Loving him is an addiction.

He is like a drug to you-healing your wounds,soothing your aching heart...but you always tend to overdose. His voice kills you,his eyes hypnotize you and his smile saves you- taking away all the pain.
You cannot live without him-always high..losing yourself in the sweet aroma of his existence.

He shall be the death to you and yet your only reason to live.

Because loving him is intoxication- once you are in, there is no way out.