(Happy Birthday Kevin!^^)

 

All of us are worried yesterday.................Xander oppa kept his word that he'll fetch me so that we can look for Kevin oppa's gift............He's very quiet..........I wanted to ask him that time but.........I'm also scared that thinking this is not the right time to ask him........So I also kept my mouth shut.........Holding your thoughts in your mind is a big headache...........

 

Last night......................While walking in the mall...............................

 

Xander:Why so quiet??

Me:Nothing.........

Xander:I miss you.....

Me:Hmmm??

Xander:I feel like the Shiee that I used to know is not you today.........

Me:Why??

Xander:Because your thoughts is so quiet today........I can't even hear a single word from it........

Me:You want me to ask you something??

Xander:Sure.....

Me:What's wrong??

Xander:Nothing.........

Me:Nothing is the safest answer........

Xander:Just a little complication........

Me:Want to share it??

Xander:Not now.......

Me:Okay.......If that will make you comfortable.....

Xander:Thank you......

Me:Don't mention it......

Xander:So....What's going to be our gift for Kevin??

Me:Hmmm?? (Spaced out)

Xander:Let's just buy this......

Me:Hey!! That's too expensive11

Xander:So??

Me:No.....

Xander:Shiee........

Me:Hey....Kevin oppa said no expensive gifts.........

Xander:But what if.......

Me:What??

Xander:This is going to be my last gift for him?? (Whispered)

Me:Hmmm?? (Pretending that I didn't heard him)

Xander:Please??

Me:Okay.............

 

Then........Everything is back to normal again.....After my big brother knocked on my door.......After remembering those things last night.........I'm still here......Lying on my bed like a dead insect........Waiting for the prey.....My ged~~~~

 

ELI:Shiee??

Me:Yes??

ELI:You ready??

Me:For what??

ELI:It's already time.........

Me:I'll be there.....Just a minute.......

ELI:Xander hyung is already waiting......

Me:Okay.......Just one more minute.........

 

I looked at the mirror..............Eye bags.......Check........Stressed face......Check.......Haggard look.......Check......Messy hair....Check......Pale lips.......Check.....Aigoo~~

 

Me:Sorry to keep you waiting~~ (Running downstairs)

Xander:Hey........

Me:Hmmm??

Xander:No make-up on??

Me:Why??

Xander:Well.......You look more.......

Me:Like a dead insect??

Xander:You look more prettier than I thought...........

Me:Compliment?? Or an insult??

Xander:Compliment^^

 

At last!!! I saw his smile again!! My ged!!! This is the smile I've been waiting for since yesterday!!! Aigoo!!!!!

 

Xander:Shall we??

Me:Sure......

ELI:Take care now......

Me:Your not coming with us??

ELI:No......You should take your time....The both of you....(He wants to say something that he can't)

Me:What's that supposed to mean??

ELI:Just go ahead.....Kevin is waiting for you......

Me:Okay........(Confused)

 

It was 4:30pm when we arrived at Woo residences...................All of them are looking at us when we arrived........Like......They are expecting us to say something.........Explain what's going on......And try to let Xander oppa speak...........

 

Kevin:You came^^

Xander:Happy birthday Kevin^^

Kevin:Thanks hyung^^

Me:Happy birthday oppa^^

Kevin:Thank you Shiee...By the way......

Me:What??

Kevin:Are you okay??

Me:Why??

Kevin:ELI Told me that.....You're not feeling well......

Me:I'm always not feeling well.........

Kevin:Shiee......Cheer up.....

Me:I'll try........

Xander:Shiee......

Me:Yes??

Xander:I can't drive you home later......

Me:It's okay....

Xander:You're not going to ask why??

Me:No....Should I??

Xander:No.........

Kevin:Uhhhmmmm...Guys...I think you two should talk to each other alone........

Me:I'm going home...........

Kevin:Hey!!

Kris Anne:Shiee..........

Gabbie:Dongsaeng.........

Allyn:Omo........

Me:Guys...The truth is....I'm not really feeling well today......

ELI:Want to go home??

Me:Yes please......(Holding my tears)

Kevin:Shiee.....Please......Stay a little more......You just came......

Ki Bum:Hyung!! (Referring to Xander oppa)

Xander:What??

Ki Bum:Talk to her..........

Me:Okay......But I'll go home after the opening of the gifts.........

Kevin:Shiee......

Me:Okay okay...I'll stay until the party ends....Happy??

Kevin:Of course!!

Me:If you need me...I'll be at Kelly's room.........(Walking upstairs)

Soo Hyun:Hyung~~

Xander:Yeah......

Ki Seop:What happened hyung??

Xander:A little complication......

Ki Bum:Hey......This is not a LITTLE complication hyung.......Shiee....Already have the feeling that something is not right with you.........

Xander:I'll explain everything to you guys tomorrow........

Gabbie:We're counting on that.........

Kris Anne:Oppa...(Worried)

Dong Ho:Hyung....Don't let Shiee cry.......

Xander:I will TRY.........

Allyn:There's something in his TRY.......

ELI:Guys....Instead of having fun.....We're all drowning ourselves in their problems....Let them figure it out for themselves.....

Allyn:Oppa.....

ELI:This is Kevin's party....Not an open forum.......

Kevin:It's okay......(Also worried)

 

Inside Kelly's room...............Brushing his hair using my fingers................................

 

Kelly:Eomma......(Woke him up)

Me:I'm sorry baby??

Kelly:Did you had a fight with appa??

Me:No baby...We're fine....Really.....

