republic of Singapore.

After the concert ended, I couldn't sleep for at least a week. The post concert depression was hitting real hard. Eventually, I succumbed back to social media to feed my fangirl soul. Being labelled an 'International Fangirl' was tough, depressing really. I wish I could see them regularly, I'm not even wishing I could see them everyday - though that would be quite ideal. Fangirls living in Korea are really lucky, the probability of bumping into any nine members on the streets are much higher than international fans. This thought inspired me to find a way that could bring me closer to my idols. So I decided to work tow