Chanyeol:*sitting on the couch curled into a ball looking at a picture of suho carressing it*Come back please baby come back to me

Baekhyun:*sighs looks away*

Sehun:Hyung im worried it's only been a week..since suho hyung left and chanyeols already like this *worried*

Kai:Is there anything we can do hyung

Baekhyun:What can we do when his world was ripped away from him...*looks away fighting back his tears*

October

Chanyeol:*sitting in front of the window looking out eyes red teary and puffy*

Chen:*peaks through the room sighs looks down*

November

Chanyeol:*sitting in front of the window looking out blank expression*

Lay:*outside racking out the leaves infront of the dorm building*

Junmyeonnie

You've dissapeared like everything else who else can i talk to and lost

December

Chanyeol:*sitting in front of the window looking out heart still breaking*

Xiumin:*building a snowman smiling*

When you left you took everything with you but the absence of you is everywhere i look

Chanyeol:*looking out the window stands up immediately*Suho

D.O:*laughing talking with the red velvet members*

Chanyeol:*lips trembles covers his face*

Kai:*checks in the room again sighs looks down*

Chanyeol:*asleep tear stains asleep on his bed*

Chen:*sighs pulls the blanket over him*

Chanyeol:*sitting on the couch in the living room knees to his chest tears falling*

Sehun:*looks at him sighs looks down*

Its like a huge hole has been punched through my heart

Chanyeol:*screaming in his sleep punching the bed*

Leeteuk:*rushes in the room*Chanyeol yeollie

Chanyeol:Huh *breathing heavily tears in his eyes*

Baekhyun Lay and Chen :*talking smiling at the dinner table*

Chanyeol:*in the patio looking at the rain fall*

Lay:*looks over sighs*

Chanyeol:*screaming in his sleep again*

Baekhyun:*gets up from his bed sighs covers his face*

But it in a way im glad its the only reminder i have that we were real and that im not willing to let go of you yet..whenever you come back i will be waiting for you

Chanyeol:*sends the email sent failure takes a deep breath*

Baekhyun:*walks over to him in the living room*Yeol...

Chanyeol:*knees to his chest looking down*Guys im fine

Baekhyun:Were worried about you i mean you only come out of the room only to shower work and eat and you rarely touch your food *sighs sits on the couch*

Chanyeol:Dont worry about me im just fine *sighs*

Sehun:Yeollie hyung  huh i hate to say this but maybe suho hyung isn-*gets cut off*

Chanyeol:Dont I dont wanna hear it *stands up looks at them*

Kai:*sighs*Hyung thats the problem you dont wanna talk about suho hyung you dont wanna face the truth i know it hurts just cry scream anything to let it out

Chanyeol:*sighs*Why if i cry will junmyonnie come back to me of course not so if i dont cry atleast i can say i dont have a problem

Baekhyun:*looks down sighs*

Chanyeol:That suho is somewhere here in seoul taking good care of himself and that he's waiting for me and if theres no chance then i have no reason to wake up in the morning anymore *tears in his eyes*

Sehun:*tears in his eyes*

Chanyeol:There is no happiness in my life because suho is my life *walks up the stairs*

Kai:*sighs looks down*

Chanyeol:*taking deep breaths slams the bedroom door slides down it covering his mouth cries hard*