I know what I have to do now - Youngbae told me.  In fact, he showed me.  I have to do the exact opposite of what I said on the phone.  I have to fight for Daesung, for us.  I need to aplogize. I have to talk to him about my fears and frustrations, and I need to have the patience to listen to his.  Most importantly, I have to let go of my insecurities and focus on my maturity. 

I need to earn Daesung’s forgiveness, so that I can be the man he loves.  I need to be the man Daesung loves, so that I can earn Youngbae’s forgiveness.  I need to earn Youngbae’s forgiveness, so that I can be the hyung Youngbae loves so much, he hid his first love.