Kai: '' I had everything carefully planned; how we would fall in love, the number of guests at our wedding, the flowers you would put on the vase I brought you for our fifth anniversary, everything. There was no plan B, there was no hesitation, no doubtfulness. You were going to be mine, I saw our future way before you even noticed I wasn’t a kid anymore. That was how things were supposed to be, that’s how life was supp