Letter 12
A Pen For Your ThoughtsSunmi-ah
You're a good person for telling me. Don't feel bad ^^ I'm sorry for testing you.
What made me know that the "pen pal project" wasn't real? Well, that is more difficult to answer than you would think. Several letters I've gotten were from fans claiming to be "pen pal projects" were just lies as a reason to get me to reply. With letters like "fighting" or "saranghae" I don't have time to answer. But with things like "I need your advice" or "help me with school" or "I need a pen pal for a few months as part of school" that sort of thing is where I reply. I answer when I'm needed ^^ Afterall, the lies got old and they always said things in letters to make me realize they weren't even in school.
There's always a slip-up. The difference with you was, I didn't care. In fact, I really wanted to believe this was a "pen pal project". Maybe I wanted to feel needed. You seem nice even after just a few letters and I wanted to think that you needed me, so I didn't stop the letters.
You can but I hope you don't. Is any of this making sense? ^^"
Your pabo friend,
Minho-oppa
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(A/N: I'm sorry OTL it was really hard for me to convey Minho's emotions in this. I hope you understand him!)
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