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A++When a full week went by and he didn’t text nor call I started to panic and I didn’t know why, I didn’t think I had done anything wrong, we had fun and talked and even laughed during our semi-date, the was so passionate too, I loved it, I didn’t think anything from our date had gone wrong, but it turned out I just didn’t know any better, it turns out it was rude of me to leave his place instead of spending the night, and it was even ruder of me to answer his text so plainly, I was just sleepy and didn’t think much of it, I didn’t think he would think much of it, but Kyuhyun says I offended him and he wanted nothing to do with me anymore, I refused to believe that so I waited 4 more days, but he would even mad dash out of the classroom after the teacher dismissed us in the only class we shared so that I couldn’t talk to him and it hurt, I didn't want to wait around any longer, he was clearly not going to contact me and for a moment a resigned myself to the fact that he had lost interest so I was just going to let it be and move on, it wasn’t that big of a deal I told myself, except it was… I’ve never felt this way about anyone before, and it’s a good feeling, the tingles I get when we kiss, how big my smile is when I read his texts, how happy I wake up after dreaming about him; or the fact that I even dream about him. He’s special, this is special and I don’t want to give up on it just yet.
I’ve always found it easier to express myself through written words, maybe because you get time to think and edit, correct your mistakes, I tend to fail at being spontaneous, and I get shy trying to talk to people face to face. Texting may be considered a lousy mean to have important conversations, but it’s my comfort zone.
I’m sorry…
Donghae
Wow, you’re talking to me again? Shocker! >:[
Don’t say it like that, sounds like I was avoiding you
Donghae
You were! You didn't call after you left and that super cut edge reply left it clear that you wanted to be left alone. It’s been over a week and we haven’t talked
I was waiting for you to text me first…
Donghae
FOR REAL!?
I said I’m sorry! I’ve never dated before, I don’t know how this works, you’ve always been the one to make the first move so I just thought to wait! I didn’t see the wrong in not texting you first or calling you or anything, is because I didn’t know any better and I thought you knew that! You know I’m new to this social interaction thingy and I felt like crying when you didn’t try to contact me the next day and now I’m crying again because you’re mad at me and that was never my intention!
And I told my friend everything and he said that I should text YOU i
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