I notice him around me when i just turn 13, i thought it only normal like other people but idk he can make some turn over my life..

I look quiet and obedient,  All my life, i only love her. Until i know.. Why? Are all men is trash? Did you know my heart? Men know love too.. #Moveon 

meeting you after 8years really make me crazy. in those years i longing for your eyes, smile, those smile that you never show it to me. in those years, i told myself to let you go but its seems like i cant.. 

I always feel like something is following me, but when i turn back there's nothing wrong around me but why i feel like this gonna make me sad? _________________________ I will always find a way to be around you,  it's enough for me to see you all smiling happily.. It's kinda my light are go on again but truthfully this will be  the hardest good bye.. _______________________

Based on true story.  I was so scared of love before, I will runaway when i feel it near.. I try to avoid anything significant to love, I hate the feeling of weak because of love.. It's all is in past until someone came.. No matter how far i run,  He will always be there, Looking at me without changing face expression..  Still watching me when i changed.. I love him but i don't think he will love me 'again'..

I need you,  More than you think, Because there's no one understand me, Please i beg you,  Stay by my side? Because you are precious to me, MORE THAN YOU THINK..  

What happens now?      What exactly should I do?

Friends forever?? does it exist between girl and boy?? maybe they love each other or one sided love??