{ What do you repeatedly re-evaluate? Can you let it go? }

I always repeatedly re-evaluate my mistakes. Stuff I do wrong. Stuff I regret doing.

Once I backhugged the wrong dad. That was awk.

I had (have?) a crush on one of my friend's boyfriend. I think about when he was over at my house all the time.

I cheated on a test once, and sort of got caught but didn't get in trouble. I think about it and regret it every single day because I knew the answer but wanted to make sure. Ugh.

I yelled at a friend(?) really meanly and made her cry. We haven't made up completely since then.

^^lol a friend????? So many friends.

Can I let it go? No. I don't think so. I think some of it's a learning experience that I should learn from. Others, I think is something I should just remember so I don't do the same thing again.