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A++HYUKJAE'S POV
I meant it when I said it was over, I honestly didn’t think myself capable of forgiving him after that, and you can’t say I’m overreacting. I have my own insecurities, one of those is always being unsure of the stability of our relationship from the way it started. He exploited that insecurity.
I’m this kind of person, I need stability.
But he wouldn’t give up.
From the next day, starting at 1 am, once every hour my phone would beep with an incoming message.
Donghae:
I’m sorry
It was always the same text, every hour of the day, except at midnight. At midnight what I received was a long and heartfelt paragraph of him saying how truly sorry he was and how bad he felt and how much he missed me.
That kept happening for five days, and I can admit to having been moved to tears every night, but I stayed strong. It was on the fifth night that I finally cracked.
What cracked me was the midnight text...
Donghae:
I’m sorry
Where was my heartfelt long paragraph?
I cried that night harder than ever, I broke because he was getting tired of saying sorry without getting a reply from me. He was giving up. I realized, against my best judgement, that I didn’t want him to. That I didn’t want to live in a world without my phone beeping every hour.
What he did to me was wrong, but… I can’t let go just yet.
Donghae:
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