Amber's POV "i needed to protect you..." those were the only words she said...the only answers I got to all my questions I've been asking till now.. Was it all my fault?.. Was my love not enough?.. Was it the only way you could come up with? Date him and intentionally go out publicly? Do you think what you did would save me? Am I worth protected by hurting this much?.. Why would she want to protect me by breaking my heart?.. Why? Why would she risk with those stupid decisions just like that... Why Krys? Why didn't you gave me a chance to even fight for you? I didn't even had the chance to beg you to stay...what happened to 'we could get through it as long as I am beside you?' you just decided to walk out of our circle just like that... I could take it all if that's what bothered her...whatever they throw at us incase we got caught...all the consequences for loving her all these years...I always told her I was more than ready to fight for her if they find out about 'us'....incase I admit I was'nt really straight..We just had to wait a bit longer...You just had to trust me... __________________________________________________________ "cause you see...this world doesn't matter to me...I'll give up all I had just to breath...the same air as you..till the day that I die..." __________________________________________________________ I just----I didn't know it would all end up this way...She was afraid of me getting hurt but she chose hurting us more...She never told me anything