(I JUST LOST TWO IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE BEFORE THE YEAR ENDED SO YEAH....STILL COPING UP WITH THE CHANGES...AND THIS ONE'S SUPPOSED TO BE AN ENDING FOR ONE OF MY STORIES) I could still feel her...right here with me...her warmth...her touch...the sweetness of her lips...I wonder if tomorrow would still be the same as today..will it last forever?..or will your memories slowly fade away..will the wind be able to sweep away the pain?...our last kiss still lingers in my lips...it was more like bittersweet but it was genuine only I could have...I could still feel you and I wanted more...whenever the cold breeze make me shiver I want your arms around me...like how I did when your hands turned cold and could no longer hold me...I blew hard into them all my might just to feel your warmth come back...they said I'll get used to it...but it still damn hurts.."I miss you so much princess"...it still flashes back how you held your breath as I begged you to stay..patiently waited for another one...and another one...and another..until daylight came and I could no longer see you like how I used to...you just laid there eyes closed..cold...no movement at all...not breathing..I held you in my arms all my might hoping you'd here me cry hard and fight your way back..back to me...hear you call me stupid again and again...see you move your hand and smack me in my head..and it would'nt matter...but still I ended that very first day without you..I had to bear with the pain like I promised... "b