Kelly:Eomma.......

Me:Hmmm??

Kelly:I'll wipe those for you^^ (Wiping my tears)

Me:Kelly......

Kelly:Yes eomma??

Me:I'm sorry........

Kelly:Why??

Me:Mom shouldn't be crying infront of her child.........

Kelly:It's okay eomma....

Me:Do you want to know why eomma is crying??

Kelly:Why??

Me:Because Xander appa, is not opening his problems to eomma.......He wants to solve it all alone......What's the use of me being beside him??

Kelly:Eomma....Look at you...You are already sobbing......

Me:Kelly......

Kelly:Stop crying now mom......Please......

Me:What if.....Eomma and appa got separated??

Kelly:NO!! (Started to cry)

Me:Omo......

Kelly:No eomma!! That's not going to happen!! No!!!

Me:Then we should pray for it..Okay??

Kelly:Yes eomma......

Me:You're tired now.....Go to sleep...........

Kelly:Yes eomma......

 

I didn't know that Kevin oppa is listening outside..............

 

Kevin:So there is something wrong..........I hope Shiee wil be okay soon.........I don't want her to get hurt because of this problem........Seeing a girl cry makes me crazy.........I don't know what am I going to do if I'm going to see Shiee cry.....Thank God that Kelly is more stronger than me...........

Dong Ho:Hyung??

Kevin:Hey.......

Dong Ho:ELI hyung is looking for you.....

Kevin:Okay....I'll be there......

Dong Ho:Okay.........

 

Living room.................................................

 

ELI:Okay......Kevin......First....I want to apologize............

Kevin:What for hyung??

ELI:Instead of celebrating your 20th birthday.....We're here solving some problems.......

Kevin:It's okay.........

Gabbie:Shiee??

Me:Huh??

Ki Seop:Her eyes are swollen......

Ki Bum:Could it be.......She cried??

Soo Hyun:Yeah.....Her nose is like Rudolf the reindeer's nose.....

Me:What's wrong?? (Walking downstairs)

Xander:You okay?? (Hold my face)

Me:I'm fine...(Looking away)

Xander:Oh.....

 

Everyone is surprised when I looked away..............

 

Me:What time is it??

Kevin:6:00pm........

Allyn:Shall we eat now?? (lol)

Kevin:Okay.....Help yourself guys.......

Me:That's weird.....I only asked the time......Then dinner already??

Kris Anne:Pull yourself together Shiee.........

Me:I will.............

 

8:00pm......................When the dinner is finished.............We sang the birthday song for Kevin oppa.....

 

 

Me:Make a wish now oppa^^

Kevin:Okay.......I wish.......Everything will brighten up soon......Between the lovers Xander and Shiee......

 

I can't move my body when I heard his birthday wish...........Paralyzed in short.........

 

Gabbie:You heard that?? (Referring to Ki Seop oppa)

Ki Seop:Yeah......

Ki Bum:That's his birthday wish??

Soo Hyun:I found it very sweet if you're going to ask me....

Xander:Is that......

ELI:Yep...You heard him hyung.....

Allyn:That's so sweet..........

Ki Bum:Okay!!! Open the gifts!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dong Ho:Wait!!

Ki Bum:What??

Dong Ho:One shot??

Soo Hyun:Photo??

Dong Ho:Yup^^

Kevin:I want!! Hahaha!!

Dong Ho:Okay^^ 1...........2..............3...........

 

 

Soo Hyun:Let me see!! (lol)

Ki Seop:Wait!! I look so stupid here!!

Kevin:What?!?!

Ki Seop:I want to kiss you!! But you didn't kissed me!! (lol)

ELI:Hahah!! Stop it!!Ki Bum:I'm out of placed again!! Wahhh!!!

Xander:I look pretty here(lol)

Kevin:Can you repeat that please?? (Super lol)

Xander:Just let it slide this time...It's your birthday anyways^^

Kevin:Okay^^

Soo Hyun:Open the gifts!!!

Kevin:Yay!!

ELI:Okay...First couple's gift^^...Xander and Shiee's^^

Kevin:What would it be?? Hmmmm^^ (Excited)

Kevin:It's color blue!!! The box I mean^^

Kevin:iPad!! Nyahahahah!!! Beat that Kelly!! (lol)

ELI:Okay......Expensive gift^^ Next....Is.....Dong Ho and Kris Anne's gift^^

Kevin:Well...This is promising......Harry Potter series~~^^

Kevin:Thank you^^

ELI:Next....Ki Seop and Gabbie's gift.....

ELI:Another golden gift?!?!?

Kevin:Cool!!! Nyahahahah!!! Thank you^^

ELI:Next...Is Ki Bum hyung's gift^^

Kevin:Cool!!! My long awaited watch!!! Nyahahah!!! Thanks hyung^^

ELI:Okay...That looks expensive^^ Next......Soo Hyun hyung^^

Kevin:Hey!! I;m not a cam !!!

Soo Hyun:Oh really??

Kevin:Still...Thanks hyung^^

ELI:And last but not the least....Our gift^^

Kevin:Hahah^^

Kevin:Nice~~~ Perfumes^^

Kevin:Dolce and Gabbana?? This is!!!!

ELI:Hahahah^^

Kevin:Thank you hyung^^

ELI:You're welcome^^

Kevin:Thank you every one for all your gifts^^ I really do appreciate it a lot^^

 

I think this is the moment that me and Xander oppa should talk...............Alone........

 

See you in the next chapter^^

-Shiee