Suho POV

I was getting ready for my schedule today.
7pm - Busan International Film Festival.
Out of the 9 members, I was the only one going to represent EXO.

It used to be two members. Us. Together. We always go together.

I represent K. You represent M. Together we are the yinyang of exo. But you're no longer here. I never felt complete ever since. 

In the past, there are lot of schedules where we are alone together.

Remember when we went to tvxq sunbae's concert?
Fans started squirming to  us. You held my hand and we started running to escape them. And we run and run. While holding hands. I felt my cheeks burned and felt light headed as your hands linger on mine. I laughed. You laughed too. Now we are running and laughing while holding hands. We looked ridiculous and crazy that time. We were so happy. We were so happy back then.

Remember when we went for a ribbon cutting event?
The event got delayed and delayed. We were just standing there, freezing our asses. Then you started playing with the ribbon. You lazily laced it around your fingers. Then untangled it. And laced it again. You were so childish and cute while you were doing that. I told you to stop. The event was starting soon. But you didn't. Instead, you took my fingers, lace to the ribbon. Then lace it to your fingers too. The event started. We look like an idiot untangling the ribbons but never our fingers. I was happy. You were happy. It was a happy time.

Remember all those award shows we went to. I was always so nervous.You would whisper sweet nothings to me while we wait. You said it didn't matter if we wont win big awards. I smiled at you.Relaxing, I put my hands on your thighs. You would always smiled back, reassuring me. It was such a happy time. 

But we won. We won and won so many awards.big and small. We were so surprised. We were just rookies back then. We would come up on stage. We always hug. It was the most natural thing to do. Sometimes you surprised me. I was giving out winning speech. You suddenly back hugged me. I almost forgot the words, jumbled them and even stutter. But then you lowered your head. The same height as mine.Your lips almost kissing my right ear. You'd whisper to me the speech I had long forgotten. Word by word. With your low voice. I felt so hot. Like I was suddenly placed in a fire pit. I didn't even know how I  finished the speech. But I did. Then came the thunderous sound of claps from our fans. But I could only hear my heartbeat. So loud. I wondered if you ever heard them. While your arms still hung on my shoulders. You looked so happy. So I was so happy too. Damned