"Every day is a new day. I know I will never be able to find happiness if I don't move on. I still got a place for you, not in my life, but in my heart cause I know it was a real love between us."      

1, 2, 3, 3 years after crushing on him, he finally came talk to me, but why would I have preferred that he never comes talk to me. At this moment, I understood how painful love can be.