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As jiyong left our dorm all I could do was just stand by the wall staring at nowhere in particular,  "fany-ah what's wrong?" Someone suddenly asked breaking my train of thoughts ,it was taeyeon holdings glass of water wearing her polka dots Pajama that she loves "taeyeoniiiiiii what do I'd ,jiyong oppa wants me to meet the guys, I mean I've met them before on shows but never introduced myself properly,what if they don't like me?what if they think I'm not good enough for jiyong?" I grumbled fast walking to the couch grabbing a small people and screaming on it 

"Look fany-ah  I know it's a step but come on it's been four years since you and jiyong-shi have dated. I mean you told us that they knew he was saying someone but doesn't know who,well at least they had a heads up I'm sure they'll be open to everyone" taeyeon said string next to me on the couch setting her glass of water in the table "I know but I'm scared, nervous, and excited?was this how you felt when you and baekhyun told exo about your relationship?" I asked fiddling with the couch people 

"At first yes, we're all in the same agency and it was hard to act like I had no secret but after I  introduced myself to them I felt somehow relieve,I mean before we we're about to tell them I felt scared but I thought that if I got it over with it's better than dealing with a guilt when I see the guys walking and I was scared for nothing judging as to how the guys we're open about our relationship" she answered blushing a little "here take my advice clear your mind with all the negatives and think positive take a long relaxing sleep and you'll feel a but more confidence than Tom." Take said standing up going to her room I did what she said and went to sleep 

THE NEXT DAY - 

My day was the same as usual following my short schedule along with the girls teasing on the way,but I was also greatfull to the fact that the girls we're helping me relax and keep my mind to the fact that I'll be meeting jiyongs, groupmates.

the girls also helped by giving hints to the fans of mine and jiyongs relationship and since channel snsd idividual scene will start filming Tom. With me going first we tried to warn ourfans with the shocking news first, earlier today jiyo g posted a pick of our hands interlace with our  gold Cartier bracelet which was given by jiyong on our third year anniversary (don't look on ig I just made it up Lol 😂😂😂)

As for me I posted a selfie of me which was taken inside of jiyongs Lamborghini (also made up ) at first fans were all just going g on and on about jiyongs post until they all gathered up some of the girls recent update taeyeon posted a pick of a signed that had the words "loser", sooyoung posted a video of her,yoona,yuri dancing to "bang bang bang" while sunny posted a pic of hers and seohyuns back view with their hands on each others shoulder with the caption "lets not fall in love" and lastly hyoyeon posted a blurred pic.  Of me and jiyong hugging which was taken yesterday with the caption "no secret" 

After our music bank performance the girls all had individual filming for channel snsd and other shows while manager oppa dropped me of at our dorm where jiyong will pick me up,  getting inside I quickly set my bag aside and changed into a floral dress that stopped tight above my knee paired with a light pink stilettos,fixing my already curled hair I grabbed my purse wallet and put on my gold Cartier bracelet 

As I waited for jiyong I nervously tapped my foot against the floor ad I checked the fans reaction onto each of my members ig,some fans guessed that it would be a new couple while others think it's a teaser for our upcoming album after party,as I scroll trough the comment of hyoyeons update fans we're guessing me but can't seem to find out who the guy is 

Leaving instagram I quickly checked the new but one article caught my eye 

       "Snsd members and big bang g-gragon latest instagram  update confuse fans"

On the article it talks about each pic and the fans reaction on each one with wild guesses. As I left the sight my phone started ringing with jiyongs name on the I'd caller,quickly answering it "oppa?" I called "fany -ah I'm almost there meet me at the usual spot at the parking lot" he answered "OK I'll be down in minutes" I hang up not wanting him to get in trouble for calling and driving 

On the way down I saw  jiyongs Lamborghini on the side, getting in I set the bottle of wine on the side as I leaned in to kiss jiyongs cheeks "babe you didn't have to bring anything you know" jiyong said getting us out of the parking lot "I know I just saw that at the wine store with taeyeon and decided to get it " I said interlacing my hands with his and taking a quick photo of our interlaced hand 

Uploading the photo on ig I added a light filter to not make it too noticeable and captioned "no secret" which is the same as hyoyeons caption "oppa where are we going" I asked settling in a comfortable position playing with our interlaced hands which was placed on my lap "we're going to dolce vita since most of the guys wanted to stay there" he answered driving through the free way and stared at me before putting his eyes back towards the road 

"Oppa did you watch our performance today?" I asked hoping he did since his usually busy "of course and Congrats baby" he smiled bringing our interlaced hands to his face kissing the back of my hand "if you look at the back seat you should see a present " he said driving pass the green light "oppa you didn't have to" I said reaching to the back finding a bag, opening it I found a box of chocolate feeling overwhelmed at such a simple gift I looked up to see ourselves stopped at a stop light, putting the gift aside I reached to jiyongs face turning it my way kissing him on the lips quickly before pulling away 

Since the ride to dolce vita was long I decided to eat the chocolate and fed jiying some on the way,we also listened to a few music before I felt my eyes getting heavy,feeling really tired I slept  holding onto jiyongs hand 

-at dolce vita- 

As I felt the car come to a stop I opened my eyes to fins that the car was already stopped,feeling a gush of wind pass I found the door being opened by jiyong,taking my purse and wine before getting out, jiyong took the wine bottle before walking towards the door ringing the bell, as we waited to the side I heardoud foots steps coming closer I took a dip breath gripping on jiyongs hand for comfort,suddenly the door opened revealing....